ESA :: Volume #3

#244: It is not willing to turn head

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The backyard itself is the residence of temple reception visit guest, Xiao Qingwu Zhu Chenyao and other far future has a small room. The room is very simple, but simple and elegant clean, can be in this place cloud of gloom dreary atmosphere has pure. 后院本就是寺院接待来访客人的居所,萧轻芜祝辰瑶等远来者都有一个小房间。房间很简朴,但素雅干净,在此地愁云惨淡的氛围之中算得上是别有清净。 Xue Mu by the chair, looks at a potted flower on table exhaustedly: „This flower is actually very attractive, what name?” 薛牧疲惫地靠在椅子上,看着桌上的一盆花:“这花倒是挺漂亮的,什么名字？” Zhu Chenyao stands before him, looked at him strangely quite a while, cannot help laughing: „Doesn't my young master, recognize the Chinese peony?” 祝辰瑶站在他面前,奇怪地看了他半天,哑然失笑:“我的公子,连芍药都不认得？” Young Master...... 公子…… Since this time sees again, this first time was Zhu Chenyao shouted this name. 自从此番再见,这是祝辰瑶第一次喊出这个称呼。 Although has some meanings of ridiculing, but this called one, two people remembered that night tangled up inevitable, in particular, was Zhu Chenyao flattered to serve. 虽然带着些揶揄之意,但这称呼一出,两人都无可避免地想起了那一夜的缠绵,确切地说,是祝辰瑶的讨好侍奉。 Until now, even if in the surface looked that two people have no connection, moreover stands face-to-face is also an appearance of equal conversation, but in fact in two people mentalities has the height, Zhu Chenyao stands in front of Xue Mu, hitting voluntarily is not at heart short a head. 时至今日,哪怕面上看去两人没什么瓜葛,而且面对面站在一起也是一副平等交谈的模样,但实际上两人的心态上还是有着高低,祝辰瑶站在薛牧面前,打心里就不自觉地矮着一头。 This feeling makes her very resentful, but during is resentful is unavoidable has a more complex mood. 这种感觉让她很愤懑,但愤懑之中还是难免的带着更加复杂的心情。 Initially the idea of Xue Mu obtained thoroughly confirmed: The channel to lead to woman mind, truly is that anything. Was taken away by you for the first time, you are truly different before her. Perhaps the modern woman is weaker, but ancient times Heroine, is really unable to dismiss from mind. 当初薛牧的想法彻底得到了证实:通向女人心灵的通道,确实是那啥。第一次被你拿走了,你在她面前确实是不一样的。也许现代女性已经薄弱了许多,但古时女侠,真是无法忘怀。 The Xue Mu sound somewhat is exhausted hoarse: „This young master, but very long has not heard. Xue works as not to Ice Fairy Maiden this grade of title.” 薛牧的声音有些疲惫沙哑:“这声公子,可是很久没听见了。薛某当不得冰仙子这等称谓。” Zhu Chenyao purses the lips, said in a low voice: „Before you are mad me, said that the graciousness does break the righteousness certainly?” 祝辰瑶抿了抿嘴,低声道:“你气我之前说恩断义绝吗？” „That is not mad actually.” Xue Mu said lightly: „Among your me, the situation was special, previously in Heavenly Fragrance Building you also stand on the side of me, I am very surprised.” “那倒是不气。”薛牧淡淡道:“你我之间,情况本就特殊,早先天香楼内你还站我一边,我已经很意外。” Zhu Chenyao sighed, gradually went forward, stands side Xue Mu, pulled out a side silk handkerchief to wipe his sweat gently, said in a low voice: „Initially Chenyao had said that you smile my vanity to be ostentatious, I recognize, but Chenyao is not the person of loose and fickle, compares in Meng Feibai these people, the friend or stranger other naturally has.” 祝辰瑶叹了口气,缓步上前,站在薛牧身边,掏出一方丝巾轻轻擦着他的汗水,低声道:“当初辰瑶就说过,你笑我虚荣浮华,我认,但辰瑶不是水性杨花之人,相比于孟飞白那些人,亲疏之别自然是有的。” Silk handkerchief along, brings the warm and familiar body fragrance, Xue Mu closes eyes to feel one, said in a low voice: „Is only the difference of friend or stranger?” 随身的丝巾,带着温暖和熟悉的体香,薛牧闭目感受了一阵,低声道:“只是亲疏之别？” Zhu Chenyao delicate hands slightly paused, without reply. 祝辰瑶纤手微微顿了一下,没有回答。 Xue Mu also said: „You invited me to go to a Calm Mind Hut meeting, what at that time wants to say to me?” 薛牧又道:“你邀我去静心庵一会,当时是想跟我说什么？” Zhu Chenyao said in a low voice: „Actually also has nothing, but meets for first time Mu Jianli and you...... I am irritable for a while...... thinks afterward, has nothing irritably, Mu Jianli is self-designated, not with Chenyao same was picked by the same man. I am better than her, looked that her such is the sentiment root gravely is individually uncorrectable, Chenyao can also be independent but actually.” 祝辰瑶低声道:“其实也没什么,只是乍见慕剑璃和你……我一时别扭……事后想想,也没什么可别扭的,慕剑璃自命孤高,还不是和辰瑶一样的被同一个男人采了。我还比她好点,看她那样子就是情根深重不可自拔,辰瑶倒还能自主呢。” Xue Mu cannot help laughing: „Your hostility to the Jianli, is good not to have the reason.” 薛牧哑然失笑:“你对剑璃的敌意,好没来由。” Zhu Chenyao smiles: „Before you, I do not put on airs. I to her hostility am not one day two days, you were clear compared with anyone. Waits eagerly with her quarrelling out of jealousy head, I cannot by you...... by you......” 祝辰瑶笑笑:“在你面前,我也不装模作样。我对她的敌意不是一天两天,你比谁都清楚。要不是憋着劲儿和她争风头,我也不会被你……被你……” Said half, has not said eventually. 说了一半,终究没说完。 Xue Mu said with a smile: „I understood. But you a little thought mistakenly.” 薛牧笑道:“我理解。但你有一点还是想错了。” „Which point?” “哪一点？” „Are you independent? It is not easy.” Xue Mu smiles: „This time you display are make me satisfy, this said fortunately. If from meets does intentionally draws a line anything with me chilly, you will definitely regret.” “你想自主？可不容易的。”薛牧笑笑:“这次你表现算是让我满意,这还好说。若是从一见面就故作清冷地和我划清界限什么的,那你肯定会后悔的。” Zhu Chenyao is silent. 祝辰瑶沉默。 She does not know that Xue Mu also has what method to control her, but she will not suspect genuinely Xue Mu could say can accomplish. 她不知道薛牧还有什么手段控制她,但打心眼里她就不会怀疑薛牧说得出就能办得到。 Once subjugated her mind, making her get up, making her fall, making her fall into the abyss, making her scenery endless, that time memory was extremely profound, brand mark in heart. Stands in line in Heavenly Fragrance Building decisively, a little read besides the heart in old, obeyed Xue Mu subconsciously is the most essential factor. 曾经操纵她的心灵,让她起,让她落,让她堕入深渊,让她风光无尽,那时候的记忆太过深刻,烙印于心。在天香楼之所以果断站队,除了心中有点旧念之外,下意识地服从薛牧才是最关键的因素。 She also wants to be separated, but she does not dare. 她也想脱离,但她不敢。 This time invited her to enter the room to rest on own initiative, since somewhat recalled with deep feeling the Xue Mu magnanimous act , was afraid the beforehand words to enrage him, is making up. 就连这次主动邀她入房休息,既是有些感怀薛牧的义举,同时也是害怕之前的话语触怒了他,正在弥补。 Some Zhu Chenyao spunks, receive the silk handkerchief that helped him wipe away sweat suddenly, the angry sound asked: „Why Xue Mu, why you will appreciate to the Mu Jianli affection, actually to my such attitude? I take care of you to be much earlier than her, can't compare her in you?” 祝辰瑶忽然有些怒意,收起了帮他擦汗的丝巾,怒声问:“为什么呢薛牧,为什么你会对慕剑璃喜爱欣赏,却对我这样的态度？我服侍你比她早得多,在你心里也比不上她？” The Xue Mu silent moment, said in a low voice: „I had once said to Mu Jianli...... I see the mountain to be charming, expecting the mountain sees me should such as to be. Your I, the favorable impression are not many, why.” 薛牧沉默片刻,低声道:“我曾对慕剑璃说过一句……我见青山多妩媚,料青山见我应如是。你我互相之间,好感都不多,何必与人相比。” Zhu Chenyao gets angry: „Therefore you are always interested in my body!” 祝辰瑶怒道:“所以你从来只是对我身体感兴趣！” Xue Mu said lightly: „You become many things around a center center interest in yourself, surpasses to my interest, and you too. For this reason, we have trade, not?” 薛牧淡淡道:“你对自己成为众星捧月的中心的兴趣,也超过对我的兴趣,彼此彼此。正因如此,我们才有得交易,不是吗？” Zhu Chenyao closed tightly the lower lip. 祝辰瑶咬紧了下唇。 Xue Mu also said: „Actually...... Chenyao, you are also an honest and good-natured person.” 薛牧又道:“其实啊……辰瑶,你也是个老实人。” Zhu Chenyao gawked staring, clear(ly) engaged in introspection all sorts of feelings good and bad in life to be all flavors, was said to smile by these words almost. She possibly the first time was claimed as the honest and good-natured person from infancy to maturity. 祝辰瑶愣了愣,明明心中百感交集酸甜苦辣五味俱全,偏偏被这句话说得差点笑了出来。她可能从小到大是第一次被人评价为老实人。 „You look, although you are the vanity, wants to become the goddess in people heart, but you never know how to play the schemes and tricks, how also does not know the marketing packing. You are too proud, is always shoddily and tries to handle some positive/direct things diligently, hopes that wins others' commendation to admire, including wants to apprehend my sorcerer initially, goes to the isolated plot to consider these should including this body in your eyes very dirty patient. You are not an honest and good-natured person, who is an honest and good-natured person?” “你看,你虽是虚荣,想成为人们心中的女神,但你从来不知道怎么耍阴谋诡计,也不知道怎么营销包装。你内心太骄傲,从来都是拙劣且努力地试图做一些正面的事情,希望博得别人的称赞仰慕,包括当初想去捉拿我这个妖人,也包括这次身赴隔离区照顾这些本该在你眼中很脏的病人。你不是老实人,谁是老实人？” Zhu Chenyao that happy expression disappeared slowly, god there. 祝辰瑶那点笑意慢慢消失了,愣神在那里。 Xue Mu also said: „Everyone has own pursue, then such as Jianli pursues Sword Dao, but you pursue to become the focus of people, perhaps the world thinks that the Jianli standard raises, actually this two is treats everyone equally in my heart, even...... you are closer in me.” 薛牧又道:“每个人都有自己的追求,便如剑璃追求剑道,而你追求成为人们的焦点,也许世人都会认为剑璃的格调高,其实在我心中这二者是不分高下的,甚至于……你还更贴近于我。” Zhu Chenyao look complex Dao Seeking/asks: „You with me said what meaning suddenly these...... are?” 祝辰瑶神色复杂地问道:“你忽然和我说这些……是什么意思？” Xue Mu taps the arm rest: „I cling to your beauty, wants to catch you in the side, you looked, say such interestingly to listen , have you had a mind such as deer hit?” 薛牧轻敲扶手:“我贪恋你的美色啊,想要把你抓在身边,你看,说得这么动听,你有没有心如鹿撞？” Zhu Chenyao smiles bitterly slightly: „You might as well threatened me like before, said that I did not listen to make me bring ruin and shame upon oneself, do I dare to revolt against you?” 祝辰瑶微微苦笑:“你还不如像以前那样威胁我,说我不听就让我身败名裂,我敢反抗你么？” „Your this time is good, I do not want to do that.” Xue Mu said suddenly: „Chenyao, you have thought that you do here many, were inferior again in the future Six Gates will record in this matter's chronicle the dark ink serious wound to propose your two? On the contrary, a chronicle character does not raise, you can only obtain this place people's commendation, even cannot pass on several li (0.5 km).” “你这次表现好,我不想这么做。”薛牧忽然道:“辰瑶,你有没有想过,你在这里做得再多,都不如将来六扇门记录此事的大事记里浓墨重彩多提你两笔？相反,大事记一字不提,你只能获得此地人们的称赞,甚至都传不了几里。” In the Zhu Chenyao heart jumps, if is really enlightened, for a while stares dumbfounded: „This and this......” 祝辰瑶心中一跳,真如醍醐灌顶,一时瞠目结舌:“这、这……” Xue Mu shows a faint smile: „This place Six Gates highest head, is your young master I.” 薛牧微微一笑:“此地六扇门最高负责人,是你公子我。” Zhu Chenyao gawked dull good long while, looks at the smiling face of Xue Mu confusedly, seeing Xue Mu to beckon to her. She depended subconsciously, Xue Mu puts out a hand to embrace, Zhu Chenyao fell into the bosom, bites the lower lip to mutter lightly: „Xue Mu...... you are really the devil in my heart.” 祝辰瑶呆愣了好半天,迷茫地看着薛牧的笑脸,看见薛牧对她招了招手。她下意识地靠了过去,薛牧伸手一揽,祝辰瑶就栽进了怀里,轻咬下唇喃喃自语:“薛牧……你真是我心中的魔鬼。” The devil in heart...... covets, be angry, crazy and resentful, likes leaving depart, not asking...... the heart to ask, can not extricate again and again. Xue Mu hugs the body that she is softening, smells her sending fragrance lightly, in the mind remembers Yuan Zhong to put fat Buddha after gate suddenly. 心中的魔鬼……贪、嗔、痴、怨,爱别离,求不得……心有所求,才会一而再再而三不得解脱。薛牧搂着她软化的身躯,轻嗅她的发香,脑海里忽然想起元钟摆在门后的胖佛。 It is not only willing to turn head because of all living things. 只因众生不肯回头。
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