At night, the father and son prepared entire table of meals, is waiting for the arrival of students at home. 到了晚上,父子两人准备好了一整桌的饭菜,在家里等待着学生们的到来。 This time they invited was the students of Chinese, 0 had ten numerously, soaring was busy at work a afternoon, was much more tired lies down on the sofa. 这次他们邀请的都是华裔的学生,零零总总有十来个,腾飞忙活了一个下午,累得腰酸背痛地躺倒在沙发上。 After several minutes, the first guest arrived. 几分钟之后,第一个客人到了。 „Teacher!” “老师！” Coming the person is a young man who brings the eyeglasses, in his hand is holding one can of tea leaves, smiles goes forward to shake hand with Teng Jian. 来人是一个带着眼镜的年轻男子,他的手里抱着一罐茶叶,满脸笑容地上前跟滕建握手。 „flatter moon/month, come is so early? Your wife?” “阿月,来的那么早啊？你老婆呢？” Teng Jian responded similarly with a smile. 滕建同样笑着回应。 „She stops in downstairs, a while came up, I cannot wait, on first comes to see the teacher.” “她在楼下停车,一会儿就上来了,我等不及,先上来看看老师。” „Hahahaha, your boy, is glib. What's wrong, driving is so long, backing up isn't skilled?” “哈哈哈哈,你小子,还是油嘴滑舌的。怎么,开车那么久了,倒车还不熟练？” „...... Evil, Teacher, at this time do not uncover the person to be short, I had a collision at that time that just took the driver's license, will not have truly opened......” “......害,老师,这种时候就别揭人短了,我当时撞车那是刚拿驾照,确实还不会开嘛......” Two people chatted are entering in the room to sit down, just chatted few, the gate outside one after another and comes many people, Teng Jian 11 to see with his these students, exchanged greetings several, then greeted everyone to sit down. 两人说笑着走进屋内坐下,刚聊了没几句,门外便陆陆续续地又来了许多人,滕建跟他的这些学生一一见过,寒暄了几句,便招呼着所有人坐下。 One group of people first chatted the going to school time's amusing thing, had said respectively to the words of thanks clearing out constructed, after the liquor over three patrolled, the topic slowly diverges, since this crowd the students who graduated from Guggenheim chatted the invitation that dawn hang sent naturally. 一帮人先是聊了些上学时候的趣事,有各自说了对滕建的感谢的话语,酒过三巡之后,话题慢慢发散开来,这群本来就从古根海姆毕业的学生们自然而然地聊起了黎明航发的邀请函。 „Heard the scholars who domestic related industry received the invitation, do your some people receive? I have not received in any case.” “听说国内相关行业的学者都收到了邀请函,你们有人收到吗？反正我是没收到。” „No, this thing should only send the home, to be honest, sends to our even, how many people there are to go, what gadget will turbofan 18 be? The daybreak technology was too backward, going to that side nothing but is to make some to be old and old imitation work, simply does not have the challenging.” “没有,这东西应该只会发国内,说实话,就算发到我们这,有几个人会去啊,涡扇18算什么玩意儿？黎明的技术太落后了,去了那边无非就是做一些又老又旧的仿制工作,根本没有挑战性。” „Having the challenging is so simple, I felt, daybreak the biggest problem is the foresightedness is too bad, the field of vision is too small, the pattern is too small. If I am a policy-maker, I will definitely give up them directly now in the turbofan 18 projects of doing, directly from jumping one step, starts from the imitation commercial high bypass engine, then returns nurturing to parents the research and development the technical accumulation reversion, this is the correct path.” “不是没有挑战性那么简单,我还是觉得,黎明最大的问题就是前瞻性太差,视野太小,格局太小。如果我是决策者,我肯定会直接放弃他们现在在搞的涡扇18项目,直接从跳一步,从仿制商业大涵道比发动机开始,然后再把技术积累逆向反哺到研发,这才是正确的道路。” Simplicity that „you said that is the imitation engine so easy? Let alone imitated, without the complete blueprint, you cannot be making the reverse-engineering to an engine, but also discussed that what imitates?” “你说的简单,仿制发动机有那么容易吗？别说仿制了,没有完备的图纸,你对着一个发动机连逆向工程都做不起来,还谈什么仿制啊？” „Can't that try? At least does the ratio rest on one's laurels to be better?” “那不总得试试吗？起码比吃老本要好吧？” „Rests on one's laurels the advantage of resting on one's laurels, at least daybreak can guarantee that the domestic engine does not divide into periods, this point they do is very good.” “吃老本有吃老本的优势,起码黎明可以保证国内的发动机不断代,这一点他们就做的很好。” „Yeah, you said is also. Without the means that the home lacks the talent......” “哎,你说的也是。没办法,国内还是缺人才啊......” Nearby Teng Jianshi have a relish is listening to their discussion finally, stopped to the discussion gradually, he says suddenly: 一旁的滕建始终饶有兴致地听着他们的讨论,一直到讨论渐渐停了下来,他才突然开口说道: „Knows that the home lacks the talent, you have thought can go back?” “知道国内缺人才,你们有没有想过要回去？” Heard his words, everyone on dining table stares gawked. 听到他的话,饭桌上的所有人都愣了一愣。 Goes back? 回去？ Perhaps this idea had once appeared in their brains shortly, but quick, position, future a these more realistic idea was submerged by such as money. 也许这个想法在他们的脑子里都曾短暂的出现过,但很快又被诸如金钱啊、地位啊、前途啊这些更现实的想法淹没了。 A lower treatment, more difficult promotion way, lower technical standards and scientific research atmosphere...... these things are not one day in two days can change, objective, must make them set firm resolve, but also is really not an easy matter. 更低的待遇,更难的晋升途径,更低的技术水平和科研氛围......这些东西不是一天两天内就能改变的,客观的来说,要让他们下定决心回去,还真的不是一件容易的事情。 But a person on dining table is an exceptional case. 但饭桌上的一个人是个特例。 That by the man who Teng Jian is called the flatter moon/month, river moon/month. 那个被滕建叫作阿月的男人,江月。 He looked all around calmly for a week, then says: 他不动声色地环顾了一周,然后开口说道: „Teacher, I must go back.” “老师,我是要回去的。” On Teng Jian the face the look moves, does intentionally opens the mouth to ask superficially: 滕建脸上神色一动,故作轻描淡写地开口问道: „When prepares to go back?” “准备什么时候回去？” „As soon as possible. For these days ugly country official trend everyone also saw, after clarifying, must send the domain to use the knife to the navigation of Huaxia, the previous time is the chip, this time is the navigation sends, I feared words that I did not go back, later could not go back again.” “尽快吧。这几天丑国官方的动向大家也都看到了,摆明了以后要对华夏的航发领域动刀子,上一次是芯片,这一次是航发,我怕我再不回去的话,以后就再也回不去了。” His words saying ended, everyone on dining table was silent 他的话一说完,饭桌上的所有人都沉默下来 Truly, present is not the fool, they know that ugly country official that a series of administrative order means anything, reason that has not brought up this topic, but is because they are are not that willing to acknowledge at heart. 确实,在座的都不是傻子,他们都知道丑国官方的那一系列行政命令意味着什么,之所以没有提起这个话题,只不过是因为他们在心里不是那么愿意去承认而已。 Teng Jian nods, the applause looks that river moon/month said: 滕建点了点头,赞许地看着江月说道: „Good, goes back to return a favor to the country.” “挺不错的,回去报效国家。” river moon/month smiles, replied: 江月嘿嘿一笑,回答道: „Where is so noble, cannot eat here vegetable/dish, said again I should also want the child with Linlin, goes back to live, on the registered permanent address is convenient.” “哪有那么高尚啊,吃不惯这边的菜而已,再说我跟琳琳也该要孩子了,回去生,上户口方便。” Teng Jian saw his wife affectedly, then asked: 滕建故作惊讶地看了一眼他的老婆,然后问道: „Prepares to want the child, is this has not wanted on? Concentrates on work at selected units tightly! The flatter moon/month, are you good?” “准备要孩子,这是还没要上呢？抓点紧啊！阿月,你行不行啊？” „...... The teacher, can you 60 many people, not play my joke with this matter, with never reveres.” “......老师,你都六十多的人了,能不能别拿这种事情开我玩笑了,跟老不尊似的。” His finishing speaking, the people on dining table then smile understandingly, atmosphere also finally relaxed several points. 他的话音刚落,饭桌上的众人便会心地笑起来,气氛也终于轻松了几分。 However, Teng Jian below a few words ended this relaxedness again. 但是没想到,滕建的下一句话再一次终结了这种轻松。 „Does not crack a joke, when your children were born, taking away makes me play for several months, I counted on what my family is useless cannot count on.” “不是开玩笑,等你们的小孩出生了,带去让我玩几个月,我指望我家这个没用的是指望不上了。” „Ok teacher, when the time comes......” “行啊老师,到时候......” river Yueben wants to be perfunctory two, but suddenly, he as if realized anything. 江月本想敷衍两句,但突然间,他似乎意识到了什么。 Taking away makes him play for several months...... 带去让他玩几个月...... He raised the head shocking, looks that Teng Jian asked: 他震惊地抬起头,看着滕建问道: „Teacher, do you also want to go back?” “老师,你也要回去？” „Un, must go back.” “嗯,要回去。” Teng Jian nods seriously. 滕建郑重地点了点头。 „Teacher, your body does not permit!” “老师,你的身体不允许的！” On river moon/month the face shows the anxious look, he was clear completely oneself teacher keeps the reason of ugly country's, if do not maintain the life by the car-t injection, he does not know many years ago has returned to the home. 江月的脸上露出焦急的神色,他完全清楚自己的这个老师留在丑国的原因,如果不是要靠car-t针剂维持生命,他早在不知道多少年前就已经回到国内了。 „Body non- body, is unimportant.” “身体不身体的,不重要了。” Looks that wants to open the mouth to urge his people, Teng Jian lifted the hand directly, hints them do not speak. 看着想要开口劝他的众人,滕建直接抬起了手,示意他们不要说话。 After clamping a vegetable/dish swallowed the mouth, he continues saying: 夹了一口菜吃进嘴里之后,他才继续说道: „Many words, I do not want to say again, actually the truth you understand, has own choice, I will not force you in this point, naturally, I do not have the right to force you.” “多的话,我也不想再说了,其实道理你们都明白,也都有自己的选择,在这一点上我不会强迫你们,当然,我也没有权利强迫你们。” „But I know, in you actually does not have the bad child, will otherwise not appear on my today's dining table.” “但是我知道,你们之中其实没有坏孩子,否则也不会出现在我今天的饭桌上。” „I want to remind your one, like the flatter moon/month said a moment ago, recently ugly country official movement everyone was well aware, this period of time should be the final window that we can return to homeland, if not return to homeland now, later will not basically have the opportunity.” “我只是想提醒你们一句,就像刚才阿月说的一样,最近丑国官方的动作大家都心知肚明,这段时间应该是我们能回国的最后的窗口期,如果现在不回国,以后基本上就不会有机会了。” „Therefore, you must make the choice now.” “所以,你们现在就要做出选择。” „Can go back, I naturally am 100 approvals, but cannot go back, I can also understand, because you have your pressure, has own life.” “能回去,我当然是一百个赞同,但是不能回去,我也能理解,因为你们有自己的压力,有自己的生活。” „To me, I must go back.” “可是对于我来说,我是必须回去的。” „Because of these policies of ugly country's, has the too many people's country inland navigation to the development that sends to produce suspected, sat by and done nothing words, later the domestic talent gap will be getting bigger and bigger, the technology will fall behind will be getting more and more serious.” “因为丑国的那些政策,已经有太多的人对国内航发的发展产生怀疑了,坐视不管的话,以后国内的人才缺口会越来越大,技术落后会越来越严重。” „I studied for dozens years, did for dozens years , has the little achievement, to have the little rallying point in this domain, in addition I am old, therefore I think, before I got down, finally handled something.” “我学了几十年,干了几十年,也算是在这个领域有了一点点的成就、有了一点点的号召力,再加上我已经老了,所以我想,在我下去之前,最后再做一些事情。” „I want to take the lead.” “我想要带个头。” After saying, Teng Jian is silent. 说完后,滕建再一次沉默下来。 Everyone on dining table accompanies him to be together silent, long time later, some people open the mouth to ask: 饭桌上的所有人陪着他一起沉默,良久之后,才有人开口问道: „Does teacher...... that you, when plan to walk?” “老师......那你,打算什么时候走？” „After airplane ticket is 4 hours, the thing has tidied up.” “机票是四个小时后,东西已经收拾好了。” Teng Jian is eating the vegetable/dish one after another, then ignores totally everyone surprisedly to the extreme the facial expression, somewhat teased said: 滕建一口一口的吃着菜,然后全然不顾所有人惊讶到无以复加地神情,有些调侃地说道: „Bad news is, domestic no one meets me, I estimated that finds the living place to be difficult ; The good news is, today's bowl did not need to wash.” “坏消息是,国内没人接我,我估计找个住的地方都难;好消息是,今天的碗不用洗了。” „This...... flies Elder Brother, real false?” “这......飞哥,真的假的？” river moon/month looks at soars, the latter definitely nods. 江月把目光转向腾飞,后者肯定地点了点头。 The complex mood starts to spread on the dining table, one should be the dinner of meeting again had turned into the farewell suddenly, the topic that originally should continue, did not have the power of continuation suddenly. 复杂的情绪开始在饭桌上蔓延,一顿本该是重聚的晚餐突然变成了告别,本来应该继续下去的话题,突然就没有了继续的动力。 After a half hour, Teng Jian put down the chopsticks, later hints soaring to enter the room with him, carried they two small boarding boxes. 半个多小时后,滕建放下了筷子,随后示意腾飞跟他走进房间,拎出了他们两小小的登机箱。 „I prepared. Does not need to deliver me, later helps me the family/home tidy up. Said that does not need to wash dishes is cracks a joke, stinking to high heaven that do not do when the time comes, affects the neighbor.” “我准备出发了。不用送我,待会儿帮我把家里收拾好。说不用洗碗是开玩笑的,别到时候搞的臭气熏天,影响邻居。” „Moreover, in the balcony has the character that I usually write, if you like taking a staying or going commemoration ---- If planned returns to homeland do not take, after I go back, uses the red paper to write to you again.” “另外,阳台上有我平时写的字,你们要是喜欢的话就拿去留个纪念----要是打算回国的就别拿了,我回去以后用红纸重新给你们写。” Then, Teng Jian hinted a look to the son, two heads do not return push the door to depart. 说罢,滕建向儿子示意了一个眼神,两人头也不回地推门离去。 After long time, still kept the people in room to respond. 半晌之后,仍然留在屋内的众人才反应过来。 The low discussion sound remembers again, some people were discussing that must go back, some people were discussing when buys the airplane ticket, naturally, some people are listening silent, does not plan to express any comment. 低低的讨论声再次想起,有人在商量是不是要回去,有人在商量什么时候买机票,当然,也有人沉默地听着,并不打算发表任何意见。 In this discussion sound, river moon/month arrives at the balcony curiously, moved back to that thick one stack of xuan paper. 在这一片讨论声中,江月好奇地走到阳台,搬回了那厚厚的一沓宣纸。 On these xuan paper wrote the handwriting, these of surface have turned yellow slightly, obviously was Teng Jian to glanced through today from old own work newly. 这些宣纸上都写了字迹,最表面的那些已经微微发黄,显然是滕建在今天从旧到新把自己的作品重新翻阅了一遍。 The river moon/month reads this xuan paper one after another, the mouth is reading the above writing in a soft voice. 江月一张一张地翻看这宣纸,嘴里轻声念着上面的文字。 „Parting regrets like the spring grass, live good.” “离恨恰如春草,更行更远还生。” „Tonight the moon/month sighted person completely looks, does not know that the melancholy thoughts of autumn fall which family/home life not to see, move such as the participation business.” “今夜月明人尽望,不知秋思落谁家人生不想见,动如参与商。” What uppermost is the oldest work, from top to bottom, the handwriting is getting more and more new. 最上面的是最老的作品,从上往下,字迹越来越新。 river Yueyue reads, more feels sad, he can feel in oneself teacher heart that deep sorrow of parting. 江月越是翻看,越是觉得悲戚,他能感受到自己的老师心中那种深深的离愁。 That type wants obviously, actually by the helplessness that own body implicates. 那种明明想要回去,却被自己的身体拖累的无奈。 When he turns to final, turns to the newest that several pages of xuan paper, the movement actually suddenly stagnates. 但等他翻到最后、翻到最新的那几页宣纸时,动作却突然一滞。 On these brand-new xuan paper, the first even/including several pages, splash ink such as the rain to write the same sentence poem. 那些崭新的宣纸上面,一连好几页,都泼墨如雨地写着同一句诗。 „Is willing to result in this height to serve the country, why must to live into Jade Gate!” “愿得此身长报国,何须生入玉门关！”