HS :: Volume #6

#316: Father and daughter


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.k. .k. ( Various reasons, condition almost fell the dregs recently. Southern Emperor Sect this exposes the matter originally three chapters of solutions, because finally could not find the direction to rub gently very for a long time...... A many chapter, as far as possible a bit faster passes.) (各种原因,最近状态差点掉渣。南皇宗的这点破事原本三章解决的,结果因为找不到方向磨蹭了很久……多更一章,尽可能的快点过去吧。) That year went home, I accidentally heard the father and uncle's several talks, at that time, the uncle mentioned my name, and with the strange tone said that I was his child. At that time, I had the suspicion that some deeply has laid down, but I am willing to believe, all were only I misunderstood, or I mistakenly uncle's meaning. Therefore, I deeply bury in these hearts, no, does not dare to ask any person. The person who until that day, let my heartfelt admiration turning to pick of these heavily in my heart laid down, making me have to remember all these again. I have not been able to evade again. If I cannot know the truth, my life is unable to be peaceful.” “那年归家,我偶然听到了父亲和大伯的几句谈话,那时,大伯提到了我的名字,并且用怪异的语气说我是‘他的孩子’。那时起,我就有了一些深深埋下的怀疑,但我更愿意相信,一切都只是我听错了,或者我会错了大伯的意思。所以,我将这些深埋心间,没有,也不敢去问任何一个人。直到那一天,一个让我由衷敬佩的人将我心中埋下的这些重重的掘起,让我不得不再想起这一切。我已经不能再逃避。如果我不能知道真相,我的一生都将无法安宁。” „The Southern Emperor direct line bloodlines man, will flow is imprinting the loyalty of Soul to the ancestor, regardless of passed on many generations, will not change. This is that person tells me. But my father, he already gave up seeking for Southern Emperor Sword, if not for Southern Emperor Sword news three years ago suddenly appears, he has not even believed existence of Southern Emperor Sword. His ambition lies in dominates the world. But my Little Brother whole (Wuque), actually since childhood persists in wanting the travelling world, seeks for Southern Emperor Sword is, how regardless of not to be willing to comply with father's wish, for this reason the fathers and sons are unfamiliar, little goes home extremely. He said that is because, my Little Brother is having the direct line bloodlines of Southern Emperor, but my father, does not have...... These, real?” 南皇的直系血脉男子,会流淌着对祖上深印灵魂的忠诚,无论传了多少代,都不会改变。这是那个人告诉我的。而我的父亲,他早已放弃了寻找南皇之剑,若不是南皇之剑的讯息三年前忽然出现,他甚至已经不相信南皇之剑的存在。他的志向在于称雄天下。而我的弟弟无缺,却从小就坚持要游历天下,寻找南皇之剑的所在,无论如何也不愿遵从父亲的意愿,为此父子生疏,极少归家。他说,那是因为,我的弟弟拥有着南皇的直系血脉,而我的父亲,却没有……这些,都是真的吗?” crazy of lunatic calls out is still continuing, sign that has not stood still. 疯子的狂乱嘶喊依然在持续着,没有停歇的迹象。 You...... Really insane? He was suggesting me similarly insanely, you not. You endure humiliation, only to be delivered from oppression, courses the path that Southern Emperor Sect you hope...... Told me, actually did you have insanely...... If you are really only a lunatic, all that then he speculates, will not be the void wild talk, I can also put down all these, no longer will remember. If you are not the lunatic...... That told me, you really not insanely.” “你……真的疯了吗?他同样在暗示我,你没有疯。你忍辱负重,只为重见天日,将南皇宗引向你所希望的轨迹……告诉我,你究竟有没有疯……如果你真的只是个疯子,那么他推测的一切,都不会是空虚妄言,我也就可以放下这一切,不再去想起。如果你不是疯子……那就告诉我,你真的没有疯。” Shui Mengchan looks at the present lunatic, vision that seeks for him completely cover up often, the frequency of heartbeat, becomes more and more quickly. His whole body is messy and dirty, vision that but that often flashes, actually that clear, without any dirty sign. She does not know, there are other people once to move this time vision, but, these year of judges were at least countless, she to humane understanding already enough thorough, lunatic who this hiding the emotion vision should not be one go crazy...... She got 50% answers. 水梦婵看着眼前的疯子,寻找他不时被完全遮掩的目光,心跳的频率,也变得越来越快。他全身上下脏乱无比,但那不时闪动的目光,却是那么的清亮,没有任何秽浊的迹象。她不知,有没有其他人曾碰触过他此时的目光,但至少,这些年识人无数,她对人性的了解已经足够透彻,这种潜藏着情感目光不该属于一个正在发疯的疯子……她已经得到了一半的答案。 She needs an accurate reply. 她需要一个准确的回答。 Her hand reaches the nape of the neck, has taken off a department slowly the ice blue filament, is presenting the waterdrop shape ice blue crystal. This crystal, she from just started records events the time wears on the body, when just recorded events knows that this is her father and mother, when she was just born concentrates with joint forces by Water Jade Art, in which the air/Qi of crystal not only can make her have the perfect flesh in the growth, but may also be helpful to her cultivating Water Jade Art. 25 years, in which the air/Qi of crystal has still not cleared, the water-blue ray visionally in the darkness, her mother Shui Fu'er in her third birthday that year, told her never to be possible this crystal to discard obviously, she such has also worn on the body. When to today, she starts somewhat clearly, why mother never smiles, why mother will make her never probably discard this crystal. 她的手伸向脖颈,缓缓的摘下了一块系着冰蓝细丝,呈现着水滴状的冰蓝水玉。这块水玉,她从刚刚开始记事的时候就戴在身上,在刚刚记事的时候就知道这是她的父亲和母亲在她刚出生的时候合力以水玉功凝成,其中的水玉之气不但能让她在成长中拥有完美的肌肤,还可有助于她修炼水玉功。25年的时间,其中的水玉之气依然没有散尽,在黑暗中可见梦幻般的水蓝光芒,她的母亲水芙儿在她三岁生日那年,就告诉她永远不可将这块水玉丢弃,她也一直都这么戴在身上。时至今日,她开始有些明白,为什么母亲从来不笑,为什么母亲会让她永远不要丢弃这块水玉。 Because, this is congealed with joint forces by her father birth mother, wears the crystal on her neck, is status symbol that only then their family knows. 因为,这块由她的生父生母合力凝成,戴在她脖子上的水玉,是只有他们一家人才知道的身份标志。 Rich Light Element has not camouflaged that illusion the light of water-blue, instead entrusts with the carrier that strange blue light to extend, in the ray, smuggled weak stretch/leisurely and color of water-blue. 浓郁的光明元素没有遮蔽那梦幻的水蓝之光,反而赋予那奇异的蓝光以延伸的载体,光芒之中,夹带上了微弱舒和的水蓝之色。 Roaring sound complete disappearing of lunatic conceals suddenly, that crazy movement also stops in this moment. Suddenly approaches lets the Shui Mengchan heartbeat peacefully as if along with it stop, the time, frames in a flash. 那疯子的咆哮声忽然完全的消匿,那疯狂的动作也在这一刻停止。忽然来临的安静让水梦婵心跳都仿佛随之停止,时间,一瞬间定格。 This moment peace, making Shui Mengchan obtain her to long , the answer of also incomparably being afraid. 这一刻的安静,让水梦婵得到了她渴望,又无比害怕的答案。 Chan...... Son......” “婵……儿……” That two bunches vision of appear and disappear from time to time after the hair started rocking, gradually, becomes hazy, such as is away from more and more heavy water vapor. During dies general is peaceful, in the mouth of that lunatic overflowed the withered incomparable sound unexpectedly, although hoarse was difficult to hear was almost not recognizable, but Shui Mengchan still clear believes firmly that these two character that made her innermost feelings surge is Chan'er...... 那两束在头发之后时隐时现的目光开始了晃动,逐渐的,又变得迷蒙,如隔着一层越来越重的水汽。死一般安静之中,那个疯子的口中竟然溢出了干枯无比的声音,虽然嘶哑难听到了几乎不可辨认,但水梦婵依然清清楚楚的确信这两个让她内心激荡的字是“婵儿”…… Shui Mengchan has tarried, although early had enough preparation, when faces this fearful and brutal reality truly, this firm incomparable female was still short ignorant the past, then deeply inspired, to tremble the sound that suspended saying: You...... Can you speak?” 水梦婵呆住了,虽然早已经有了足够的准备,但真正面对这个可怕而残酷的现实时,这个刚强无比的女子依然短暂懵了过去,然后深吸一口气,以颤摆的声音道:“你……你能说话?” Lunatics...... Now was unable to call lunatic again, perhaps is too long has not spoken, his sound not only dry, above the voice also has not the small distortion, he has not replied Shui Mengchan, but said slowly: Your second that year...... I asked that you want any birthday present...... You said, you want the space next snow......” 疯子……现在已经不能再称之为疯子,也许是太久没有说话,他的声音不仅干涩,语音之上也有着不小的扭曲,他没有回答水梦婵,而是徐徐说道:“你两岁那年……我问你想要什么生日礼物……你说,你要天上下一场雪……” Shui Mengchan such as was struck by lightning, the whole body has swayed fiercely. 水梦婵如遭雷击,全身剧烈摇晃了一下。 „...... When I said I cannot achieve, crying that disappointed you put in great inconvenience...... At that time, I told you, when you grew up, I will go to the remote north personally, looks that to let Snow Woman that the space snowed...... But, this promise, a father to daughter's promise, the entire 23 years has not cashed......” “……当我说我做不到时,失望的你委屈的哭了……那时,我告诉你,等你长大的时候,我会亲自去遥远的北方,去找那个可以让天上下雪的雪女来……但,这个诺言,一个父亲对女儿的诺言,整整23年都没有兑现……” That filled with grief sound, mixes with the weeping sound that a man sinks chillily, is containing the tears of blood in his heart. At this moment, which his also likely is a lunatic. 那悲怆的声音,夹杂一个男子凄沉的哭声,包含着他心中的血泪。这一刻,他哪还像是一个疯子。 His each character, such as one ruthlessly enters the Shui Mengchan heart of hearts heavy iron hammer bang, shortly, her tears will soak the gauze kerchief, sad, bitter, startled and confused...... Complex mood well up together, trades chaotically in her heart is interweaving. Birthday present that second that year, she and father wanted, was secret that only then their father and daughter two people knew. 他的每一个字,都如一把把沉重的铁锤狠狠的轰入水梦婵的内心深处,顷刻之间,她泪浸纱巾,悲、苦、惊、迷茫……各种复杂的情绪一起涌上,在她心中换乱的交织着。两岁那年,她和父亲所要的生日礼物,是只有他们父女二人才知道的秘密。 Also after two years old, she has not seen mother to smile again, the father is still kind, but makes her feel obviously becoming estranged, could not enjoy that to warm her body and mind again, lets father love that she can act like a spoiled brat heartily. 也是从二岁之后起,她再也没见母亲笑过,父亲依然和蔼,但让她明显感觉到了疏远,再也享受不到那温暖她身心,让她可以尽情撒娇的父爱。 Release in hand the Light Element crystal ball simultaneously is falling from her hand with the warm jade of that waterdrop shape, the crystal ball fell in the tide spoiled ground, that crystal as before hung because of the winding of that silver wire in her hands, was swaying the faint(ly) blue light in the midair. The Shui Mengchan lip shivers, makes the sound that such as cuckoo weeps blood: Father...... Really, is really you......” 手中的释放着光明元素的水晶球与那块水滴状的暖玉同时从她的手中滑落,水晶球落在了潮腐的地面上,那块水玉则因那根银线的缠绕而依旧挂在她手中,在半空晃荡着幽幽的蓝光。水梦婵嘴唇颤动,发出如杜鹃泣血的声音:“父亲……真,真的是你……” Why...... Why can be this...... 为什么……为什么会是这样…… This lunatic...... Unexpectedly is her father...... Then outside that she was shouting father's person, actually was also, in this, actually to be hiding anything! 这个疯子……竟然是她的父亲……那么外面那个她喊着父亲的人,又究竟是谁,这之中,究竟隐藏着什么! Chan'er, 23 years...... You already long was so big...... Can see you again, immediately died for father, can finally few that several points of regrets.” The lunatic muddy tears, this painstakingly was too vertically and horizontally long, constrains was too long, bursts into tears in the man who in 23 years of inhuman suffering has still not dropped down finally, the beyond control teardrops delimit clear traces on his face...... 蝉儿,23年了……你已经长的这么大了……能再见到你,为父就是马上死了,也终于可以少那几分的遗憾。”疯子浊泪纵横,这个苦了太久,压抑了太久,在23年非人的折磨中依然没有倒下的男子终于流泪,无法控制的泪珠在他的脸上划出一道道清晰的痕迹…… 23 years, the life can have several 23 years. 23 years ago, he in happiest the age just when a person life, the lovable daughters, he loves, is loving his wife. 23年,人生能有几个23年。23年前,他正值一个人一生中最美好的年龄,有一个可爱的女儿,有一个他宠爱,也爱着他的妻子。 He. Southern Emperor Sect Sect Master only candidate. 他。还是南皇宗宗主的唯一人选。 But, before 23 that giant accident, all changed, that looks like a nightmare, his life entire subversion, and has led into another nightmare him, has continued 23 years of nightmare. 但,从23前的那场巨大变故起,一切都变了,那就像是一场噩梦,将他的人生都整个的颠覆,并将他带入了另一个噩梦,一个持续了23年的噩梦。 23 years, such suffering can easy has the person of normal body and mind to turn into a through lunatic one. Everyone also thinks that he was insane. But, he actually not insane. 23年的时间,这样的折磨能轻而易举的把一个拥有着正常身心的人变成一个彻头彻尾的疯子。每个人也都以为他已经疯了。但,他却没有疯。 Went on living the father who......” he encountered similarly plots against in just before the end to tell this three characters with the sound that could not withstand weakly. He cannot die, because he, if died, direct line bloodlines of Southern Emperor henceforth thorough resolution. Therefore, he imprints loyal and incredible obsession in bone with that as well as that to the attachment of wife and children was still alive, also in the heart was always talking about the entire 23 years of angry oaths and dreadful hatreds, he lived. So long as does not die, hopes then also, he is waiting for the opportunity, he is also believing, Heaven, will not allow the bloodlines of Southern Emperor to cut off in light of this. “活下去……”他同样遭到暗算的父亲在临终用微弱不堪的声音告诉了他这个三个字。他不能死,因为他如果死了,南皇的直系血脉就从此彻底的决断。于是,他凭着那深印骨子里的忠诚和令人难以置信的执念,以及那对依然在世的妻儿的眷恋,还有在心中叨念了整整23年的怒誓与滔天恨意,他活了下来。只要不死,就还有希望,他等待着机会,他也相信着,上天,绝不会允许南皇的血脉就此断绝。 Afterward, he from Shui Yuntian that hate related that knows the wife who he at that time been pregnant has given birth to a son for him, he has cried in roaring of crazy...... From that moment, he knew the significance that oneself go on living, rather is enduring all kinds pain and shame must endure, goes on living. Because, he must tell his son all truth--, only then has the person of blood of pure Southern Emperor to know, they have, is to the ancestor steadfast loyalty, even if the world fluctuates will not change, his son certainly not because of his father the faith that but should adhere to oneself has the change. 后来,他从“水云天”那怨恨的诉说中知道他当时已经怀孕的妻子为他生下了一个儿子,他在疯癫的咆哮之中大哭了一场……从那一刻时,他更加知道了自己活下去的意义,宁愿忍受着万般痛苦和耻辱也要忍下去,活下去。因为,他必须将一切的真相告诉他的儿子——只有拥有纯正南皇之血的人才会知道,他们所拥有的,是对祖上坚定不移的忠诚,纵然天地变幻也不会改变,他的儿子一定不会因他的“父亲”而对自己应该持守的信念发生改变。 These years, he feigns madness and plays dumb, can only go on living for oneself, the person who also for he hates can relax vigilantly, making him wait for that uncertain opportunity. He has succeeded, entire 23 years of time, when his crazy became the custom, his survival to some people who still has the vigilance also with the lapse of time disappeared to lack the vigilance, even no longer remembers his existence. Except for Shui Yuntian, not the place that is willing some people to approach him to be at again, is disinclined to look at once high-spirited his present pitiful going down in the world again. Is the bad boundary that he is, makes them withdraw. 这些年,他装疯卖傻,只为自己能够活下去,也为了他所恨的人能放松警惕,让他等待那丝渺茫的机会。他成功了,整整23年的时候,当他的疯癫已经成为习惯,原本对他的存活还存在着戒心的一些人也随着时间的推移而消缺了戒心,甚至不再想起他的存在。除了“水云天”,不愿再有人靠近他所在的地方,懒得再看曾经意气风发的他现在的悲惨落魄。仅仅是他所在的坏境,就让他们退避不已。 23 years the pain that he bears, the non- average man can imagine...... If heaven pities me, today, he hopes finally in that darkness wipes dawn-- he saw left 23 years of daughter. He such as is also awakened to live in the heart that in the pain struggled desperately generally, leading him to constrain the too long tears such as the rain under. Shui Mengchan arrival at first, his words make his heart move crazily, but how endured him to be able not to be careful too for a long time, how can fall short by oneself 23 years of bearing patiently. When Shui Mengchan puts out that him after she was born personally when for the crystal that she puts on, he finally confirmed that this will not be a probe...... He saw oneself daughter. Palpitation that flickers, making him want to wail, but for does not alarm other people, he has depressed almost the uncontrolled excited sound forcefully, cannot prevent rushing down of tears. Before daughter, this father strongly by routing easily. 23年的时间,他所承受的痛苦,非常人所能想象……天可怜见,今日,他终于盼来了那黑暗中的一抹曙光——他见到了已经离别23年的女儿。他在痛苦中苦苦挣扎的心也如被唤醒一般活了过来,带起他压抑了太久的眼泪如雨而下。水梦婵到来的起初,他的话让他的心为之狂动,但忍了太久了他怎能不小心谨慎,怎能让自己23年的隐忍功亏一篑。而当水梦婵拿出那颗他在她出生之后亲自为她戴上的水玉时,他才终于确认这不会是一场试探……他见到了自己的女儿。那一瞬的悸动,让他想嚎啕大哭,但为了不惊动他人,他强行压下了几乎不受控制的激动之音,却怎么也阻挡不住眼泪的奔泻。在女儿面前,这个父亲的坚强被轻易的击溃。 Why...... This not real...... Why can be this...... Told me, why all these were......” cannot see clearly his appearance, did not recognize his sound, that several words that but he when facing that crystal the response, also he said that making her not have the suspicion again. “为什么……这不是真的……为什么会是这样……告诉我,这一切到底是为什么……”看不清他的长相,认不出他的声音,但他在面对那块水玉时的反应,还有他说出的那几句话,让她再也没有了怀疑。 He is her father...... 他是她的父亲……
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