Su Bai only felt that own breath aggravated all of a sudden, the heart, pains ; 苏白只感觉自己的呼吸一下子加重了许多,内心深处,隐隐作痛; About the Xun'er memory, keeps seething in own mind, that girl, is very independent , is also very strong, family resources that the female in respected family, can obtain generally few, but Xun'er is an exceptional case, she forcefully by own outstanding emerges from own one group of elder brothers, arrived at that position step by step. 关于熏儿的记忆,不停地在自己脑海中翻腾,那个女孩儿,很独立,很自我,也很坚强,大家族中的女性,所能够获得的家族资源一般都很少,但熏儿是一个特例,她是硬生生地靠自己的优秀从自己的一堆兄长之中脱颖而出,一步一步走到了那个地位。 If did not enter Dreadful Radio Game suddenly, Su Bai believes that the Xun'er future, is inconceivable absolutely ; 如果不是忽然进入了恐怖广播,苏白相信熏儿的未来,绝对难以想象; However, now, she actually dies. 但是,现在,她却死了。 Damn, this Dreadful Radio Game! 该死,这恐怖广播！ The anger, fills unceasingly in the Su Bai chest cavity, has constraining that is hard to vent, because Xun'er dies in the story world, her cause of death, is very difficult to look, the danger in story world kills by audience killing, stands in the Su Bai position, does not have the means to revenge, does not have ability to revenge. 怒火,在苏白胸腔之中不断地填充起来,带着一种难以发泄的压抑,因为熏儿是死在故事世界里的,她的死因,都很难找出来,无论是故事世界里的危险弄死的还是被听众给害死的,站在苏白的位置上,都没办法去报仇,也没能力去报仇。 When 4 th individual forms the scene in murder club also to come clearly into view together, when three people become audience Su Bai had also once thought this day, but Su Bai has not expected will come such suddenly, must unexpected. 当初四个人一起组建杀人俱乐部的情景还历历在目,三个人都成为听众时苏白也曾想过这一天,但是苏白没料到会来得这么突然,这么得让人猝不及防。 Originally, they will also die, 原来,他们也会死的, In the pupil of Su Bai, reveals a color of plastering defeat. 苏白的瞳孔之中,显露出一抹灰败的颜色。 „Su Bai, you now in office? I drove to your office downstairs quickly, you got down.” “苏白,你现在是在办公室里么？我快开车到你办公室楼下了,你下来吧。” The relations of Xun'er and Chu Zhao are also very good, departure of suddenly Xun'er, Chu Zhao definitely does not feel better at heart, naturally, between Su Bai and Xun'er, one wipes the light love, Xun'er not minces matter oneself feelings to the Su Bai, but the Su Bai agile rejection, said each time very much simply is feared disappointed you, but in fact, is Su Bai one escape that fears the load responsibility. 熏儿和楚兆的关系也是很好,熏儿的忽然离去,楚兆的心里肯定也是不好受,当然,苏白和熏儿之间,还有一抹淡淡的情缘,熏儿丝毫不掩饰自己对苏白的情愫,但是苏白每次都很干脆利索的拒绝,说是怕辜负了你,但实际上,还是属于苏白的一种怕担责任的逃避。 Own parents die young, oneself have been used to a person, oneself even were used to the occasional mental disorder outbreak, the little fellow and are the same, is poor, therefore two people can crowd together to be bound by a common destiny, if oneself also died, leaves behind a little fellow person, this is also the life of little fellow, at least with him in the same place, Su Bai the father who oneself treat as the little fellow , not too many guilty and has a deficit. 自己父母早逝,自己已经习惯了一个人,自己甚至习惯了偶尔的精神病发作,小家伙和自己一样,孤苦无依,所以两个人可以凑在一起相依为命,如果自己也死了,留下小家伙一个人,这也是小家伙的命,至少和他在一起的时候,苏白是把自己当作小家伙的父亲,彼此之间,没有太多的愧疚和亏欠。 But the relations between men and women are different, pulling the unceasing principle is chaotic, Su Bai once engaged in introspection, oneself really do not have to a Xun'er feeling, oneself actually love oneself some, rather goes to hurt a girl's self-respect not to be worried by oneself many one. 但男女之间的关系不一样,扯不断理还乱,苏白曾扪心自问,自己到底是真的对熏儿一点感觉都没有,还是自己其实更爱自己一些,宁愿去伤一个女孩儿的自尊心也不愿意让自己多一份牵挂出来。 Especially after Xun'er also enters Dreadful Radio Game, a girl, the semblance seems like again strong, the heart perhaps is also terrified, but oneself anything has not actually done as before, anything has not gone to manage as before. 尤其是在熏儿也进入恐怖广播之后,一个女孩子,外表看起来再坚强,内心深处恐怕也是惶恐不安的吧,而自己却依旧什么都没做,依旧什么也没去管。 The fist of Su Bai, grips to tighten slowly. 苏白的拳头,慢慢地攥紧起来。 To attempt to stand, is actually defeated again, the body to breaking was the same, but the next quarter, Su Bai bites the jaw tightly, supported by hard and stubborn effort to stand, the body started to overflow the blood unceasingly, was contaminated the clothes, at this time, Su Bai looked very fearsome. 想要尝试站起来,却再一次失败,身体还是跟散架了一样,但下一刻,苏白紧咬牙关,硬撑着站了起来,身上开始不断溢出鲜血,浸染了衣服,这时候,苏白看起来很是可怖。 However, stands, had tried, stepped the step really to step again motionless, walked a step consequence is the whole person falls. 但是,站起来,已经是尽了全力了,再迈步子就真的迈不动了,走一步的后果就是自己整个人摔下去。 „Chu Zhao, you meet my, I received very heavy wound.” “楚兆,你上来接我一下,我受了很重的伤。” Su Bai said to the microphone. 苏白对话筒说道。 Probably after ten minutes, Chu Zhao opened the door of office to walk, seeing Su Bai that the appearance supported to stand fiercely also to have a scare, immediately walked supporting by the arm Su Bai. 大概十分钟后,楚兆推开了事务所的门走了进来,看见面目狰狞强撑着站起来的苏白也是吓了一跳,马上走过来把苏白给搀扶住。 „You? Do not frighten me, Xun'er, you cannot have what accident/surprise.” “你怎么了？你别吓我啊,熏儿已经不在了,你可不能出什么意外。” „Does Xun'er have the grave?” Su Bai asked. “熏儿有墓么？”苏白问道。 Since Dreadful Radio Game revised some things of real world, cancels impact that the Xun'er death had, then, Xun'er should have the tombstone in the real world. 既然恐怖广播修改了现实世界的一些事情,抹去了熏儿死亡带来的影响,那么,熏儿应该是在现实世界里是有墓碑的。 „Has, I just inquired that the position, in Spain Beikou Cemetery there, you do go now?” “有,我刚打听到了位置,在西北口公墓那里,你现在就去么？” „I cannot die.” “我死不了。” „Ok.” “行。” Chu Zhao supported by the arm Su Bai to walk like this, two people sat the elevator to get down, to the parking lot, then boarded the Chu Zhao car(riage). 楚兆就这样搀扶着苏白走了出去,两个人坐电梯下去,一直到了停车场,然后上了楚兆的车。 Su Bai is the seat belt is sitting by Chu Zhao in the copilot station, the body is overflowing the blood unceasingly, now, possibly comes back their Su Bai is also disinclined to wait with Fatty that divide the booty momentarily, even if misses some benefit anything, Su Bai did not care, now Su Bai most wants to do, before is goes to the Xun'er tombstone, again looks at her. 苏白被楚兆系着安全带坐在副驾驶位置上,身上还是不断地溢出着鲜血,现在,就连可能随时回来和自己分赃的胖子他们苏白也懒得去等了,哪怕因此错过一些利益什么的,苏白也不在意了,现在苏白最想做的,就是去熏儿的墓碑前,再看一眼她。 „Knows how Xun'er dies?” Su Bai asked issue that appears the idiot, because of this matter, the possibility that Chu Zhao knows is not big. “知道熏儿是怎么死的么？”苏白问了一句显得很白痴的问题,因为这件事,楚兆知道的可能性并不大。 First, must know that on Xun'er matter in the story world, then must consult enters audience of that story world simultaneously, Su Bai does not have this jurisdiction, if through own relations inquired the meaning of a little looking for a needle in a haystack, moreover how Xun'er dies, is very difficult to investigate clearly, in this curved circled too. 首先,要知道熏儿上个故事世界里的事情,然后还要去咨询同时进入那个故事世界的听众,苏白没这个权限,如果是通过自己的关系去询问的话有点大海捞针的意思,而且熏儿到底是怎么死的,也很难调查清楚,这里面的弯弯绕绕太多了。 Chu Zhao shakes the head, „I do not know, Su Bai, you know that I feel satirical now suddenly, motherfucker, I am the vice squad team leader, but I best friend dies now, I her cause of death does not know how to investigate radically is not clear, this ****** is anything!” 楚兆摇了摇头,“我不知道,苏白,你知道么,我现在忽然觉得好讽刺,妈的,我还是刑警队队长,但是现在我最好的朋友死了,我连她的死因都不知道,根本连怎么调查都不清楚,这******到底算是什么事儿啊！” Chu Zhao was saying said looked to make an effort to beat a steering wheel. 楚兆说着说找用力捶了一下方向盘。 „This matter, I investigate.” Su Bai remembers oneself have a forum number, oneself as if can go to there to post to put in certain reward, may have , when participates in the people in that story world coming to oneself to supply some information skillfully, naturally, this way successful possibility is very lowly is also very low. “这件事,我来调查。”苏白记得自己有一个论坛号,自己似乎可以去那里发帖付出一定的奖励,可能会有当巧参与那个故事世界的人来给自己提供一些信息,当然,这种方式成功的可能性也是很低很低。 „Hehe.” Chu Zhao smiles, puts out a hand, wiped the tears of oneself corner of the eye, some people, when no matter, is not familiar with sob, does not allow itself to sob. “呵呵。”楚兆笑了笑,伸手,擦去了自己眼角的泪水,有的人,不管是在什么时候,都不习惯去哭泣,也不允许自己去哭泣。 Finally, the Chu Zhao car(riage) turned into a small road, front was a small steep slope, after on steep slope, turned curved, the public cemetery group at present. 终于,楚兆的车拐入了一条小公路,前面是一个小陡坡,上了陡坡之后再拐一个弯,公墓群就在眼前了。 Chu Zhao stops the car(riage) in the roadside, because of the Su Bai body not convenient reason, Chu Zhao stopping from time to time cart yard there, did not support by the arm Su Bai to get out directly. 楚兆把车停在路边,因为苏白身体不方便的原因,楚兆也不去停停车场那里了,直接搀扶着苏白下了车。 Su Bai walked into the graveyard with the help of Chu Zhao, Chu Zhao should ask the concrete position, therefore brought Su Bai to walk toward the high place directly. 苏白在楚兆的帮助下走入了墓园,楚兆应该是问道了具体的位置,所以直接带苏白向高处走去。 Is walking, Chu Zhao opens the mouth to ask suddenly: „Su Bai, in you, felt like that rather I die, dies Xun'er is better than?” 走着走着,楚兆忽然开口问道:“苏白,在你心里,是不是觉得宁可我死,也比熏儿死更好一些？” Su Bai silent a while, he does not know how should answer Chu Zhao this issue. 苏白沉默了一会儿,他不知道该怎么回答楚兆这个问题。 „Now discusses this, what significance has?” “现在讨论这个,有什么意义？” „Right, without significance.” “对,没意义。” Actually, truly is this, has the contradiction to have obstruction Chu Zhao compared with, has admire Xun'er about oneself, naturally is Su Bai the object who wants to live, but the human affairs is variable, Dreadful Radio Game is not Su Bai opens, these things, is not Su Bai can control, naturally, no matter oneself and some Chu Zhao many relations fissures, Su Bai have not hoped that Chu Zhao appears accidentally/surprisingly what, perhaps before two people no longer likely, is the best friend, but at heart, hopes the opposite party to be able going on living well. 其实,确实是这样吧,比起和自己有矛盾有芥蒂的楚兆,对自己心存爱慕的熏儿,当然是苏白更希望活下来的对象,但世事无常,恐怖广播也不是苏白自己开的,这些事情,也不是苏白能够控制的,当然,不管自己和楚兆到底还有多少关系裂痕,苏白也不希望楚兆出现什么意外的,或许两个人不再像以前那样是至交好友,但心里,还是希望对方能够好好的活下去。 The tombstone, seems very simple, before the tombstone, one pile of bouquets of flowers, obviously, in some time ago, some people had just come to see Xun'er. 墓碑,显得很简朴,墓碑前还有一堆花束,显然,在不久前,刚刚有人来看过熏儿。 Su Bai supports by the arm around the tombstone, Chu Zhao loosens the hand, Su Bai body staggered, is supporting the tombstone, sat slowly. 把苏白搀扶到墓碑前后,楚兆松开了手,苏白身体一个踉跄,就这么撑着墓碑,缓缓地坐了下来。 On the tombstone, the Xun'er picture, like yesterday, seemed reserved, was very beautiful, but this ice-cold tombstone, was not really a match with her. 墓碑上,熏儿的照片,仿佛如昨,很内敛,也很娟秀,但是这个冰冷的墓碑,真的和她一点都不般配。 Su Bai can see this girl to stand before oneself, takes itself to get off an aircraft when the airplane, as if saw a younger time, oneself carry a book bag goes to school, this girl drives family's army jeep carelessly to the station to take itself together to go to the school. 恍惚间,苏白能够看见这个女孩儿站在自己面前,在飞机上接自己下机,也似乎看见了更年轻的时候,自己一个人背着一个书包去上学时,这个女孩儿开着家里的军吉普大大咧咧地到车站来接自己一起去学校。 At this time, went to want whether again initially complied with and accepted Xun'er to own admire, was actually one type to blaspheming of Xun'er, because Su Bai was clear, Xun'er does not need to pity, she did not accept to pity. 这个时候,再去想当初是否答应和接受熏儿对自己的爱慕,其实是一种对熏儿的亵渎,因为苏白清楚,熏儿不需要怜悯,她也不接受怜悯。 „This is her third experience Mission, so is not how careful, unexpectedly had/left the accident/surprise.” Su Bai muttered. “这是她第三次体验者任务吧,怎么会这么不小心,居然出了意外。”苏白喃喃自语。 Nearby, some Chu Zhao accidents/surprises knit the brows, looks at Su Bai, then sends the sound said: „Su Bai, what did you just say?” 一旁,楚兆有些意外地皱了皱眉,看着苏白,然后发声道:“苏白,你刚刚说什么？” „What's wrong?” Su Bai has the doubts to look at Chu Zhao. “怎么了？”苏白带着疑惑看着楚兆。 „This is her second audience Mission.” A Chu Zhao character character said, „I also just crossed oneself second audience Mission, we have not been experience, we are earnest audience.” “这是她的第二次听众任务。”楚兆一字一字地说道,“我也是刚刚过了自己第二次听众任务,我们早就不是体验者了,我们是正儿八经的听众。” Hears these words, the Su Bai body trembles, immediately probably realized anything suddenly, immediately is roaring raising the head, looks in the air, that sky, is very blue, sunlight, is very dazzling, but Su Bai looks at each other with Sun directly, does not move out of the way. 听到这句话,苏白身体一颤,随即像是忽然意识到了什么,马上怒吼着抬起头,看着空中,那一片天,很蓝,阳光,也很刺眼,但苏白就这么和太阳直接对视,丝毫不挪开。 ............ ………… „Meow.” “喵。” Lucky looks at the scene in this picture, looks that Su Bai must go crazy raise the head simply, from this angle, Su Bai is staring at itself. 吉祥看着这幅画中的情景,看着苏白简直要发狂似地抬着头,从这个角度来看,苏白就是在盯着自己。 Shakes the head, swings wags the tail close to, Lucky felt oneself did the matter in a big way, in the booth the matter, who knows this picture unexpectedly had such a scene, right now the joke opens in a big way. 摇摇头,摇摇尾巴,吉祥觉得自己把事情搞大了,也摊上事儿了,谁知道这幅画的居然出现了这样子的一个情景,这下子玩笑开大了。 „Cat cat......” “猫猫……” At this time, the gate of bedroom was shoved open, the little fellow who just awoke crawled from inside, seeing Su Bai to lie down on the rug, looked was injured, somewhat crawled anxiously, after crawling to the Su Bai side, little fellow small meat is supporting, discovered that picture on Su Bai chest, Su Bai in picture, the angry glare is staring at outside, was angry is angry very much. 这时候,卧室的门被推开了,刚刚睡醒的小家伙从里面爬出来,看见苏白躺在地毯上,一看就是受伤了,有些焦急地爬了过来,爬到苏白身边后,小家伙小肉手撑着,发现了苏白胸口上的那幅画,画中的苏白,正怒目盯着外面,很生气很生气。 The little fellows cover to be quiet immediately, as if oneself were also frightened, then has turned head to look to Lucky: 小家伙马上捂住嘴,似乎自己也被吓到了,然后扭过头看向了吉祥: „Cake...... air/Qi............ cat cat ............” “粑粑……气……了……猫猫…………” Lucky called one, that picture is feeling hot unceasingly, picture also unceasing blurs, Lucky stretches out the claw to pat immediately from the Su Bai chest that picture, 吉祥叫了一声,那幅画正在不断地发烫,画面也正在不断的模糊起来,吉祥马上伸出爪子把那幅画从苏白胸口拍走, Then before Su Bai wakes up on the lead horse jumping over refrigerator there, brought one bag of milk to the little fellow, bringing to adjust an animated cartoon to broadcast with the cat claw the plate, immediately held in the mouth jumped out of the window that picture is running away also resembles, 然后在苏白醒来之前先马上蹦到冰箱那里,给小家伙取来了一袋牛奶,又把平板给带出来用猫爪子调好了一部动画片播放着,随即叼着那幅画逃也似的跳出了窗子, Obviously is the aloof such as Lucky also knows oneself this time played the joke in a big way......( to be continued.) 显然就是高冷如吉祥也知道自己这次把玩笑开大了……(未完待续。)