After moving into Bureau of Order, the biggest fault that Beirrogo feels is, the entertainment project tailed off, in that is full in the serious atmosphere, not everyone can put down the responsibility, smiled mindless. 【Correct chapter novel read, google search】 自搬入秩序局内后,伯洛戈感受到的最大坏处就是,娱乐项目变少了许多,在那充满严肃的氛围内,并不是所有人都能放下职责,没心没肺地笑了起来。【无错章节小说阅读,google搜寻】 Even if the Beirrogo this many entertainment desires people have not been so. 哪怕是伯洛戈这种没有多少娱乐欲望的人也是如此。 Therefore when the night falls, when Beirrogo opens the front door of non- dead club, he discovered, the familiar face at present is presenting, everyone arrived at this as if by prior agreement. 为此当夜幕降临,伯洛戈推开不死者俱乐部的大门时,他才发现,许多熟悉的面孔在眼前呈现,大家都不约而同地来到了这。 „Yo! Beirrogo.” “呦！伯洛戈。” „Good evening, Beirrogo.” “晚上好,伯洛戈。” The greeting sound continuously gets up, Beirrogo and old friends are greeting, Heart, Camp, Shelley have Palmer, and does obeisance Li besides them, everyone basically in this. In the near future the work because of garden, they will unable to withdraw the body. 此起彼伏的招呼声响起,伯洛戈和一个个旧友打着招呼,哈特、坎普、雪莱还有帕尔默,除了艾缪和拜莉她们外,大家基本都在这了。近期因花园的工作,艾缪她们根本脱不开身。 However in these people, most made Beirrogo be what was surprised was one has not seen the form that for a long time. 不过在这些人里,最令伯洛戈感到意外的是一个好久未见的身影。 „, Csucsi also in?” “哦,丘奇也在啊？” Beirrogo sat in Csucsi's opposite, on the face has the pleasant surprise of being able to stop. 伯洛戈坐在了丘奇的对面,脸上有着止不住的惊喜。 After epidemic disease of event deterioration, Beirrogo has not seen Csucsi on sometime, he is not busy infiltrating the work, in Afia's flower shop, although cannot see others, but hears the Csucsi good recent situation, is gratifying. 自衰败之疫事件后,伯洛戈就有段时间没见过丘奇了,他不是在忙着渗透工作,就是在阿菲亚的花店,虽然见不到他人,但听闻丘奇良好的近况,也蛮令人欣慰的。 „Beirrogo.” “伯洛戈。” Csucsi signals by nodding to Beirrogo, „for a long time does not see.” 丘奇向伯洛戈点头示意,“好久不见。” „For sometime had not truly seen,” Beirrogo is closely examining, „recently how?” “确实有段时间没见了,”伯洛戈追问着,“最近如何？” With the expansion of circle, before Beirrogo also no longer is, that quiet, looked on the icy fellow, he can also chat the recent situation with the friends, complained together all sorts in life were not smooth. 随着社交圈的扩大,伯洛戈也不再是之前那个寡言少语,看起来就冷冰冰的家伙了,他也会和朋友们聊聊近况,一起抱怨生活中的种种不顺。 „Also good, un...... should say that is very good.” “还不错,嗯……应该说是非常不错。” Csucsi restrained, but on the face brims with the happy expression of not being able to stop. 丘奇克制了一下,但脸上还是洋溢出止不住的笑意。 Beirrogo asked, „, what had?” 伯洛戈问,“哦,发生了什么？” „I planned that became engaged with Afia.” “我打算和阿菲亚订婚了。” „Un......?” “嗯……嗯？” Beirrogo first is the smile listens respectfully, the entire portrait/people looks like heard some stirring news, direct delay in same place. 伯洛戈先是微笑地聆听,紧接着整个人像是听到了某个震撼人心的消息,直接呆滞在了原地。 Meanwhile, entire club peaceful, everyone looks at the vision together to Csucsi, after sound, moves out of the way the household furniture, everyone surrounded Csucsi layer on layer/heavily, probably the interrogation criminal, seems like surrounds some treasuring species. 与此同时,整间俱乐部都安静了下来,大家齐齐地将目光看向丘奇,一阵噼里啪啦的声响后,挪开桌椅板凳,大家把丘奇重重包围了起来,像是审讯犯人,又像是围观某种珍惜物种。 And Palmer is most excessive, he embraces Csucsi's neck single-handedly, seems like an intimate appearance, prepares to break Csucsi's neck actually at any time. 其中帕尔默最为过分,他一手揽住丘奇的脖子,看似一副亲密的样子,实则随时准备勒断丘奇的脖子。 „How you can is so good? I did not understand!” Palmer is mumbling by Csucsi's ear. “你怎么能过的这么好？我不理解！”帕尔默在丘奇的耳旁嘟囔着。 „What this has, you are not many years ago became engaged?” Csucsi voice is asking back fuzzily. “这有什么的,你不是很多年前就订婚了吗？”丘奇声音模糊地反问着。 Palmer gawked, then emphasized that „this different!” 帕尔默愣了一下,然后强调道,“这不一样！” „This where different!” “这哪里不一样！” „In brief is different!” “总之就是不一样！” Saw when who the brothers cross are good, the person will become will often go wild. 看到兄弟过的比自己好时,人往往会变得过于抓狂。 „What's the matter?” “到底怎么回事？” The Wei jumping up table, the cat eye is taking a look at Csucsi, even contacts with Csucsi are not many, but so many years later, Wei and Csucsi still calculated to be familiar, naturally also knew the special capability that Csucsi that slender within walked. 薇儿跳上桌子,猫眼打量着丘奇,即便和丘奇接触的不多,但这么多年下来,薇儿和丘奇也算熟悉了,自然也知晓丘奇那狭间行走的特殊能力。 Let alone, Wei is very probably curious to everyone's emotion issue. 更何况,薇儿好像对所有人的情感问题都很好奇。 „Is the wording meaning, became engaged, no winding plot, no emotion dispute,” Csucsi said, „I and Afia also calculate the understanding was very long, not?” “就是字面意思,订婚了,没什么曲折的剧情,也没什么情感纠纷,”丘奇说,“我和阿菲亚也算认识很久了,不是吗？” The understanding is very long...... 认识很久…… These words Beirrogo sounds has to plant not the clear absent-minded feeling, how long in his opinion the time does not have probably, just left prison like him yesterday. 这句话伯洛戈听起来有种不真切的恍惚感,在他看来时间好像没过去多久,就像他昨天刚刚出狱一样。 No, this is not short, this is a period of extremely long time. 不,这并不短暂,这已经是一段极为漫长的时光了。 When Beirrogo or the intern, Csucsi knew Afia, for several years passed, everyone takes a step with the lapse of time forward, but Beirrogo because of the non- dead to time unique feels, he still felt oneself are marking. 在伯洛戈还是实习生时,丘奇就认识了阿菲亚,数年过去了,大家都随着时间的推移向前迈步,但伯洛戈因不死者对时间的特有顿感,他仍觉得自己在原地踏步。 „Is the successful matter.” “算是水到渠成的事吧。” Csucsi continues to share his happiness, „matter happened several days ago, I just ended an action, goes to the flower shop to see Afia, chatted with her is chatting, chatted marital part, we discussed, possible life, must make anything, where in settled down......” 丘奇继续分享着他的幸福,“事情就发生在几天前,我刚刚结束一次行动,去花店里看望阿菲亚,和她聊着聊着,就聊到了婚姻这部分,我们讨论了之后可能的生活,要做什么,在哪定居……” His vision some dissociation, re-enter to that scene in probably. 他的目光有些游离,像是重回到那个情景中。 „Happiness that very I and she discussed that even simulated the happy life...... I suddenly to think that was a good time, folded the next flower to give to her.” “我和她讨论的很高兴,甚至模拟起美好的生活……我突然觉得那是个不错的时机,就折下一朵花送给了她。” „Oh......” “哇哦……” Everyone one and sends out to envy as well as to the happy expectation residual sound. 大家一并发出羡慕以及对美好憧憬的余音。 „Did her head heat comply?” Palmer makes the sound that does not agree, „afterward she said that the flower that folds, calculates you did buy?” “她脑袋一热就答应了？”帕尔默发出不谐的声音,“事后她有没有说,折下的这朵花,算你买了啊？” Palmer crushed this happy atmosphere in the simple and straightforward way, then Csucsi made up the last blade. 帕尔默以简单且直白的方式击碎了这美好的氛围,然后丘奇补上了最后一刀。 „Has.” “有的。” Csucsi smiles reluctantly, „cracks a joke, I made the specimen that flower, places in her flower shop.” 丘奇无奈地笑了笑,“只是开玩笑而已,我把那朵花做成了标本,就放在她的花店里。” „Really good......” Heart voices opinions, asked to Palmer, „why others was so happy, your was so strange.” “真好啊……”哈特发出一阵感叹,紧接着对帕尔默问道,“为什么人家的就那么美好,你的就那么古怪。” „Thinks carefully, you determined Csucsi's sentimental experience isn't strange?” Palmer is asking back. “仔细想想,你确定丘奇的感情经历就不古怪吗？”帕尔默反问着。 Considered, where Csucsi truly does not have to go probably normally, unceasingly cleaned memory, but falls in love with the same person time and time again, sounds both romantic and rough. 思量了一下,丘奇好像确实也没正常到哪去,不断被清洗的记忆,可又一次又一次地爱上同一个人,听起来既浪漫又坎坷。 Shelley sends to ask low voice, „doesn't have the normal point emotion experience?” 雪莱小声发问道,“就没有个正常点的情感经历吗？” You have a look at me, I have a look at you, everyone fell the vision to Beirrogo, except for Palmer and Csucsi, Beirrogo was on the scene only remains, had the person of emotion relation. 你看看我,我看看你,大家把目光落向了伯洛戈,除了帕尔默与丘奇,伯洛戈是在场仅剩的,具备情感联系的人。 Sized up Beirrogo several, everyone moved out of the way the line of sight, after all Beirrogo where does not have to go normally. 打量了伯洛戈几眼,大家纷纷挪开了视线,毕竟伯洛戈的也没正常到哪里去。 „Feeling emotion thing, has no ordinary normal development from the beginning, probably anyone, must experience a violent storm.” Palmer analyzes to say. “感觉情感这东西,从一开始就没有什么普通正常的发展,好像无论是谁,都要经历点狂风暴雨。”帕尔默分析道。 Talked endlessly in several people, made one love and hate when to that the emotion of shoots the breeze, low and deep sound of footsteps from the stair hall resounds. 就在几人交谈个没完,对那令人又爱又恨的情感高谈阔论时,一阵低沉的脚步声从楼梯间响起。 The people fall the vision to the stairway, saw only a drunken and distressed form to crawl. 众人把目光落向楼梯口,只见一个醉醺醺、狼狈至极的身影爬了出来。 The golden long hair disperses carelessly, is hanging the liquor water, sticks on the wet body, in the white of the eye is completely the blood threads, probably several days and nights have not gone to sleep. 金色的长发胡乱地散下,挂着酒水,粘在湿漉漉的身子上,眼白里尽是血丝,像是几个昼夜未曾入眠。 Present Serez seemed like went down in the world, must know him, although some head issues, even if when dancing steel pipe dance, should still guarantee own some were dignified. 如今的瑟雷看起来太落魄了,要知道他虽然脑袋有些问题,可即便是在跳钢管舞时,也会保证自身本有的体面。 But he like a wanderer just like, the body even only wears underpants now. 可现在他就像一个活脱脱的流浪汉,身上甚至只穿了一件内裤。 Looked at people one eyes, after Serez turns head to drill into the bar, opens the bottle cap, carried the bottle to fill directly fiercely. 看了众人一眼,瑟雷扭头钻入吧台后,起开瓶盖,直接拎瓶猛灌了起来。 The alcohol pours into his throat continuously, piles up in the stomach, after a fierce creeping motion, spat by him completely. 酒精源源不断地注入他的喉咙里,堆积在肠胃里,又在一阵剧烈的蠕动后,被他一口气全部吐了出来。 Is listening to that vivid vomitive sound, everyone frowns. 听着那生动的呕吐声,每个人都不由地皱起了眉头。 „How was his?” “他这是怎么了？” Beirrogo felt had/left the Serez condition is not right, said to Wei in a low voice. 伯洛戈感觉出了瑟雷状态的不对,对薇儿低声道。 „His is this appearance, should be the dream to the matter that weighs on the conscience that oneself make, sleeps on pins and needles, has to lull with the alcohol.” “他这一阵都是这副样子,应该是梦到自己做的亏心事,寝食难安,只好用酒精麻痹自己了。” Regarding the past of Serez, Wei must know. 对于瑟雷的过去,薇儿显然要知道许多。 „Matter that weighs on the conscience? What matter that weighs on the conscience can he have? Does he really care about the matter that weighs on the conscience?” Palmer said low voice. “亏心事？他能有什么亏心事？他真的在乎亏心事吗？”帕尔默小声说道。 In everyone's eyes, Serez is always the mindless representative, in his life does not seem to worried a word, banquet that some he kept an appointment. 大家的眼里,瑟雷一向是没心没肺的代表,他的人生中仿佛没有烦恼一词,有的只是一场又一场等他赴约的宴会。 Serez crawled from the vomit, opens one bottle of liquor, he seems like filling himself fiercely, seems like using the liquor water to wash the face, throws the beverage bottle one side, he lies on the bar half-dead, raised the head to say reluctantly. 瑟雷从呕吐物里爬了出来,又起开一瓶酒,他像是在猛灌自己,又像是在用酒水洗脸,把酒瓶丢到一边,他半死不活地趴在吧台上,勉强抬头道。 „What were you just chatting?” “你们刚刚在聊什么？” Palmer in the heart dark secretly thought/passage, „was finished, he heard.” 帕尔默在心底暗暗道,“完蛋,他听到了。” „What marriage?” “什么婚姻？” The Serez following words, dispelled Palmer's misgivings. 瑟雷接下来的话语,打消了帕尔默的顾虑。 „Do some people need to get married?” “是有人要结婚了吗？” Serez stood the body, leans in nearby wall, the vision has swept faces, falls when the Beirrogo body, he on slightly the past, Serez did not feel directly Beirrogo can have the marriage and so on thing, do not say him with the same non- dead. 瑟雷站直了身子,倚靠在一旁的墙壁上,目光扫过一张张面孔,落在伯洛戈身上时,他直接就略了过去,瑟雷可不觉得伯洛戈能有婚姻之类的东西,更不要说他是和自己一样的不死者。 „Un...... this is not the good deed.” “嗯……这可不是什么好事啊。” Serez is mumbling while walked after the bar, „you no longer free, the destiny was fettered by another person thoroughly, you must share each other all, even if the opposite party passes away, this shackles will not dissipate, moved toward the death until it along with you.” 瑟雷一边嘟囔着一边从吧台后走了出来,“你将不再自由自在,命运被另一个人彻底束缚,你要分享彼此的一切,哪怕对方逝去,这一桎梏也不会消散,直到它伴随着你走向死亡。” „Sounds, you feel the marriage like some curse.” Beirrogo said. “听起来,你觉得婚姻就像某种诅咒。”伯洛戈说。 „Said accurately, is Blessing.” “准确说,是一种恩赐。” Serez shows the happy expression of pondering to Beirrogo, „you obtained anything, lost anything.” 瑟雷向伯洛戈露出玩味的笑意,“你获得了什么,就失去了什么。” „The thing that you obtain should be many, lost is also,” Beirrogo added that „after all your wife so many.” “那你得到的东西应该蛮多的,失去的也是,”伯洛戈补充道,“毕竟你的妻子那么多。” Serez said that „fortunately.” 瑟雷说,“还好吧。” „Also yes,” Beirrogo nod affirmation, „in any case is also only marriage formally, you do not love them.” “也是,”伯洛戈点头肯定,“反正也只是形式上的婚姻,你并不爱她们。” From Olivet, relations between Beirrogo and Serez become sharp, Beirrogo hopes that this night clan feudal lords can stand, makes up mistake that the past years violated, undertakes responsibility, but Serez is only thinking arrived rottenly in the non- dead club, could not be interested to all. 自奥莉薇亚的事后,伯洛戈与瑟雷之间的关系就变得尖锐起来,伯洛戈希望这位夜族领主能站出来,弥补自己当年所犯下的错,去承担责任,可瑟雷只想着在不死者俱乐部内烂到死,对一切都提不起兴趣。 „Words cannot say is so absolute, Beirrogo,” Serez is not angry, but answered, „had such a, I have paid the sincerity.” “话不能说的这么绝对,伯洛戈,”瑟雷并不生气,而是解释道,“有那么一位,我是付出过真心的。” „Then?” “然后呢？” „Then she betrayed me, the choice arrives under the sunlight, turns into one group of ashes, keeps me to enjoy eternal lonely.” “然后她背叛了我,选择走到阳光下,变成一团灰烬,留我一个人享受永恒的孤独。” Serez revealed own mood rarely, possibly was the alcohol really lulled his mental, his reason was really possibly in imminent danger. 瑟雷少见地袒露了自己的情绪,可能是酒精真的麻痹了他的心智,也可能他的理智真的岌岌可危了。 Beirrogo ice-cold comments, „good retaliation, to you.” 伯洛戈冰冷地评价道,“不错的报复,对于你而言。” Serez does not have the anger as before, but nods with a smile, self-examines replies, „is also, has done so many wicked matters, can have the reward for good works damn.” 瑟雷依旧没有愤怒,而是笑着点头,自问自答道,“也是,做过那么多恶事,能有善报就见鬼了。” „Which!” “哪一位！” Serez suddenly high sound said. 瑟雷忽然高声道。 Hesitant the moment, Csucsi raised the hand slowly, takes advantage of opportunity is also drawing Palmer together. 犹豫了片刻,丘奇缓缓地举起手,顺势还拉着帕尔默一起。 Serez raises glass toward two people, „congratulates your two!” 瑟雷向着两人举杯,“恭喜你们二位！” „Hasn't he understood wrong?” “他没理解错吧？” „I guess that does not have.” “我猜没有。” Csucsi and Palmer are talking in whispers, Beirrogo leaves to move toward the bar, sits by drunken Serez. 丘奇与帕尔默窃窃私语着,伯洛戈则动身走向吧台,坐在醉醺醺的瑟雷旁。 „What's wrong? Beirrogo, can ridicule me? You know uselessly this.” Serez lies on the bar, does not lift said. “怎么了？伯洛戈,又要来讥讽我了吗？你知道这没用的。”瑟雷趴在吧台上,头也不抬地说道。 „I naturally know, spoken language regarding your person who does not have the ashamed heart is useless,” the Beirrogo sitting posture is straight, with is different from mud same Serez completely, „I want to tell you, I prepared to promote defend building.” “我自然知道,言语对于你这种没有羞耻心的人而言是无用的,”伯洛戈坐姿笔挺,和跟烂泥一样的瑟雷完全不同,“我只是想告诉你,我准备晋升守垒者了。” „? Also good.” “哦？还不错。” „Then I will step into the battlefield, processes the matter of night clan, drags from the shadow them, insolation under Sun, fires the ash completely.” Beirrogo said unemotionally. “然后我就会踏入战场,去处理夜族的事,把他们从阴影里拖出来,暴晒在太阳下,全部烧成灰。”伯洛戈面无表情地说道。 „When un, best is the high noon sentences, the high noon sunlight is most blazing, some bloodline inferior night clans, will be fired the ash in several seconds.” Is sentencing night of clan aspect, Serez is an expert. “恩恩嗯,最好是正午时处刑,正午的阳光最为炽热,一些血统低劣的夜族,会在几秒内被烧成灰。”在处刑夜族这方面,瑟雷是位专家。 This Beirrogo silent, for a long time latter he opens the mouth again, „Serez, you how?” 这次伯洛戈沉默了一阵,许久后他才再度开口,“瑟雷,你到底怎么了？” „I? My good.” “我？我好的很啊。” Serez squeezes an ugly/difficult to look at smile, „is only periodic anxious, will be several days later good, this is the common problem of non- dead, after all we must be so exactly long.” 瑟雷挤出一副难看的笑容,“只是周期性的焦虑而已,过几天就好了,这是不死者们的通病,毕竟我们要活那么久呢。” Beirrogo is closely examining by the incomparably serious tone, „, you do not know I want to ask is not this.” 伯洛戈以无比严肃的口吻追问着,“不,你知道我想问的不是这个。” This time changed Serez to be silent, his look was limpid at the visible speed, regarding night clan feudal lords, wanted to work loose from the fetter of alcohol, was a simple matter. 这次换瑟雷沉默了,他的眼神以肉眼可见的速度清澈,对于一位夜族领主而言,想要从酒精的束缚里挣脱,是件再简单不过的事了。 „I am withstanding the price, Beirrogo, does not die is not Blessing, but is a curse, the long life will obliterate all your emotions, does not have any again is precious, does not have any again can touch your heartstrings.” “我只是在承受代价而已,伯洛戈,不死并非恩赐,而是一种诅咒,漫长的生命会磨灭你的所有情感,再也没有什么是珍贵的,再也没有什么是可以触动你心弦的。” Serez mentioned had once said to Beirrogo initially the words, „really envied you, you were young.” 瑟雷说起当初曾对伯洛戈说过的话,“真羡慕你,你还年轻。” Obviously, this talk parted on bad terms. 很显然,这次谈话又是不欢而散了。 The Serez paralysis on the bar, rested probably, Border Station in one side, cleaning up ground water stain with the vomit, Wei and others is chatting, is torturing Csucsi, was inquiring the story that he and Afia, they are then sighing, has not thought that seems like Csucsi who most impossible and others had the relation, can walk was quicker than everyone. 瑟雷瘫在吧台上,像是睡死了过去,博德站在一旁,清理着地面的水渍与呕吐物,薇儿和其他人畅聊着,拷打着丘奇,询问着他和阿菲亚的故事,然后他们感叹着,没想到看起来最不可能和其他人产生联系的丘奇,会走的比所有人都快。 Close to the mid-night, everyone left the non- dead club, in the near future in very special period, everyone will have the work to do, everyone cannot indulge recklessly. 临近午夜时分,大家离开了不死者俱乐部,近期处于非常时期,每个人都有工作要做,大家不能肆意地放纵。 Just before leaving before, Beirrogo sizes up the back that a Serez that went down in the world, leaves not silently. 临走前,伯洛戈打量了一眼瑟雷那落魄的背影,一言不发地离开。 „You thought how Serez was?” Palmer and Beirrogo travel together shoulder to shoulder. “你觉得瑟雷到底是怎么了？”帕尔默和伯洛戈并肩同行。 Beirrogo said that „no, but his natural disposition is difficult to change.” 伯洛戈说,“没什么,只是他本性难改。” „What natural disposition? Dissolute son of the influential?” “什么本性？浪荡公子哥吗？” „No, is a coward.” “不,是胆小鬼。” The Beirrogo sound is severe, „coward who does not dare to look straight ahead the destiny.” 伯洛戈的声音严厉,“不敢直视自己命运的胆小鬼。” The revelry diverges, the non- dead club again becomes peaceful, Serez sway stands up, with the liveliness of again night clan, the bad memory was also recalled by Serez, what compares these to be worse, recollection about Aisha. 狂欢散去,不死者俱乐部再度变得安静起来,瑟雷摇摇晃晃地站起身,随着夜族的再次活跃,许多糟糕的记忆也被瑟雷回忆了起来,但比这些更糟的是,关于爱莎的回忆。 When the night, Serez closes the eyes to see Aisha's form, saw that she smiles to oneself, reaches out oneself...... 每到深夜,瑟雷一闭上双眼就能看到爱莎的身影,看到她向自己微笑,向自己伸出手…… The recollection is suffering Serez, made his pain. 回忆折磨着瑟雷,令他痛苦不已。 Among the pain, he remembered some once the words that liked own person speaking, „time will make your my emotion deteriorate, by liking being lived to hate, each other hated.” 苦痛间,他想起某个曾爱过自己的人所说的话,“时间会令你我情感变质,由爱生恨,彼此憎恶。” Has flash that Serez felt oneself are hating Aisha, why hates itself to fall in love with her, why also loves her, why hated her to die alone, was good to keep a Serez person to fall into the recollection in the pain. 有那么一瞬间,瑟雷觉得自己憎恶着爱莎,憎恶自己为什么要爱上她,又为什么如此爱她,更憎恨她为什么要独自死去,好留瑟雷一个人陷入回忆的痛苦中。 The hatred from now on is the huge terrified, Serez cannot believe oneself will hate in the life unexpectedly, person who only has paid the sincerity. 憎恨过后便是巨大的惶恐,瑟雷不敢相信自己居然会憎恨自己生命里,唯一一个付出过真心的人。 Stomach of Serez turns wells up, probably a strange fondness, he likes vomiting, as if this can spit a cleanness oneself rotten intrinsic, but this time he just bent the waist, Border blocked him. 瑟雷的胃部一阵翻涌,像是一种奇怪的癖好般,他喜欢呕吐,仿佛这能把自己腐烂的内在吐个干净,只是这次他刚弯下腰,博德就一把拦住了他。 „Goes out to spit.” “出去吐。” Border has received to suffice for Serez to clean up the vomit. 博德已经受够为瑟雷清理呕吐物了。 Serez was expelled the non- dead club, sits on the stair, is looking at the street of nobody left, he fermented, actually discovered oneself cannot spit. 瑟雷被赶出了不死者俱乐部,坐在台阶上,望着空无一人的街道,他酝酿了一下,却发现自己根本吐不出来。 The cool night breeze made Serez sober several points, after his whole person was direct, supine past, depended upon on the stair, tried to ponder anything, may arrive finally is also the waste time. 清凉的晚风令瑟雷清醒了几分,他整个人直接后仰了过去,依靠在台阶上,试着思考些什么,可到最后也是浪费时间。 Serez thinks own long remaining years of life, must maintain the pale ponder that this type does not die, he then feels a despair, immediately this wipes desperately is also replaced by the nihility. 瑟雷一想到自己的漫长余生,都要保持这种不死的苍白思考,他便感到一阵绝望,随即这抹绝望也被虚无所取代。 The weak sound of footsteps interrupted the train of thought of Serez, he has turned the head, saw that is located in the form in alley shadow. 微弱的脚步声打断了瑟雷的思绪,他转过头,看到了那位于小巷阴影里的身影。 „For a long time does not see.” “好久不见啊。” Serez looked at a shadow, said light, the line of sight then moves on the nighttime sky, is looking up to that bright moonlight. 瑟雷瞄了一眼阴影,轻飘飘地说了一句,视线便挪回夜空上,仰望着那皎洁的月光。 Suddenly, Serez smiled. 突然,瑟雷笑了一下。 „What are you smiling?” “你在笑什么？” Olivet comes out of the shadow, she could not master oneself this being subject to changing moods father, why cannot comprehend him to be able like her the destruction night clan. 奥莉薇亚走出阴影,她一直都搞不懂自己这位喜怒无常的父亲,就像她搞不懂为什么他会覆灭夜族。 „I am smiling, I lived obviously was so long, but raised the head to look up to the number of times of moon, probably were not many.” “我在笑,我明明活了这么久,但抬起头仰望月亮的次数,好像也不多。” Serez said slowly, „I am smiling, the past all dissipated, but moon still, it still remembers me, but also remembers that and I look at the person of moon together.” 瑟雷慢悠悠地说道,“我又在笑,当年的一切都消逝了,可月亮还在,它还记得我,还记得那个和我一起看月亮的人。” His sound low and deep, in the eye is glittering the scarlet luster, „your lingers around the non- dead club, what do you want to make? Is disobedient royal court these matters?” 他的声音低沉了下来,眼中闪烁着猩红的色泽,“你这一阵都徘徊在不死者俱乐部周围,你要做什么？是忤逆王庭那些事吗？” Olivet stopped the footsteps, appears in a flash at present her no longer is a drunkard, but is a conceals in the night night clan feudal lord, that came from the pressure in bloodline to suppress her from each aspect, brings the pure constriction. 奥莉薇亚停住了脚步,一瞬间出现在她眼前的不再是一个醉鬼,而是一位藏于黑夜的夜族领主,那来自血统上的威压从各个方面上压制着她,带来纯粹的压迫感。 „No.” “不。” Olivet denied, „that was the trouble that I made, will not involve you.” 奥莉薇亚否认道,“那是我惹出的麻烦,不会牵连到你的。” She was saying looked at a non- dead club, she knows here shunning the world rule. 她说着又看了一眼不死者俱乐部,她知晓这里的避世规则。 „What do you come this to make?” “那你来这做什么？” „To have a look at you, so as to avoid later could not see, regrets.” Olivet said. “只是想看看你,免得以后看不到了,又心生遗憾。”奥莉薇亚说。 „Attractively what I have,” the Serez not to worry or care about at all say/way, „you never like my father, how, these years experiences, making you have a new look to me?” “我有什么好看的,”瑟雷满不在意道,“你从不喜欢我这位父亲的,怎么,这些年的经历,让你对我有所改观了？” „How possibly, Serez, you are a from head to tail bastard, this is the inarguable fact.” “怎么可能啊,瑟雷,你就是个彻头彻尾的混蛋,这是不容争辩的事实。” Olivet was saying looks up moon, muttered, „may you like moon, moon be an invariable tie, making you recall mother, but you to me were also a tie, reminding me again of her.” 奥莉薇亚说着抬头望着月亮,喃喃道,“可你就像月亮一样,月亮是一个不变的纽带,令你回忆起了母亲,而你对我来讲也是一种纽带,让我再次想起她。” „Tie......” “纽带……” The bright moonlight fell completely the eye pupil of Serez, his innermost feelings felt the inexplicable tranquility. 皎洁的月光落满了瑟雷的眼瞳,他的内心感到了莫名的平静。 „mysterious......” “奥……” Serez also wants to say anything again , when he looks to the shadow, actually discovered that Olivet has disappeared. 瑟雷还想再说些什么,可当他看向阴影中时,却发现奥莉薇亚已经消失了。 She left. 她离开了。 Serez can feel, on that bloodlines relates unceasingly thin, vanished until her in own sensation thoroughly, kept a Serez alone person. 瑟雷能感受到,那血脉上联系不断稀薄,直到她彻底消失在了自己的感知内,又留瑟雷独自一个人。 „I have felt, you should be more open.” The shadow starts to wriggle, a black cat drilled. “我一直觉得,你应该再开朗些。”身后的阴影开始蠕动,一只黑猫钻了出来。 „Amn't I open?” Serez is asking back, „Oath City Orpheus famous steel pipe dance dancer.” “我难道还不开朗吗？”瑟雷反问着,“誓言城・欧泊斯有名的钢管舞舞者啊。” Wei forgot diligently Serez this bad reputation, „I refer to that part of innermost feelings.” 薇儿努力忘记瑟雷这糟糕的名头,“我指内心的那部分。” „......” “……” „Don't you have to the courage of your daughter honest innermost feelings?” Wei cannot believe, can only sigh, „that Weyler Lees family/home also is really one group of cowards, but your daughter brave simply not like your child.” “难道你连向自己女儿坦白内心的勇气都没有吗？”薇儿不敢相信,只能感叹着,“那维勒利斯家还真是一群胆小鬼,而你女儿勇敢的简直不像你的孩子。” The voice of Serez hesitates, „perhaps I also arrange...... have not even thought how good to say.” 瑟雷的声音犹犹豫豫,“我只是还没准备好……甚至没想好该怎么说。” „Wei, I never have actually thought that I will have the descendant, in other words, in my original destiny, Olivet should not exist.” “薇儿,其实我从未想过,我会有后代的,也就是说,在我原本的命运里,奥莉薇亚就不该存在。” Possibly is the mood is just right, possibly was Serez had the courage slightly, he continued saying that „, but one day, Aisha said that suddenly wants to have a child with me, you know that I was very difficult to reject her request, therefore Olivet was born. 可能是情绪恰到好处,也可能是瑟雷稍稍鼓起了勇气,他继续说道,“但有一天,爱莎突然说想和我拥有一个孩子,你知道的,我很难拒绝她的要求,于是奥莉薇亚诞生了。 In my opinion, in Olivet is only I and Aisha lives one happiness romantic product. ” 在我看来,奥莉薇亚只是我和爱莎生活里一种幸福浪漫的产物。” „Don't you love your child?” “你并不爱你的孩子？” „I am not clear, perhaps,” the Serez spooky say/way, „Aisha said, Olivet is she gives my tie, contacts with the whole world me.” “我不清楚,或许吧,”瑟雷幽幽道,“爱莎说,奥莉薇亚是她送给我的纽带,把我与整个世界联系起来。” „At that time I had not understood the meaning in her words.” “那时我还不明白她话里的意思。” Serez is self-ridiculing, „the present cannot comprehend.” 瑟雷自嘲着,“现在也搞不懂。”