„Can't carry? Oh, I carry. One hour 1000? That was yesterday's quotation, today this environment, is much dangerous! One does not pay attention, must trip and fall. I trip and fall to be all right, Pi Curou is thick. But your thing precious as gold! If there is been injured by falling down, lost may be big! We must explain first, damages does not compensate. Since you are sincere, I am naturally sincere, everybody is a schoolmate, gives you a solid price, one hour 2000! A day later, 20,000, province your many matters!” “背不动？哎呀,我来背。一小时1000块？那是昨天的行情了,今天这环境,多险恶！一不留神,就得摔个跟头。我摔跟头没事啊,皮粗肉厚。可是你东西多金贵！万一摔坏了,损失可就大了！咱得先说明啊,损坏不赔啊。既然你诚心,我自然诚心,大家都是同学,给你一个实在价,一小时2000！一天下来,才20000块,省你多少事！” The Fatty whole face is sincere, the opposite party looks at the backpack like Xiaoshan (small mountain), thought that is not really easy, hesitant one then complied. Although the price is not low, but regarding rich man, on that a matter. 胖子满脸诚恳,对方看着像小山一样的背包,也觉得真不容易,犹豫了一下便答应下来。虽然价格不低,但是对于有钱人来说,也就那么一回事。 Fatty in the heart secretly rejoices, this weight for him, completely is the department of pediatrics. 胖子心中暗喜,这点重量对他来说,完全是小儿科。 He received money with joy, is preparing to recover the pocket money, a hand extends suddenly from behind, on Fatty. 他喜滋滋地收了钱,正准备把钱收回口袋,一只手突然从后面伸过来,胖子手上一空。 Fatty has gawked, but the next quarter his pupil contracts suddenly, this feeling...... Too familiar! He transfers the body fiercely, the plump has knelt, grasps the Ai Hui's thigh, is having the crying sound: „A'Hui, I finally found you!” 胖子愣了一下,但是下一刻他的瞳孔陡然收缩,这感觉……太熟悉了！他猛地转过身体,扑通一声跪下来,抱住艾辉的大腿,带着哭音:“阿辉,我终于找到你了！” Ai Hui looked in the morning stayed the schoolmate squeezes a smiling face: „Please wait a bit.” 艾辉朝早就看呆了的同学挤出一丝笑容:“请稍等一下。” Said that unemotionally single-handed to carry Fatty, Fatty unwieldy huge body, in the Ai Hui hand light, if did not have the thing. Another hand tried to find out on Fatty that each pocket has not let off. Ai Hui is too familiar with the place of Fatty conceal money, less than a half minute, Fatty all wealth all looked for by him. 说完面无表情单手把胖子拎了起来,胖子笨重庞大的身体,在艾辉手中轻若无物。另一只手在胖子身上摸索,每个口袋都没有放过。艾辉对胖子藏钱的地方太熟悉,半分钟不到,胖子所有的钱财全都被他找出来。 „Money?” Ai Hui coldly asked. “钱呢？”艾辉冷冷问。 The money of plundering, is less than 50,000. 搜刮出来的钱,只有不到50000。 He has not been idling, starts to fold the thorn strip in nearby thorn clump. Fatty looks in the thorn strip the dense and numerous sharp thorns, his complexion was white, this is must torture. 他没有闲着,开始在旁边的荆棘丛上折荆棘条。胖子看着荆棘条上密密麻麻的尖刺,他的脸色刷地白了,这是要严刑拷打啊。 However he does not dare to struggle, his too familiar Ai Hui's temperament, more is struggles more is dies miserably. He knows that Ai Hui definitely is angry, previous walk his money Mo. 但是他不敢挣扎,他太熟悉艾辉的脾气,越是挣扎越是死得惨。他知道艾辉肯定很生气,上次自己把他的钱摸走。 „Spent.” He is honest, the expression like one fat pig that washes treats cleanly butchers. “花了。”他老老实实,语气就像一头洗干净待宰的肥猪。 „Spent?” The Ai Hui's expression has not fluctuated, looks like redundant, thorn strip Fatty in the eyes that in the hand vibrates seems glittering the ice-cold point. “花了？”艾辉的语气没有波动,就像是重复,手上抖动的荆棘条胖子眼中仿佛闪烁着冰冷的锋芒。 Fatty swallows the saliva difficultly, he knows that this time does not transfer is not good. 胖子艰难地吞了吞口水,他知道这次不交待不行了。 „Hasn't person with a pockmarked face remembered? You definitely do not remember that you and his a few words have not said. I still remember that just started me unable to carry that many things, he helps me carry over several times. He who I bury. His wife's sickness did not have, age that unmarried girl arrived goes to school. The people with a pockmarked face die, I and he have said that if I have not died, will help him take care of his family member.” “麻子还记得不？你肯定不记得,你和他一句话都没说过。我还记得,刚开始我背不动那么多东西,他帮我背过好几次。我埋的他。他老婆的病一直都没好,闺女到了上学上学的年纪。麻子死的时候,我和他说过,要是我没死,会帮他照顾他家里人。” Thorn strip that on Ai Hui vibrates anchors. 艾辉手上抖动的荆棘条停住。 People with a pockmarked face...... 麻子…… A fuzzy face, appears from the remote memory deep place. Whins, fear and blood, compared with the black ink also black night, compared with the ice also cold wind, mixes in the fuzzy memory. 一张模糊的脸,从遥远的记忆深处浮现。哀嚎、恐惧、鲜血,比墨还黑的夜晚,比冰还冷的风,夹杂在模糊的记忆中。 He has the fuzzy impression, dies a very much early coolie. Fatty remembers that right, he and person with a pockmarked face has not spoken, is not only the person with a pockmarked face, except for Fatty, other person of he has almost not spoken. 他有模糊的印象,死得很早的一位苦力。胖子记得没错,自己和麻子没有说过话,不光是麻子,除了胖子,其他人他几乎都没有说过话。 „Old Wei haven't you remembered? That that likes boasting, it is estimated that you do not remember. I remember that you know I compare to eat, just entered Savage Territories time, is frequently hungry. Old Wei has given me dry rations, he said that I and his kid are almost big. He dies is a rainy day, the putty water hole is not good to dig, the water clashes the putty to wash away, I have dug for quite a while, buries him. He has two kids, big is less than seven -year-old, he has had the incurable illness, knows one could not live, came Savage Territories. I gave him the family|home to send a sum of money, did not have many, 40,000. I live after all, cannot anything not do.” “老魏你还记得不？喜欢吹牛的那个,估计你也不记得。我记得,你知道我比较能吃,刚进蛮荒的时候,经常饿。老魏给过我一次干粮,他说我和他娃差不多大。他死的时候是个雨天,泥水坑不好挖,水一冲泥就冲走,我挖了半天,才把他埋好。他有两个娃,大的不到七岁,他得了绝症,知道自己活不了,就来蛮荒。我给他家寄了一笔钱,没多少,40000块。我总归活下来,总不能什么都不做。” „Big plum you do not remember......” “大李子你记得不……” Fatty was verbose, sometimes the expression was empty, sometimes was agitated. 胖子絮絮叨叨,有的时候语气空洞,有的时候语气激动。 The dumbfounded schoolmate, already could frighten off a moment ago. 刚才目瞪口呆的同学,早就被吓得走开。 „Duanmu Huanghun! Ahhhhhhh! I am not am having a dream!” “端木黄昏！啊啊啊啊！我不是在做梦吧！” „Ahhhhh, pinches my quickly!” “啊啊啊,快掐我一把！” Behind several trees resounds a squeal of intermittent young girl, thought that resounds in very remote place likely. 几棵树后面响起一阵阵少女的尖叫声,觉得像是在很遥远的地方响起。 Ai Hui's looks stunned. 艾辉的神情木然。 „Quite skillful, Master Xu!” “好巧啊,许夫子！” „Oh, does Cui Xianzi also lead student to take a long journey?” “哎呀,崔仙子也带学员远行吗？” ...... …… „Only then we live, only then we live!” “只有咱俩活下来,只有咱俩活下来！” „...... At least we are also living......” “……起码我们还活着……” ...... …… Behind resounds the kind warm regards, with memory fragment that ice-cold withers, interweaves to flash in the Ai Hui mind unceasingly. 后面响起亲切温暖的问候,和冰冷肃杀的记忆片段,不断在艾辉脑海中交织闪现。 His wooden, is similar to places oneself not the real dreamland. 他一片木然,如同置身不真实的梦境。 ...... …… „I bury their times, said to them, if I can live to walk, certainly will take care of their family members.” “我埋他们的时候,就对他们说,如果我能活着走出去,一定会照顾他们的家人。” „Am I also living why? Why......” “为什么我还活着？为什么……” ...... …… The blood spatters in all directions, the heavy downpour, dashing of fang and corpse, appears in the Ai Hui mind unceasingly, his body ice-cold, like the bubble in the ice water, his palm stubbornly grips stops the thorn strip, the knuckle blanch. 鲜血迸溅,大雨滂沱,獠牙和尸体的冲撞,在艾辉脑海中不断浮现,他的身体冰冷,就像泡在冰水中,他的手掌死死攥住手中的荆棘条,指节发白。 ...... …… „Was inferior that our two classes travel together, can take care of mutually, has Instructor Zhou such master, I can also feel relieved.” “不如我们两个班一起同行吧,也能相互照应,有周教官这样的高手,我也可以放心了呢。” „Good good! Cui Xianzi is really attractive! Did you marry?” “好啊好啊！崔仙子真漂亮！您结婚了吗？” ...... …… „I know that you do not have money, is very definitely troublesome, I know that I annoy troublesome to you. However I know that to you, is very troublesome, but is a trouble. You are abnormal, cannot perplex you troublesome......” “我知道你没钱,肯定很麻烦,我知道我给你惹麻烦。但是我知道,对你来说,是很麻烦,但是就是一个麻烦。你是变态,没有麻烦能够难住你……” ...... …… „Schoolmate Duanmu, do you have girlfriend?” “端木同学,你有女朋友吗？” „Can Schoolmate Duanmu, know?” “端木同学,能认识一下吗？” ...... …… „I know that this is the matter that I embrace, I am the pig! I am stupid! I am the waste! However I am also living, am I also living why? I am unable to continue watching, I am unable to continue watching......” “我知道这是我自己揽的事,我是猪！我蠢！我是废物！但是我还活着啊,为什么我还活着？我看不下去,我就是看不下去……” „Sorry...... Sorry......” “对不起……对不起……” Fatty speaks incoherently, the body trembles, is pent-up is similar to mountain flooding in the within the body mood. 胖子语无伦次,身体哆嗦,郁积在体内的情绪如同山洪暴发。 Ai Hui from ice-cold works loose like the nightmare recollection, he long puts out the air in chest slowly, it is so ice-cold biting cold, he feels his body temperature to rise again slowly. 艾辉从冰冷如梦魇般的回忆中挣脱,他缓缓长长吐出胸中的空气,它是如此冰冷彻骨,他感受到自己的体温慢慢回升。 Yes, that is a dreamland, already by the dreamland that he worked loose, was one group is thrown by him after behind dark shadow, he was pursuing sunlight, he early started the new life. 是啊,那就是一个梦境,一个早就被他挣脱的梦境,是一团已经被他抛在身后的黑暗阴影,他在追逐阳光,他早已经开始新的生活。 Present he, already was not Savage Territories that he, oneself should be more formidable, the body, was the heart. 现在的他,早就不是蛮荒的那个他,自己应该更加强大,无论是身体,还是心。 Therefore...... 所以…… His wrist|skill shakes, thorn strip toward the Fatty draw off, his roaring is right in the face low and deep and depressing. 他手腕一抖,荆棘条劈头盖脸朝胖子抽去,他的咆哮低沉而压抑。 „Can't conscience pass? To be the hero? That why not well practice? What other people's business doesn't have the strength you to manage? Because they died, are you also living? Was living? Great? ** How you live! Doesn't have the strength your nonsense conscience unable to pass, does not have the strength sooner or later dead? Why not practice? Why to stiffen?” “良心过不去是不是？想做英雄是不是？那为什么不好好修炼？没实力你管什么闲事？就因为他们已经死了,你还活着？活着怎么了？了不起？**你是怎么活下来的！没实力你狗屁个良心过不去,没实力迟早会死懂不懂？凭什么不修炼？凭什么不变强？” „Does not have the strength not to have money, but also goes to meddling in other people's business, but also draws father to launch, pulls out does not die you!” “没实力没钱,还去多管闲事,还拉老子下水,抽不死你！” „He is weak he dead, he is weak he to be poor, he dies he dead! Does his family member feel sorry for? Who isn't pitiful?” “他弱他死,他弱他穷,他死就他死！他家人可怜？谁不可怜？” „Does not think pitifully, only then grow stronger, spells completely all grow stronger!” “想不可怜,只有去变强,拼尽一切去变强！” „You do not evade, I do not evade, no one evades!” “你躲不过,我躲不过,谁都躲不过！” ...... …… „Instructor Zhou, later pays attention!” “周教官,以后就多关注啦！” „Relax! Gives me!” “放心！都交给我！” *************************************************************** *************************************************************** ps: Before early, is thinking this scene. Writes, the midway is several times stops, controls the mood. Everyone has the in the heart nightmare and shadow, hopes that everybody can like Ai Hui, experiences it, works loose it, faces directly it, defeats it. ps:很早之前,就在想这个场景。写的时候,中途还是好几次停下来,控制情绪。每个人都有心中的梦魇和阴影,希望大家都能够像艾辉那样,经历它,挣脱它,直面它,战胜它。