ESA :: Volume #8

#751: Rare muddled


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The dim light of night is strong gradually, Meng Huanzhen sits cross-legged to sit on the shore rock, closes eyes to sit in meditation, directly entered cultivation. Seemed like these people to live outdoors to be of no fixed abode regularly, found a place to live casually, is the habit. 夜色渐浓,孟还真盘膝坐在岸边岩石上,闭目入定,直接进入了修行。看上去这些人惯常风餐露宿居无定所,随便找个地方都能过日子,已是常态。 Xue Mu by the stone, does not have a leg to sit there very much speechless vividly, he may not have the Meng Huanzhen such big heart, the heart is anxious. 薛牧很是无语地靠在石头上,毫无形象地张腿坐在那里,他可没有孟还真这么大的心,心底焦虑无比。 He is not travels, shoulders the heavy responsibility to come, does not have the clue. 他不是来旅游的,是肩负着重任来的,却毫无线索。 What is most troublesome is he was also worried that speaks at a venture to cause the world line to have the improper change, does not dare to spread out with Meng Huanzhen the innermost thoughts. 最麻烦的是他还担心乱说话导致世界线产生不该有的变动,连心里话都不敢和孟还真摊开来说。 For example he knows that Meng Huanzhen is dying...... he not to give up this shortly after once with the female of own soul being on intimate terms, actually does not know that should rescue. 比如他知道孟还真没多久就要死了……他不舍得这个曾与自己灵魂相亲的女子,却又不知道该不该救。 If rescued, after Star and Moon Sect , likely is not such, but also there is Xue Qingqiu Yinye Yue Xiaochan? 要是救了,星月宗以后很可能就不是那样的了,还有没有薛清秋夤夜岳小婵 Without Meng Huanzhen and Ji Hao struggles the cauldron, but also there is a Heavenly Dao fragment to break the space and time, can oneself also come to this world? 要是没有孟还真姬昊争鼎,还有没有天道碎片打破时空,自己还能不能来这个世界? If finds the way to help her do dead Ji Hao, but also there is Xiahou Di? 要是想办法帮她搞死姬昊的话,还有没有夏侯荻 If prevented the Heavenly Dao cauldron, that millenniums later absolutely does not have the cauldron, does not have this human form Universe Cauldron, all were crooked. 要是阻止了天道化鼎,那千年后根本就没有鼎,更没有自己这个人形乾坤鼎,一切都歪了。 This is not parallel space and time, Xue Mu is very definite this is the single track space and time, knew from the birth of Yinye divine art, he participated in this phase of history, cannot tamper with absolutely, the tampered with words likely put on are anything change. 这不是平行时空,薛牧很确定这是单线时空,从夤夜神功的诞生就知道了,他是参与了这段历史,绝对不能瞎搞的,瞎搞的话很可能穿回去就是什么都变了样。 His anything does not dare to do. 他什么都不敢做。 This anything knows that anything undoable experience is really rasping, the clue of nine cauldrons normalizing in addition oneself need to look for could not find, was more anxious. 这种什么都知道却什么都不能做的体验实在让人焦躁,加上自己需要寻找的九鼎归一的线索根本找不到,就更焦躁了。 Your heart is anxious.” Meng Huanzhen closes one's eyes, opens the mouth in a low voice: You have what concern, might as well told me directly.” “你心不安。”孟还真闭着眼睛,低声开口:“你有什么心事,不妨直接告诉我。” Xue Mu said: Telling you are also useless.” 薛牧道:“告诉你也没用。” Meng Huanzhen opens eyes saying: „The matter that currently speaking, in this world I cannot accomplish is few, I can help you.” 孟还真睁眼道:“目前来说,这世上我办不到的事很少,我可以帮你。” In the Xue Mu heart impulsive, opens mouth actually to press. 薛牧心中一阵冲动,张了张嘴却又强自压了回去。 It is not you helps me, is I do not know that should help you...... you die...... 不是你帮我,是我不知道该不该帮你……你要死了…… He stood up agitated, stands the seashore. 他烦躁地站起身来,站到了海边。 Moon of space is very round, the moonlight is very gentle, the tonight's sea breeze is not fierce, blows coolly is very comfortable. But Xue Mu all has no interest in experience. 天上的月亮很圆,月色很温柔,今晚的海风也不烈,凉爽拂面很舒服。可薛牧全都无心体验。 The Meng Huanzhen station side him, looked at him very much strangely a while, said suddenly: You did not exist in world, I do not know where you come, in brief comes this to have a significant goal inevitably....... Your cultivation is not very strange by your cultivation...... considers as finished, I felt how many battle efficiencies in any case you simply do not have, you survives in such way of the world difficultly, how can realize the goal?” 孟还真站到他身边,很奇怪地偏头看了他一阵子,忽然道:“你本不存在于世间,我不知道你是哪里来的,总之来此必然是有个重大的目的。靠你自己这点修行……唔你的修行也很奇怪……算了,反正我感觉你根本没多少战斗力,在这样的世道你生存都困难,要怎么实现目的?” Xue Mu purses the lips, said in a low voice: You know me to have the goal, did not fear that my goal will be disadvantageous to you?” 薛牧抿了抿嘴,低声道:“你既知我有目的,也不怕我的目的将会对你不利?” Did not feel.” Meng Huanzhen smiles: I thought on the contrary you care about me very much, then your goal is even disadvantageous to me, is not your original intention.” “不觉得。”孟还真笑笑:“我反倒觉得你很关心我,那么即使你的目的对我不利,也不是你的本意。” Xue Mu sighed: Relax, my goal has nothing to do with you......” 薛牧叹了口气:“放心吧,我的目的与你无关……” Really can't tell me?” “真不能告诉我?” „After wants to know Heavenly Dao Changing Form, how to return to in heaven, you had said you do not know, that asked again you are also useless.” “就是想知道天道化形之后怎么重归于天,你已经说了你不知道,那再问你也没用。” Meng Huanzhen does not know, knits the brows: I do not know why you must consider the Heavenly Dao Changing Form later matter, why doesn't consider directly to prevent this matter simply?” 孟还真不得其解,皱眉道:“我不知道你为什么要考虑天道化形之后的事情,为什么不索性考虑直接阻止这件事?” How Xue Mu does not know replied, simply following Dao Seeking/asks: Heavenly Dao is Changing Form, how do I prevent?” 薛牧不知道怎么回答,索性顺着问道:“天道是自己化形,我怎么阻止?” „It is not Changing Form, so-called Heavenly Dao has Changing Form, that is Ji Hao probes my opinion.” Meng Huanzhen said lightly: Must be their several people uses the different types respectively dao source, resonance in heaven, summoned Heavenly Dao.” “不是自己化形,所谓天道化形之相,那是姬昊试探我的意见。”孟还真淡淡道:“必是他们几个人分别用不同种类的道源,共鸣于天,呼唤天道而成。” Xue Mu said: How does that prevent? As soon as you do select nine?” 薛牧道:“那怎么阻止?你一挑九?” Meng Huanzhen shows the whites of the eyes: This fellows imagine the matter that does, I could not prevent.” 孟还真翻了个白眼:“这帮家伙一意想做的事,我也阻止不了。” Xue Mu said with a smile: This cannot, you, since could not prevent, might as well with I analyzed together, how after Changing Form, to return to in heaven.” 薛牧笑道:“这不就得了,你既然阻止不了,还不如跟我一起分析一下,化形之后怎么重归于天。” Meng Huanzhen feels the chin to think: „After Changing Form, definitely is their every. Must return to in heaven, feared that is snatches...... the difficulty to be very big, that fellows are very fierce......” 孟还真摸着下巴想了想:“化形之后,肯定是他们人手一个。要重归于天,怕是得一个个抢过来吧……难度很大啊,那帮家伙都很厉害……” Xue Mu at heart thump. 薛牧心里一个咯噔。 Originally looks at the Meng Huanzhen appearance, should not struggle the meaning of cauldron...... she to struggle the cauldron to be said by own these words finally? 本来看孟还真的模样,应该没有争鼎的意思……难道她最终去争鼎是被自己这句话说出来的? He does not even know that this was promoted the historical process named oneself, should blame the bullshit to be many, pushed one step toward the blind alley the younger sister. Regularly by Xue Mu that the glib lips eat meal, to here discovered unexpectedly the most suitable own behavior seems like shuts up. 他甚至不知道这是叫做自己又推动了历史进程呢,还是该责怪自己屁话多,把妹子往死路推了一步。惯常靠嘴皮子吃饭的薛牧,到了这里居然发现最适合自己的行为似乎是闭嘴。 His some difficult tunnels: „...... Do not go to snatch, allow nature to take its course and that's the end, did not close your matter in any case......” 他有些艰难地道:“你……还是别去抢了,顺其自然就是了,反正本来也不关你事啊……” Meng Huanzhen shakes the head: I also had to plan that snatches one to study 12.” 孟还真摇摇头:“我本来也有打算抢一个过来研究一二。” The Xue Mu good and evil felt better, sighed: Which snatches?” 薛牧好歹好受了点,叹道:“抢哪个?” Naturally that is close to me saying.” Meng Huanzhen sized up his one eyes: Aura that for example on you this rich sun and moon interweaves, I am always thinking, Heavenly Dao Changing Form should not turn into nine people? I look at you to look like one of them, is not world person, can contact in us together......” “当然最接近我道的一个。”孟还真打量了他一眼:“比如你身上这浓郁的日月交织的气息,我总在想,天道化形该不是化成九个人吧?我看你就像是其中之一,不属于世间人,偏偏又能和我们接触在一起……” Xue Mu stared in a big way the eye, this brain hole, revolving feared extremely...... 薛牧瞪大了眼睛,这脑洞,细思极恐…… Meng Huanzhen was saying to be saying, oneself smiled: What eye you stare, I know that Heavenly Dao did not have Changing Form, said again on your skill also thinks, when Heavenly Dao?” 孟还真说着说着,又自己笑了:“你瞪什么眼睛,我知道天道还没化形呢,再说了就你这点本事也想当天道?” Xue Mu implored the tone, said with a smile: I feared that was sliced by you.” 薛牧吁了口气,笑道:“我怕被你们切片。” Forget it.” Meng Huanzhen sighed lowly: Where no matter you come, in brief you will not stay for a long time is right? I can feel the meaning of your anxious departure, when walks?” “得了吧。”孟还真低叹道:“不管你是哪来的,总之你不会久留对不对?我能感受到你急切的离开之意,什么时候走?” Xue Mu is only fluent: Does not know, momentarily.” 薛牧只能道:“不知道,随时。” Momentarily, before twice such vanishes?” “随时,就像前两次那样消失么?” Un......” “嗯……” Why can leave?......” Meng Huanzhen paused, said in a low voice: „Amn't I worth keeping a meeting?” “为什么要离开?难道……”孟还真顿了一下,低声道:“我不值得你多留一会?” Xue Mu opens mouth, is speechless. 薛牧张了张嘴,再度无言。 I man such...... the present looks like for the first time , what the cause was I makes a mistake...... you to will...... think that I was very casual woman?” “我第一次和一个男人那样……眼下看来,起因是我弄错了什么……你会不会……觉得我是很随便的女人?” Cannot.” “不会。” Meng Huanzhen said in a low voice: Cause no matter what......, since soul interweaves, brand mark that then cannot cancel, the mutual attraction is irresistible, I like seeing you, you should be also the same. But can your why actually intent walk? Since does not think me to be casual, what reason that is?” 孟还真低声道:“不管怎样的起因……既然灵魂交织,便是抹不去的烙印,相互吸引无可抗拒,我喜欢看见你,你应该也是一样的。可你为什么却一意要走?既然不是认为我随便,那是什么原因?” I......” Xue Mu, helpless said: Really does not know how to say.” “我……”薛牧无奈道:“真的不知道怎么说。” Meng Huanzhen turns the head to look at moon of space, slowly said: Self- cultivation has, these years have fought up and down the country, have almost not stood still. Last year accepted two apprentices, wanted to inherit itself to go on an expedition the say/way of becoming aware his entire life, actually the discovery taught the free time of apprentice not to have continually. I felt, evil fiend extinguished except it day, then when was I dived to occupy safely, but now looks like, probably I thought naively. After Heavenly Dao Changing Form, you thought that they divided one respectively, can fight continuous?” 孟还真转头看着天上的月亮,慢慢道:“自我修炼有成,这些年来一直南征北战,几乎没停歇。去年收了两个徒弟,想要传承自己一生征战所悟之道,却发现连教徒弟的闲工夫都没有。我本来觉得,邪煞灭除之日,便是我安心潜居之时,可如今看来,好像是我想得天真了点。天道化形之后,你觉得他们各自分了一个,会不会争战不休?” Xue Mu said: Meeting. General need battle 100-200 years, will tend to the stability again slowly, again several hundred years later, this/should are chaotic, one wind and cloud change that are the new hero. The rise and fall rise and fall itself is one of the Heavenly Dao, you do not need to be too many.” 薛牧道:“会。大概需要再争斗个100-200年,才会慢慢趋于稳定,再数百年后,又该乱起,又有一场属于新的英雄的风云变迁。盛衰兴亡本就是天道之一,你无需想太多。” Is I too idealizes.” Meng Huanzhen sighed: Many people want to marry me, but I know, what they have a liking for is my can pass the leather bag that also or is a powerful woman who stands in the summit of military force, is Meng Huanzhen or really returns Meng as for this woman, that is unimportant. Once there is an essence to conflict the appearance, they will not have a person to stand me, the thing that because everyone wants is never same.” “是我太理想化。”孟还真叹道:“很多人想娶我,可我知道,他们看上的是我这过得去的皮囊,又或者是一个站在武力之巅的强大女人,至于这个女人是孟还真还是真还孟,那不重要。一旦有本质冲突出现,他们不会有一个人站在我这边,因为大家想要的东西从来不一样。” Xue Mu is silent, this actually is also a very lonely woman. 薛牧默然,这其实也是一个很孤独的女人。 Perhaps walks in the powerful woman of summit of the world, has similar worry, so-called love this type of thing doped too many thing influences on them, is impossible purely. 或许走在天下之巅的强大女人,都有类似的苦恼,所谓“爱情”这种东西对她们来说掺杂了太多的东西影响,根本不可能纯粹。 If their muddled point , their outstanding characters knew fairly well even, looked passes. Sometimes could completely understand that not necessarily is the good deed, rare muddled is also the say/way of life. 如果她们糊涂点也就算了,偏偏她们这种出类拔萃的人物心中有数,看得太透了。有时候看得透未必是好事,难得糊涂也是生活的道。 Xue Mu remembers Zhu Chenyao suddenly, she had once said does not want to know the master will make anything to choose under the pressure. Does not want to know, this might as well be this younger sister's intelligent place, why bother something get to the root of a matter. 薛牧忽然想起祝辰瑶,她曾说过不想知道师父到底会在压力之下做出什么选择。不想知道,这未尝不是这妹子的聪明之处,有些事情何苦寻根究底。 Meng Huanzhen said in a low voice: I know that you and they are different, even if not raise that accident/surprise, you and I are still the people of say/way gathering, originally can make dao companion. What a pity you have no intention, including is together several days of ideas not to have again, the left wish is strong makes me suffocate.” 孟还真低声道:“我知道你和他们不一样,就算不提那场意外,你与我也是道合之人,本来就可以做道侣。可惜你无意,连再多相处几天的想法都没有,离开的意愿浓烈得让我窒息。” Xue Mu cannot bear say finally: When leaves is not I can decide, the turning point will exist momentarily will also possibly never exist. At least before finding turning point, I only accompany side you, where will not go.” 薛牧终于忍不住道:“什么时候离开不是我自己所能决定,契机随时存在也可能永远不存在。至少在找到契机之前,我只陪在你身边,哪里都不会去。” Meng Huanzhen wants to ask, is because my side most does help you seek for the turning point? 孟还真很想问,是因为我的身边最有利于你寻找契机么? But at this moment she has not looked to pass to ask again, but shows a faint smile: Good.” 但这一刻她偏偏没有再看得那么透地问出来,只是微微一笑:“好。”
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