Has the woman of fire Ou park eye pupil. 拥有火欧泊眼瞳的女人。 Knows that this woman, as Irwin's reader, she can see this role in Irwin's book frequently. 辛德瑞拉知道这个女人,作为厄文的读者,她在厄文的书中经常能看到这个角色。 Irwin is quite limited to her description, in Irwin's writing, she does not have the name, does not have the concrete age, does not have the explicit appearance image and clothing, only has that pair of fire Ou Boban eye pupil. 厄文对她的描写极为有限,在厄文的笔下,她没有名字,没有具体的年龄,没有明确的外貌形象与衣装,唯有那双火欧泊般的眼瞳。 That is just like the ghost role, the unknowable riddle, a difficult problem of non-solution, it alternates in the vein of story, is looking on embarking of roles with the homeward journey. 那是宛如幽魂般的角色,不可知的谜团,一个无解的难题,它穿插在故事的脉络里,旁观着角色们的出发与归途。 Made an effort to rub the face, the ear soon set upright, listened to the Irwin following each words carefully, for fear that omission some anything. 辛德瑞拉用力地揉了揉脸,耳朵快要竖了起来,仔仔细细地去听厄文接下来的每句话,生怕遗漏些了什么。 „I think.” “我想想啊.” Irwin turned some necks of becoming stiff, the moist rainwater is unfriendly to the body that he steps this year. 厄文扭了扭有些发僵的脖子,潮湿的雨水对他这年迈的身体并不友好。 „That actually was also very long later matter,” Irwin said, „I regained consciousness after the beach, completely cannot master itself in, but the first time was not experienced this matter, I survived in the jungle, every day hit dozen of hares, made a berry, maintained the life at the same time, sought for the places of some people.” “那其实也是很久之后的事了,”厄文说,“我从海滩上苏醒后,完全搞不懂自己在哪,但也不是第一次遇到这种事了,我就在密林里生存了起来,每天打打野兔,弄点浆果,维持生命的同时,寻找有人的地方。” That absolutely is a bad experience, but Irwin actually smiles saying that as if he fondly remembers that days very much. 那绝对是段糟糕至极的经历,但厄文却微笑地讲出来,仿佛他很怀念那段日子。 „Process is somewhat rough, but I found the next city, compared with the small town, I likes the big city, the opportunity in big city will be often a lot, and all comes are welcome.” “过程有些坎坷,但我还是找到了下一个城市,比起小镇,我更喜欢大城市,大城市的机会往往会很多,而且来者不拒。” Irwin strokes oneself left arm lightly, under the sleeves is tying up the fatal short-sword. 厄文轻拂着自己的左臂,衣袖下绑着致命的短剑。 „I ran into some gangsters, this person I were many, me who saw in the free port was very clear they to me make anything.” “我遇到了一些帮派分子,这种人我在自由港见的多了,我很清楚他们要对我做什么。” The Irwin's saying a word is disclosing the aura of murdering. 厄文的言语里透露着杀伐的气息。 „Obviously, they underestimated me very much, after experiencing so many, I am not the child who the threat can fool, my violent punched their, took a bill from them while convenient, as my mental damage compensation.” “很显然,他们低估了我,经历了这么多后,我可不是恐吓就能唬住的小孩子,我暴揍了他们一顿,顺便从他们身上拿了点钞票,作为我的精神损失费。” His tone was also grinning, „I based in the city temporarily, then starts to find the way to make money...... about this part, I rejoiced very much I have not taken the road of that darkness, I know that I have the opportunity to enter into, but I rejected.” 他的语气又笑嘻嘻了起来,“我暂时在城市里立足了,然后开始想办法挣钱……关于这部分,我很庆幸我自己没有走上那条黑暗之路,我知道我有机会迈入其中的,但我拒绝了。” Irwin thought that this plot does not need to say to detail, that is came from the dark side the story. 厄文觉得这部的剧情不需要对辛德瑞拉详细去讲,那是源自自己黑暗面的故事。 Comes under the influence of red nose, Irwin wants to become people like him, gives others own good intentions, smooths the scar in everyone mind as far as possible. 受到红鼻子的影响,厄文想成为他那样的人,将自己的善意给予他人,尽可能抚平每个人心灵上的伤痕。 But this does not represent Irwin is an excessively kind good person. 可这不代表厄文是个过度仁善的人。 Irwin experiences to cross the dark side of the world, he knows that should expose the good intentions to anyone , should serve with the violence to anyone. 厄文见识过世界的黑暗面,他知道该对什么人展露善意,也该对什么人施以暴力。 Nods gently, without disturbing Irwin's account, Irwin then said. 辛德瑞拉轻轻地点头,没有干扰厄文的自述,厄文接着说道。 „I lived some time in that city, to make money I hit several labor, various occupations have tried one, the service person, doormen, maintenance worker and assembly line worker, right, I even also worked as one to have a drink...... need to take off/escape of clothes.” “我在那座城市里又生活了一段时间,为了赚钱我打了数份工,各种职业都试过一阵,服务员、门童、维修工、流水线工人,对了,我甚至还当过一阵陪酒……需要脱衣服的那种。” „?” “啊？” Thought that oneself head shattered, has not waited for her wisp of clear mentality, Irwin then said, „that is really a quite happy experience!” 辛德瑞拉觉得自己的脑袋坏掉了,还不等她缕清一下思路,厄文接着说道,“那真是相当愉快的一段经历啊!” When mentioned this point, Irwin accidentally/surprisingly excited, as if that was any glorious history is the same. 提到这一点时,厄文意外地兴奋,仿佛那是什么光辉历史一样。 He compiles the fist, shows itself to fill the arm of muscle. 他对辛德瑞拉纂起拳头,展现自己充满肌肉的手臂。 „I was short of money at that time very much, my anything worked for money has attempted, I thought that shop advertised in the high salary, I held the mentality of trying.” “我当时很缺钱,为了钱我什么工作都尝试过了,我看那家店在高薪招聘,我就抱着试一试的心态去了。” The Ecuadoran literature at that time the words of manager, „our is being the upscale office,- cuts must best, even if the service personnel, besides pretty semblance, must have the rich knowledge innermost feelings.” 厄文学着当时经理的话,“我们这是高档会所,—切都是要最好的,哪怕是服务人员,除了靓丽的外表外,也要有颗富有学识的内心。” „I thought that was finished, my windblown and sunburnt likely savage, without going to school, do not say that what knowledge, the manager made me talk about my experience, after I left home the story to inform me to the manager, he listened like the monkey- type called and jumps in that.” “我心想完蛋了啊,我这风吹日晒的像个野人,也没上过学,更不要说什么学识了,经理让我讲讲我的经历,我就把我离家后的故事告知给了经理,他听完就像个猴子—样在那又叫又跳。” Irwin is repeating then words, „our guests have been tired of the history and philosophy, your novel type, will certainly sell greatly!” 厄文复述着当时的话,“我们的客人已经听腻了历史与哲学,你这种新奇的类型,一定会大卖的!” „Hū...... damn, I have not signed the contract, he already me, when defended the commodity.” “呼……真见鬼,我还没签合同,他就已经把我当戍商品了。” Irwin shakes the head, helpless said, „does not have the means that they give to money were too many.” 厄文摇摇头,无奈道,“没办法,他们给钱给的太多了。” „Therefore you in this, ran into that woman!” “所以你就是在这,遇到了那个女人!” Has given up understanding that Irwin's marvelousness took risk, she only wants to know when that mysterious woman will enter the stage. 辛德瑞拉已经放弃去理解厄文的奇妙冒险了,她只想知道那个神秘的女人会在何时出场。 Did Irwin run into that woman in this, the status disparity made two people distinguish? 难道厄文就是在这遇到了那个女人,身份的差距令两人就此分别？ „The time that I work is not long, even has not had a drink, these guests- hears my such new type, came to select me in abundance, their appearances looked like mild-mannered and cultivated tasting, wants to come to select the thing in wilderness.” “我工作的时间并不长,甚至没怎么陪过酒,那些客人—听到我这么个新类型,就纷纷过来点我了,她们的样子就像是温文尔雅的品尝多了,想来点荒野上的东西。” I each time having a drink to turn into the story-telling session, I sit in the middle told that my past, one group of women of quality in side listens to the story drinks wine. They said that I excel at a lecture of story very much. „” 我每次都会把陪酒变成故事会,我坐在中间讲述我的过去,一群贵妇们在旁边边听故事边饮酒。她们说我很擅长讲故事。“” Irwin looks really fondly remembers that period of time very much, „I felt that my does not have a drink likely, but before likely said rests , the Sir of story, thinking the means to spend to mediate the lonely children to coax these falls asleep.” 厄文看起来真的很怀念那段时光,“我感觉我不像个陪酒的,而是像个讲睡前故事的大人,想办法把这些花钱排解寂寞的小孩子们哄睡着。” Afterward I started to preside over the story-telling session, was I am telling the story incessantly, the guests are also telling oneself story, told mutually the wound of worry and mind of innermost feelings, then everyone comforted taking advantage of the alcohol mutually. „” 后来我开始主持起故事会,不止是我在讲故事,客人们也在讲起了自己的故事,互相诉说内心的烦恼与心灵的创伤,然后大家借着酒精互相安慰。“” Expression gradually blamed, regards Irwin's look is also so. 辛德瑞拉的表情逐渐怪了起来,看待厄文的眼神也是如此。 What is Irwin this is making? He turned into the spiritual wound mutual aid group the office that did lead a life of comfort to one's heart's content? They then must order the goal plan together, conducted the rehabilitation training? 厄文这是在做什么？他把纵情享乐的会所变成了精神创伤互助会了吗？他们接下来是不是要一起订制目标计划,进行康复训练了？ Irwin says with emotion, „was a pity that such auspicious day cannot continue is too long.” 厄文感慨道,“可惜这样的好日子没能持续太久。” „What had?” “发生了什么？” „On that day I went to work as usual, have a senior customer to find me suddenly, flustered of her face, came up saying that to me ‚Irwin I loved you’.” “那天我照常上班,有个老客户突然找到了我,她一脸的慌张,上来就对我说‘厄文我爱你’。” Irwin smiled bitterly, „my person stupidly lived completely, she also said that ‚leads me to leave’ ‚ leads me to go to the wilderness 7” 厄文苦笑了起来,“我人完全傻住了,她又说‘带我离开吧’‘带我去荒野里七” „I only treated as my customer to drink, said some drunken languages, this matter was very common, but I discovered in her suitcase packed the wealth, she is really considering and me elopes this matter...... to be possible this to me to be only a work.” “我只当做我的客户喝多了,说了些醉话,这种事很常见,但紧接着我发现她的手提箱里装满了钱财,她真的在考虑和我私奔这件事……可这对我而言只是份工作。” Irwin said, „this point I am very sober, I am make money, is not seeks anything to ban the love, my work coaxes the hospitable person, becomes the pleasure of their spare time.” 厄文说,“这一点我很清醒的,我是来赚钱的,不是来寻求什么禁断之恋的,我的工作就是哄好客人,成为她们消遣时间的乐子。” Beyond work I do not have any connection with them, my colleagues accompanied to accompany to accompany in the family/home of guests, only then I got off work to time. 工作之外我绝不和她们有任何瓜葛,我的同事们陪着陪着就陪到了客人们的家里,只有我到点准时下班。 They said that I am an indifferent fellow, I like such appraisal, like this my personal time pure many, finally they had what problem to be the same probably, said that my temper they most liked, instead the unreleneting pursuit hit courageous. „” 她们说我是个冷漠的家伙,我喜欢这样的评价,这样我的私人时间会清净不少,结果她们像是有什么毛病一样,说我这种性子她们最喜欢了,反而穷追勐打。“” Irwin could not smile with a smile with a smile, „her husband came, he in the area was rich and powerful people, unsurprisingly, these people pounded my family/home, my suddenly/violently to beat up-, then threw me of suffocation to the wilderness outside city.” 厄文笑着笑着就笑不出来了,“她的丈夫找上了门,他在当地是位富豪,不出意外,那些人砸了我的家,又将我暴揍—顿,然后把奄奄一息的我丢到城市外的荒野里。” „Really unlucky,” Irwin sighed, „I want to make money.” “真倒霉啊,”厄文叹气,“我只是想挣点钱而已。” Although this part slightly crossed by Irwin superficially, but in can feel Irwin to say a word the sadness, regarding then Irwin, that should be a big attack, the drifting about destitute life with great difficulty a little improvement, finally the zero point that returns to most to start. 尽管这部分被厄文轻描淡写地略过,但辛德瑞拉能感受到厄文言语里的悲伤,对于当时的厄文而言,那应该是一个不小的打击,颠沛流离的生活好不容易有点起色了,结果又回到了最开始的原点。 „I told me, this first time was not started from the beginning , the first time was not started from the wilderness.” “我告诉我自己,这不是第一次从头开始了,也不是第一次从荒野里起步。” What is hapless was at that time is the winter. 倒霉的是当时已经是冬天了。 I found an abandoned station, passed one in inside, I am cold and hungry, but also cut and bruised, I thought that I really must die in this. „” 我找到了一处废弃的车站,在里面度过了一宿,我又冷又饿,还遍体鳞伤,我觉得我真的要死在这了。“” A Irwin voice revolution, eye pupil bright. 厄文话音一转,眼瞳明亮了起来。 „At this time a train broke through the wind and snow, anchored...... I did not have the ticket near the abandoned platform, does not know where this trains led, but I felt like, it came for me.” “这时一辆火车冲破了风雪,停靠在了废弃的站台边……我没有车票,也不知道这列火车通往何方,但我就隐约地觉得,它是为我而来。” Chats, „you boarded that trains.” 辛德瑞拉道,“你登上了那列火车。” „On that trains, I met that woman who has the fire Ou park eye pupil.” “在那列火车上,我遇到了那个拥有火欧泊眼瞳的女人。” Irwin shows the sincere happy expression, „she looked for the warm wool blanket for me, sought food, but also processed the wound for me......” 厄文露出真挚的笑意,“她为我找来了暖和的毛毯,寻来了食物,还为我处理伤口……” „I and she spent together for 16 hours, then I have not seen her again.” “我和她共度了十六个小时,然后我就再也没见过她了。” This time Irwin silent was very long, he is gazing, with the passing memory was gradually clear, Irwin realized that on that familiarity came from where. 这一次厄文沉默了很久,他注视着身旁的辛德瑞拉,随着过往的记忆逐渐清晰了起来,厄文意识到辛德瑞拉身上那股熟悉感是从何而来了。 „You look like her very much, but you are not she.” “你很像她,但你不是她。” On that tranquil face gradually appears to wipe the happy expression, she carries both hands, might make fun of Irwin to be the same. 辛德瑞拉那平静的脸庞上逐渐浮现起一抹笑意,她背起双手,像是要捉弄厄文一样。 „Did you fall in love with her?” “你爱上了她？” Irwin remains silent, without reply. 厄文保持沉默,没有应答。 Knows that Irwin is immersing in the aftertaste of past events, she also wants to say anything again, at this time Irwin broke her. 辛德瑞拉知道厄文正沉浸于往事的余韵里,她还想再说些什么,这时厄文打断了她。 „This you, your secret.” “该你了,你的秘密。” Facing Irwin's interrogation, hesitant, but has the courage, prepared to pour out own past to Irwin. 面对厄文的质问,辛德瑞拉犹豫了一下,但还是鼓起勇气,准备向厄文倾诉自己的过去。 The explosive sound of thundering resounds from the hull, the air current of trundle cracked-up glass along the way, the paradise number rocked fiercely, simultaneously the fresh breeze pounded in two people. 轰鸣的爆炸声从船体内响起,滚动的气流撞碎了沿途的玻璃,乐土号剧烈地晃动了起来,同时劲风砸在两人身上。 Only felt oneself one were raised in the air, the world in eye is just dizzy, later the ice-cold moist deck appears at present, the distance between both pulls closer unceasingly. 辛德瑞拉只觉得自己被人一把掀到了空中,眼中的世界正天旋地转,随后冰冷的潮湿的甲板出现在眼前,两者之间的距离不断拉近。 Then stops. 然后停止。 „Grasped!” “抓紧了!” The roar transmits from the above, Irwin half body searched in the air, put out a hand furiously, held of falling. 吼声从上方传来,厄文半截身子都探进了空中,奋力地伸出手,抓住了下坠的辛德瑞拉。 The wine red eye pupil is gazing at Irwin, gets down- a second of flaming flame reflects in her eyes, embezzled world. 酒红色的眼瞳注视着厄文,下—秒熊熊火光倒映在她的眼里,吞没了世间。