ESA :: Volume #6

#561: Loses, cries


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In the evening Yulin and the others have not gone far away directly, but temporarily resides in Yun State City has a rest. Zhu Chenyao as Seven Profound Valley representative, led some senior brother younger brothers, hosted a banquet to welcome in Yun State City. Rather than received in the valley in Yun State City, represented Seven Profound Valley and fissure between Profound Heaven Sect Nature Sect. This reception is also the meaning that these contact, is exchanged by the young generation of attempt. 当晚玉麟等人并没有直接远去,而是暂住在云州城歇脚。祝辰瑶作为七玄谷代表,带了一些师兄弟,在云州城设宴款待。在云州城而不是在谷内接待,代表了七玄谷玄天宗自然门之间的裂痕。这场接待也算是这几家重新接触的意思,由年轻一辈尝试交流。 Mo Xuexin and Xue Mu do not gather, otherwise before them, young generation of sect meeting lost the significance. 莫雪心薛牧也就都不合在,否则在他们面前,年轻一辈宗门交流会失了意义。 Xue Mu is supporting Mo Xuexin and Qin Wuye in the bedroom, about woman in the bosom, he still depends in the bedhead is lost in thought that does not know that is thinking anything. 薛牧在卧室里拥着莫雪心秦无夜,软玉温香左右在怀,他依然靠在床头出神,不知道在想什么。 This beauty in hugging he displays like this very rarely, Mo Xuexin strange say/way: What are you thinking?” 这种美色在抱的时候他这样的表现挺少见的,莫雪心奇道:“你在想什么?” I am thinking......, no matter to practice martial art, is for Dao Seeking/asks, how many constrained to twist the instinct of person, was this really a say/way?” “我在想啊……不管是为了习武,还是为了问道,把人的天性压抑扭曲了多少,这真的是道吗?” Mo Xuexin actually not puzzled these: hundred schools of thought dao is different, how could it not be is therefore. Everyone thinks that oneself is right, how to show? Is stronger than everyone, others is naturally wrong. At least now, Lin Wuya cannot show that he is stronger than Xue Qingqiu, Xue Qingqiu cannot show that she is stronger than Lin Wuya, but we closely pursue after behind, not necessarily cannot surpass their suppressions...... is behind we, I and Wuye, are still not the stratagems, layer upon layer downward, never-ending.” 莫雪心倒是不纠结这些:“百家道不同,岂不就是因此而起。谁都认为自己是对的,怎么证明?比所有人都强,别人的自然就是错的。至少现在,蔺无涯没能证明他比薛清秋强,薛清秋也没能证明她比蔺无涯强,而我们紧紧追在身后,也未必不能超过他们的压制……便是身后的我们,我和无夜,依然不相为谋,层层向下,永无休止。” Qin Wuye shows a faint smile, has not struggled with her. At this matter, she and Mo Xuexin are in agreement. 秦无夜微微一笑,没跟她争。在这件事上,她和莫雪心意见一致。 Xue Mu sighed: No matter how said, your types consciousness struggle of dao but actually truly them, for the name revered to struggle to be higher-end. Like Lin Wuya, I wants to hate him unable to mention how much hatreds to come, thought on the contrary a little pitiful...... knows, in his eyes we might also as well feel sorry, this is really......” 薛牧叹道:“不管怎么说,你们这种意识道争倒确实是比他们为了称尊而争高端多了。就像蔺无涯,我想恨他都提不起多少恨意来,反倒觉得有点可怜……偏偏又知道,在他眼里我们也未尝不可怜,这真是……” Qin Wuye asked with a smile: That Yulin?” 秦无夜笑吟吟地问:“那玉麟呢?” Obviously a moment ago the dialogue of Xue Mu and Yulin, these two are actually listening secretly. 可见刚才薛牧玉麟的对话,其实这俩都在偷听。 Yulin simply has not forgotten kindnesses, his christens a ship in the appearance of place, hehe, is only obstinate argumentative...... possibly because also his cultivation not proficient, what a pity, the matter of Shi Lei will strengthen him mostly certainly the thought of burden of worldly relations.” Xue Mu paused, said: Said that I do not hope his cultivation is proficient, turns not wants the real Daoist of no asking, that friend who also or cuts the sentiment certainly Lin Wuya that wanted...... that is not I likes.” 玉麟根本没忘情,他那掷瓶于地的模样,呵呵,只是嘴硬而已……可能也因为他修行没到家吧,可惜,石磊之事多半又会更加坚定了他绝了俗缘的念头。”薛牧顿了顿,又道:“说起来我倒不希望他修行到家,变成无欲无求的真道人,又或者斩情绝欲的蔺无涯……那都不是我喜欢的那个朋友了。” Hey!” The Qin Wuye look is faithful: I? You do not like.” “喂!”秦无夜神色不渝:“那我呢?你不喜欢是吧。” You?” Xue Mu does not have the direct reaction, talked to oneself that said in a low voice: „The east sunrise west side rain, the say/way not has the clearness clearly.” “你?”薛牧没有直接回答,自语般低声道:“东边日出西边雨,道是无晴却有晴。” Qin Wuye was startled, opening mouth to say anything, actually caught being able saying that the look more and more palpitation, gradually was subsequently crazy. 秦无夜怔了一下,张嘴想说什么,却卡住了说不出来,继而神色越来越怔忡,渐渐痴了。 Mo Xuexin looked at her one eyes, her literary cell and understanding degree to Qin Wuye are insufficient, have no way to savor the ambiguity of this poem, really does not know that Qin Wuye is in a daze. Listens to Xue Mu to read poems actually, she remembers one with the matter of Yulin this matter a little connection, when will ask, Qin Wuye actually opened the mouth suddenly: Xue Mu, I must teach Yulin.” 莫雪心看了她一眼,她的文艺细胞以及对秦无夜的了解程度都不足,没法去品味这句诗的双关性,实在不知道秦无夜在发什么呆。倒是听薛牧吟诗,她想起一件和玉麟这事有点关联的事情,正要问时,秦无夜却忽然开口了:“薛牧,我要教训玉麟。” „? You will kill his, does not want......” “呃?你会打死他的,不要吧……” I am unworthy for that female.” Qin Wuye coldly said: Why?” “我替那位女子不值。”秦无夜冷冷道:“凭什么?” Why when you will ask, to Joyous Union Dao whether had the question?” “当你会问凭什么的时候,对合欢之道是否有了质疑?” Qin Wuye coldly said: My matter discussed separately.” 秦无夜冷冷道:“我的事另说。” Xue Mu sighed: Lesson person does not need the fist......” 薛牧叹道:“教训人不一定要拳头的……” With newspaper?” “用报纸啊?” With your Joyous Union Sect invasion will of the people sound. For example......” Xue Mu paused, recited in a low voice: Thus have I heard from the buddha, loving is the whence that hates. The Heavenly Dao road of no return, loses, cries......” “用你合欢宗的侵入人心的声音。比如……”薛牧顿了一下,低声吟唱:“如是我闻,爱本是恨的来处。天道不归路,一个输,一个哭……” The artistic cell of this chapter of Mo Xuexin was also sufficient, looks at each other one with Qin Wuye, feels a little meaning. 这回莫雪心的艺术细胞也够用了,和秦无夜对视一眼,都觉得有点意思。 You protect to me, my also you blessed, your heroes, needed the aspiration, but you owed me to be happy, made up with what? Likes hating more difficult than to forgive......”( note: Faye Wong «Forgiveness» slightly changes) “你给我保护,我还你祝福,你英雄好汉,需要抱负,可你欠我幸福,拿什么来弥补?难道爱比恨更难宽恕……”(注:王菲《宽恕》略改) Both women sat the body slowly, complex in Qin Wuye eye are unable to explain straight. 两个女人都慢慢坐直了身体,秦无夜眼里的复杂无法言喻。 Passed the period of time, Mo Xuexin sighed: I once listened to Yuan Zhong to mention, have you written a poem in Faultless Temple? World settles the complete in both law, does not lose Tathagata not to lose the Sir/minister.” 过了好一阵子,莫雪心叹了口气:“我曾听元钟说起,你在无咎寺写过一首诗?世间安得双全法,不负如来不负卿。” Yes.” “是啊。” You think how to be satisfactory to both sides?” “那你认为何以两全呢?” I do not know, therefore I can only say that I will not go to Dao Seeking/asks......, if must ask, I think wants to peep Heavenly Dao, first cultivates humanity, all counter- humane things, not really say/way.” “我不知道,所以我只能说我自己不会去问道吧……如果非要问,我认为欲窥天道,先修人道,所有反人性的东西,都不是真的道。” Mo Xuexin was startled being startled, chewed several, the great happiness: Xue Mu, your my really say/way gathers.” 莫雪心怔了怔,嘴嚼了好几遍,大喜道:“薛牧,你我果然道合。” Xue Mu had not replied, Qin Wuye said leisurely: Your say/way morning closed, but also is not very solid?” 薛牧还没回答,秦无夜悠悠道:“你们的道早合上了,还不够严实?” Mo Xuexin: „......” 莫雪心:“……” Qin Wuye by the bedhead, looks at the ceiling spookily, talked to oneself in a low voice: Loses, cries......” 秦无夜靠在床头,幽幽看着天花板,低声自语:“一个输,一个哭……” She remembered the Xue Mu spoken language: For the person who you cry, naturally is I...... 她想起了薛牧的言语:会为你哭的人,当然是我啊…… Until blows out the candlelight, the decadent music resounds quietly, Qin Wuye in the brain in working is still reverberating for the first time repeatedly other sounds. 直到吹熄烛火,靡靡之音悄悄响起,秦无夜第一次在做事的时候脑子里还在反复回荡着其他的声音。 ............ ………… Next morning, Xue Mu goes to Yun State City to see off to Yulin et al . 次日一早,薛牧云州城玉麟等人送行。 About the Seven Profound emergency , the matter that my Profound Heaven Sect sits by and does nothing......” Yulin paused, said in a low voice: This poor Daoist had expressed the apology to Junior Sister Zhu, this is my Yulin privately friendship, but the wrong principle of righteousness, meanwhile affected the sect tendency. This poor Daoist this time return to the sect, to a teacher please view, how should make up.” “关于七玄事变之中,我玄天宗坐视不理的事情……”玉麟顿了顿,低声道:“贫道已经向祝师妹表达了歉意,这是我玉麟因私谊而错大义,同时还影响了宗门倾向。贫道此番回宗,会向师尊请个说法,是该如何弥补。” Xue Mu beckons with the hand: This was needless saying that to me, the matter between your Righteous Dao.” 薛牧摆摆手:“这个不用向我说的,你们正道之间的事情。” Nearby Leng Qingshi smiles: I do not say. Because we broke off conversation, Junior Sister Zhu does not forgive me.” 旁边冷青石笑笑:“那我也就不说了。因为我们谈崩了,祝师妹根本不原谅我。” Zhu Chenyao stands on one side cold as ice and frost: Went back to say with Leng Zhu, my Seven Profound Valley has not ended with him!” 祝辰瑶冷若冰霜地站在一边:“回去跟冷竹说,我七玄谷跟他没完!” Leng Qingshi does not care, says with a smile: Does not hinder the team competition on the line...... even hinders the team competition, this gate withdraws is.” 冷青石也不太在乎,笑道:“不妨碍团体赛就行……即使妨碍团体赛,本门退出便是。” A Zhu Chenyao willow eyebrows vertical stroke, must get angry, Yulin is busy at blocking among two people: Good was good, does not look at this poor Daoist thin surface, looks at the Manager Xue face countenance.” 祝辰瑶柳眉一竖,就要发火,玉麟忙拦在两人中间:“行了行了,不看贫道薄面,也看薛总管颜面。” It seems like last night among these people the atmosphere was bad, should certainly understand angry of Zhu Chenyao, without Xue Mu saves a life, she does not know what result. Even so, junior brother junior sister of some of her also many goodwill die of that upheaval, hates the difficult draw. Although Leng Zhu is not the chief criminal, even is when Xue Mu involves later Shi Buyi to invite him to participate, did not have the responsibility regarding the death of Seven Profound disciple, but must carry some pots unavoidably. 看来昨晚这几人之间气氛差得很,当然应该理解祝辰瑶的恼怒,要是没薛牧救命,她都不知道什么结局。即使如此,她也有不少亲善的师弟师妹们死于那场变乱,仇恨难平。冷竹虽然不是罪魁祸首,甚至是当薛牧介入之后石不异才邀他参与的,对于七玄弟子的死亡没有责任,可难免还是要背一部分锅。 Seven Profound Valley has not killed Leng Qingshi to look, in his pot does not calculate heavily, moreover calculates in share that reluctantly causes. 七玄谷没弄死冷青石已经是看在他这口锅不算重、而且勉强算个来使的份上了。 Xue Mu will certainly not help Seven Profound Valley and Nature Sect brings about a reconciliation, he himself and Nature Sect discord is very deep, that sooner or later must battle against. Does not affect the team competition in any case on the line, other manages it...... 薛牧当然不会去帮七玄谷自然门说合,他自己和自然门都龃龉很深呢,早晚要开战的那种。反正不影响团体赛就行,其他的管它呢…… On the other hand, Nature Sect is willing to have the person to attend the team competition ; first, because they also realized this emperor can also do the matter compared with Ji Qingyuan probably, then also wants to execute a pressure like Yulin to the emperor equally, suggested that various Righteous Dao have the possibility and Xue Mu collaborates, looked how the emperor does ; Secondly is also because does not want to annoy Yulin to be discontented in this minor matter. As for the Xue Mu face countenance, they really not necessarily placed at heart, the shape such as have no consideration for face early...... 话说回来,自然门愿意出人参加团体赛,一是因为他们也意识到了这个皇帝大概比姬青原还能搞事,便也想如玉麟一样给皇帝施个压,暗示正道各宗有可能和薛牧联手,看皇帝怎么做;二来也是因为不想在这种小事上去惹玉麟不满。至于薛牧的颜面,他们真未必放在心里,早都形如撕破脸了…… Naturally, such cooperation, it is estimated that will die...... they simply not to realize the core spirit of team competition a little ugly, but also thinks that the top sect participation also isn't easy? When the time comes solemn Righteous Dao top sect participates in words of team competition result round of roaming, can be what mood does not say. 当然,这样的协作,估计会死得有点难看……他们根本没意识到团体赛的核心精神,还以为顶级宗门参与还不是手到擒来?到时候堂堂正道顶级宗门参加团体赛结果一轮游的话,会是什么心情就不好说了。 The people said good-bye before leaving in not too harmonious atmosphere, turned around to go respectively. 众人在不太融洽的气氛中辞行,各自转身而去。 The Yulin having mind filled with concern to the city east the line, has not walked several steps, suddenly the corner has spooky singing sound light: „The Heavenly Dao road of no return, loses, cries...... you to protect to me, my also you blessed, your heroes, needed the aspiration, but you owed me to be happy, made up with anything......” 玉麟满腹心事地向城东而行,还没走几步,忽然街角有幽幽歌声轻荡而来:“天道不归路,一个输,一个哭……你给我保护,我还你祝福,你英雄好汉,需要抱负,可你欠我幸福,拿什么来弥补……” Yulin settles down fiercely, vigorous powerful both hands start to shiver unexpectedly slightly, the handsome facial features slowly become pale. 玉麟猛驻足,雄健有力的双手竟然开始微微颤抖,俊朗的面容慢慢变为苍白。 Brother Xue...... I have not offended you......” he to say in a low voice, as if talked to oneself: Why to harm my dao heart......” 薛兄……我可没得罪你……”他低声说着,仿佛自语:“何必害我道心……” The Xue Mu sound conveys from behind: dao heart can harm can it be that? Really such frail dao heart, I must help you discover earlier, so as to avoid will meet a even/including breath that what being puzzled heart calls back the soul of the deceased unable to shoulder in the future.” 薛牧的声音从后面传来:“道心岂是一曲可害?真是这么脆弱的道心,那我更要早点帮你发现了,免得日后遇上什么惑心摄魂的连一息都扛不住。” Yulin: „......” 玉麟:“……” Xue Mu said in a low voice: Urges the liverwurst, obviously deep conceals of your sentiment in heart, not or forgets, why also to deceive oneself and others.” 薛牧低声道:“一曲催肝肠,可见你情在心中深藏,未曾或忘,又何必自欺欺人。” Yulin puts out a hand to support near the wall slowly, another closely is covering the chest, the pea-sized beads of sweat tumble the forehead. 玉麟慢慢伸手扶住墙边,另一手紧紧捂着心口,豆大的汗珠滚落额头。 Qin Wuye stands in the distant place roof high, the pitch-black sending silk danced against the wind, blocked from the eye pupil, covered the red lip. 秦无夜高高站在远处屋顶,乌黑的发丝迎风而舞,遮住了眼瞳,盖住了红唇。 Why also to deceive oneself and others...... 又何必自欺欺人……
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