When the present is the spring summer human relations, today the sky dark clouds are continuous, have a drizzle, some rare cool feeling. 现在是春夏交际之时,今天天空阴云连绵,下起毫毫细雨,罕见的有些凉意。 In Bai Clan some people have passed away, in the Warring States period, this is the sad news that often spreads, but is different today, what this elapsing is in Bai Clan one of the most elders. 白族中有人逝去了,在战国时代,这是时常传出的噩耗,可今天不同,这次逝去的是白族中最长者之一。 Bai Clan has two big Everlaster, village east Ms. Bai Guiying, the village west Bai Weimu grandfather, is presently the Bai Clan oldest rank biggest person. 白族现有两大长寿者,村东白桂英老太太,村西白帷幕老爷爷,是现白族最年长辈分最大的人。 Today, was Bai Weimu grandfather's the date of funeral holding...... 今天,便是白帷幕老爷爷的葬礼举行之日…… Along with the song of strange tonality, coffin falls gradually, the soil buries it, another grave formed. 随着古怪音调的歌曲,棺材渐渐落下,土壤将其掩埋,又一坟墓形成了。 Here is the Bai Clan cemetery, dense and numerous everywhere is the tombstone, is Bai Clan older generation the place of deep sleep. 这里是白族的坟山,密密麻麻的到处都是墓碑,是白族先辈的沉睡之地。 Before the tombstone, is standing a troop person. The front line, is the old man of three Bai Ruyu fat, is straight the body, the platoon is becoming one row. Is Patriarch, governs the rule with holding concurrent jobs to pass on Second Elder and representative of Bai Clan strongest strength law the minister three elders of hunting unit. 墓碑前,站着一大群人。最前方,是三个白如玉脂的老者,笔直着身躯,排成一列。是族长、掌管规则与兼职传法者的二长老、代表白族最强战力的狩猎部的部长三长老。 Three people of skin color and Bai Clan other people become very sharp contrasts, rear numerous Bai Clansmen look at its look to be respectful, as if, the white, is symbolizing the lofty status in Bai Clan, has the person of white flesh, with them no longer is the same level. 三人的肤色与白族他人成非常鲜明的对比,后方众多白族人望其眼神充满敬意,仿佛,白色,在白族象征着崇高的地位,拥有白色肌肤的人,与他们不再是同一层次。 After the three people, is the Bai Weimu directly-related family member, a black child, is Bai Xiao. 其三人后,是白帷幕的直系亲属,一个黑黑的孩子,是白消。 After Bai Xiao, is the deceased distant relative as well as the good friend of neighborhood troop, again , is the person who some not greatly is connected. 白消后,则是大群的逝者远亲以及好友邻里,再后,则是些无大关联的人。 As Bai Clan extant rank big, the Bai Xiao great grandfather, elapsing of Bai Weimu, implicated the enormous, basic being swindled load important post Bai Clansmen arrives, respects. 作为白族的现存辈分最大者,白消的太爷爷,白帷幕的逝去,牵连极大,基本上当担要职的白族人都到场,以示尊重。 As a speech of Bai Clan Patriarch falls, the funeral ended, the people diverge in abundance. 随着白族族长的一番演讲落下,葬礼结束,众人纷纷散去。 „Bai Xiao, from now on my family, later I was your guardian.” Bai Xiao Class Teacher going forward racket shoulder of Bai Xiao, moderate say|way, this is he in the status that in the Patriarch family|home strives to probably come vigorously. “白消,今后来我家吧,以后我就是你的监护人了。”白消的班主任上前拍拍白消的肩膀,语气温和道,这是他在族长家里极力争取才得来的名分。 Has saying that the Bai Xiao personal connection is very good, many people are holding and Class Teacher similar mentality fight for this status. 不得不说,白消的人缘很好,有很多人抱着和班主任同样的心态争抢这名分。 „Yes! Later we were the whole families, you will have many elder brothers at home, they were good, you can was very happy.” The Class Teacher wife said in side that the expression is somewhat guilty flurriedly. “是啊！以后我们就是一家人了,在家里你会有很多哥哥的,他们都非常善良,你会过的很开心的。”班主任的妻子在旁说道,语气有些愧疚慌乱。 One day ago, after her great grandfather to the Bai Xiao spits the concern of holding, regretted, the indistinct premonition can have something, actually shortly after did not think, went home heard the Bai Xiao great grandfather death news, this stemmed from her anticipation completely, frightens her night nightmare again and again. 一天前,她对白消的太爷爷吐完憋住的心事后,就后悔了,隐约预感会发生些事情,却不想,回家不久后就听闻了白消太爷爷死讯,这完全出乎她的意料,也吓得她当夜噩梦连连。 She does not dare to tell others, the Bai Xiao great grandfather is she kills, she fears facing the clansman different kind vision, facing her gentleman angry look, facing vision of Bai Xiao interrogation...... 她没敢告诉别人,白消太爷爷是她害死的,她怕面对族人别样的眼光,面对她官人愤怒的眼神,面对白消质问的目光…… Fortunately, Bai Xiao great grandfather very benevolence had the secret to pass away, has not told anybody...... 所幸,白消太爷爷很善心的带着秘密离开了人世,没有告诉任何人…… She, will have a secretive secret from now on...... 她,自此有了个不可告人的秘密…… „Does not want!” The Bai Xiao look cannot see many sadness, is only usually more depressed. “不要！”白消神色看不出有过多的悲伤,只是比平时消沉些。 „Great grandfather said that the later road, all are controlled by me, do not need to obey other people's arrangement.” Bai Xiao said. “太爷爷说了,以后的路,一切由我掌控,无需听从他人的安排。”白消道。 „Why? Do you want alone to live? Does your small age make money to get by? What to do has fallen ill? How other miscellaneous matters do you make?” Class Teacher first successive several issues. “为什么？难道你要独自生活？你小小年纪怎么赚钱糊口？生病了怎么办？其他各种杂事你怎么弄？”班主任一连数个问题。 „Does not want!” The Bai Xiao manner is very firm, „I want alone to live.” “不要！”白消的态度很坚决,“我要自己独自生活。” „Good!” But Class Teacher sighed. “好吧！”班主任无奈叹气道。 „The life is not so is alone simple, I who you think will give you board expenses every month, you give a try first, when which day you changed the mind, came my family.” Class Teacher blocks wife who also wants to detain to open the mouth to say. “独自生活不是你想的这么简单的,我每个月都会把伙食费送给你,你先试试看,等哪天你改变主意了,就来我家吧。”班主任拦住还想挽留的妻子开口道。 „Thank you!” Bai Xiao said to Class Teacher and his wife. “谢谢您！”白消向班主任和他妻子道。 „Your great grandfather's last wish, is hopes that you return to the school to go to school, you......” Class Teacher asked. “你太爷爷的遗愿,是希望你重新回学堂上学,你……”班主任问道。 „Does not want!” Bai Xiao refuses to say once more that „great grandfather has said that all are controlled by me, do not need to obey other people's arrangement, that does not need to obey his arrangement.” “不要！”白消再次拒绝道,“太爷爷说过了,一切由我掌控,无需听从他人的安排,那也无需听从他的安排。” „Good!” Class Teacher sighed again. “好吧！”班主任再次叹息。 „We walk one first, rains, do not treat are too long.” “我们先走一步,下着雨,你也不要待太久。” „Un.” Bai Xiao said. “嗯。”白消道。 Gazes after departure of Class Teacher, a next wave of people comes. 目送班主任的离开,下一波人前来。 „Bai Xiao should not be sad, you have us!” This is the middle-aged guy, carries the wife and children together. “白消不要悲伤,你还有我们！”这是个中年汉子,携带妻儿一起。 „Thanks the uncle, Aunt.” Bai Xiao said to that man. “谢谢伯伯,伯母。”白消向那汉子道。 The middle-aged guy is the Conan father, was the Bai Xiao close neighbor, the future naturally is the Conan family. 中年汉子是柯南的父亲,是白消的近邻,来者自然是柯南的家庭了。 „Bai Xiao, we will play tomorrow together! I lead you to catch the fish.” Conan hits the gas channel. “白消,明天我们一起玩吧！我带你去抓鱼。”柯南打气道。 „Conan, how we cannot want to play all the time again, we have also grown up, should shoulder certain responsibility.” Bai Xiao said words that Conan is perplexed. “柯南,我们不能再怎么贪玩了,我们也长大了,该承担起某些责任了。”白消说了句柯南不明所以的话。 After the Conan family walks, Bai Xiao sends off a number wave of people, finally sends off Patriarch, in the tomb remaining he, is waiting for Bai Xiao with the grave mountain foot place, at this time Bai Xiao guardian, Class Teacher and his wife. 柯南家庭走后,白消又送走数波人,最后送走族长,墓地里才剩下他,与墓山山脚处等待着白消的,此时白消的监护人,班主任和他妻子。 Patriarch just before leaving spoke a few words, „has any difficulty, told everybody.” 族长临走时就说了一句话,“有什么困难,就跟大伙说说。” The rain, was big, the day was also dark. 雨,大了,天也暗了。 Bai Xiao closes one's eyes, feels this in the cool feeling from world. 白消闭着眼睛,感受这来自天地间的凉意。 Long time, Bai Xiao opens the eye, has put out great grandfather's will. 良久,白消才睁开眼睛,拿出了太爷爷的遗书。 „Great grandfather, why?” Bai Xiao talked to oneself. “太爷爷,为什么呢？”白消自语道。 „Why you are this, is always willing, the selfless regretless offer, is actually not willing to receive a repayment.” Bai Xiao has remembered the experience of his previous life, „very much in childhood, you were glad drags my this burden to walk, now I no longer was the burden, can drag you to go forward, you actually in this manner rejected me, why?” “为什么你们都是这样,总是心甘情愿,无私无悔的奉献,却不肯受一丝回报。”白消想起了他前世的经历,“小时候,您很乐意的拖着我这累赘走,现在我不再是累赘了,可以拖着您前进了,您却以这种方式拒绝我,为什么？” „The graciousness, was returned to the person graciousness, is very ordinary matter. But why couldn't you accept me to answer to Jaridatouk? Do you do this to consider my feeling?” “受人恩,回人恩,是很平常的事。可您为什么就接受不了我对您的报答呢？您这样做考虑过我的感受吗？” „Great grandfather, actually, I am the person of another world.” Bai Xiao faces the tombstone, said own innermost thoughts. “太爷爷啊,其实,我是另一个世界的人。”白消面对墓碑,说出了自己的心里话。 „In that side, I lived many years, this experience, I experienced.” “在那边,我活了不少个年头了,该经历的,我都经历了。” „Pain that family member elapses, more than once, incessantly twice......” “亲人逝去的痛苦,不止一次,不止两次……” „Is very painful.” “很痛苦,真的。” „But, does not have the means that this is the reality, does not have the means to control own destiny including me, is trying hard for illusory eternal life, is capable of what changing other people's destiny?” “可是呢,没办法,这就是现实,连我自己都没办法控制自己的命运,为虚无缥缈的长生努力着,又有何能力改变他人的命运呢？” „To no longer enjoy this like the hell pain, I before reincarnation world, is set at the orphan my later generation specially, wants to evade by this.” “为了不再享受这如地狱般的痛苦,我在转生这世界前,专程把我的后世设定为孤儿,想以此逃避。” „I made a mistake...... I think, so long as becomes the orphan, may evade, actually does not think, even if no parents, will have other family members to foster, even if no family member, provider who also will surpass the family member.” “我错了……我原以为只要成为孤儿,就可逃避,却不想,即使没有父母,也会有其他亲人抚养,即使没有亲人,也会有一个胜似亲人的抚养人。” „So long as have the love, that always cannot flee this pain.” “只要自己还有爱,那就永世不能逃离这种痛苦。” „Your elapsing, making me understand a truth, later, I will not evade again.” Bai Xiao sighed, to flee this suffers, he always maintains a distance of being neither friendly nor aloof with other people, later, UU reads “您的逝去,让我明白了一个道理,以后,我不会再逃避了。”白消叹了下,为逃离这折磨,他总是与他人保持一段若即若离的距离,以后,UU看书 www.uukanshu.com www.uukanshu.com He cannot again this...... 他不会再这样了…… He saw through...... 他看开了…… „Should go home.” Bai Xiao is burning will with flame, sets out to leave. “该回家了。”白消用打火器把遗书烧着,起身离开。 „What today eats?” Weak sound reverberation in front of tombstone. “今天吃什么呢？”微弱的声音回荡在墓碑前。 .................. ……………… will: 遗书: Bai Xiao, when you see this letter matter, the great grandfather passed away, was sorry very much that the great grandfather implicated you. 白消啊,当你看到这封信事,太爷爷已经离开了人世,很抱歉,太爷爷拖累了你。 The great grandfather wants to say are more, may actually not know for a while mentions from where, I made a long story short. 太爷爷想说很多很多,可一时却不知从何说起,我就长话短说吧。 The great grandfather I, in the life have many descendants, each one likes take risking, longs for the outside, is, outside is very chaotic, the luck is not quite good, cannot live. Great grandfather I, such remaining your, for does not make you also look like them to be ordinary, leaves the clan place, I have been pressing you, does not make you have the curiosity to the outside, has hindered your ideological growth, does not make you contact the Elementalist knowledge, this matter, is I continuously guilty restless matter, does not know that I am to or wrong. 太爷爷我,一生中有很多子孙,个个都爱冒险,渴望外界,可是呢,外面很乱,运气不大好,都没能活下来。太爷爷我啊,就这么剩下你一个了,为了不让你也像他们一般,离开族地,我一直压着你,不让你对外界产生好奇心,一直妨碍你的思想发育,不让你接触行者的知识,这事,是我一直都内疚不安的事,不知我是对还是错。 Today, I have no intention the true intention that heard you to temporarily leave school, I decided that cannot be a drag on your again. 今天,我无意听到了你休学的真正用意,我决定,不能再拖你后腿了。 Bai Xiao, returns to the school, did not use the person who paid attention to my this to pass away quickly. 白消啊,回学堂吧,不用理会我这快老死的人了。 Drops! Dropped. Is occupied by you with it with my this obsolete tenacious ideological circle, might as well make you go crazily. Alone decision their future, the future all, are controlled by you, does not need to pay attention to others, is studies your parents to go to the outside, became Elementalist no longer closes my matter, the great grandfather I, dropped really...... 放手吧！放手了。与其用我这老旧固执的思想圈住你,不如让你自己去疯狂。独自决定自己的未来吧,未来的一切,都由你自己来掌控,不用理会别人,是学你父母去外界,还是成为行者都不再关我事了,太爷爷我,真的放手了…… However, Bai Xiao, I hope you to remember, the choice that oneself make, do not regret...... 但是,白消啊,我希望你记住,自己做的选择,就不要后悔…… The things to do after death I helped you complete, family's house, three mu orchard was your, all my savings placed in the dense box of my room, you know where was. 后事我都帮你做好了,家里的房子,三亩果园都是你的,我所有积蓄都放在我房间的密箱里,你知道在哪的。 Bai Xiao, great grandfather I...... 白消啊,太爷爷我…… ...... ……