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#431: The recollection of first love(...


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High-speed writing first round home station domain name cell phone synchronization reading please visit 高速文字首发本站域名手机同步阅读请访问 The first month of summer sunlight is shining the land of productivity, the clear cicada whining noise resounds through the sky, this is an excellent day, is the myriad things is full of vitality, suitable love, the day of confession. 初夏的阳光照耀着丰饶的大地,清脆的蝉鸣声响彻天空,这是一个绝好的日子,是万物生机勃勃,适合恋爱,告白的日子。 Under the tree shade of cover, entire big summer situated in apex, even can call it the big summer incarnation that form, is the object of Mei Xue confession. 茂密的树荫下,整个大夏位于顶点,甚至可以被称之为大夏化身的那个身影,就是梅雪告白的对象。 Big summer Longji, him the savior who comes back from the evil spirits densely covered battlefield marginal zone, makes him feel the person of female warm expectation for the first time. 大夏龙姬,将他从魑魅魍魉密布的战场边缘带回来的救命恩人,第一次让他感受到女性温暖的憧憬之人。 Was isolated and cut off from help regarding that time, as if immediately by Mei Xue that the innumerable evil spirits ate, she compared with Sun dazzling. Her that warm bosom, gave his brand-new life. 对于那时候孤立无援,似乎马上就会被无数魑魅魍魉吃掉的梅雪来说,她比太阳更加的耀眼。她那温暖的怀抱,给予了他全新的生命。 Therefore, he likes her, falling in love, is individually uncorrectable, does not need other reasons. 所以,他喜欢她,一见钟情,不可自拔,不需要其他的理由。 Under the first month of summer shade, Mei Xue closely grasps itself to cherish the pot. In the pot is he most precious property, he in accidentally met is dried up the flower seed that to cultivate in spirit flower that the flowers and plants market- forgot the language to be colored. 在初夏的绿荫下,梅雪紧紧的抱住自己怀中的花盆。花盆里是他最珍贵的财产,他在偶然之间在花草市场遇见的干枯了的花种培育出来的灵花—忘语花。 This pale blue flowers three years will bloom flower a time, if open will bloom the selling person to feel the refreshing, too beautiful to behold color, are the precious degree let Mei Xue sufficiently as mortal the precious flowers of last life worry-free life. 这种淡蓝色的花朵三年才会开一次花,但是一旦开放就会绽放出让人感觉神清气爽,美不胜收的色彩,是珍贵程度足以让梅雪以凡人的身份过上一生无忧生活的名贵花朵。 However Mei Xue not with this idea that forgets the language flower to make money, a wee bit does not have. 但是梅雪没有用这朵忘语花来赚钱的想法,一丁点都没有。 The pale blue little flower that from withering will die the seed that cultivates, this is the vindicating gift of person he is going to give to itself most to like. 这一朵从枯萎将死的种子中培育出来的淡蓝色小花,是他将要送给自己最喜欢的人的表白礼物。 Complete forgetting language flower seed, is luxury goods that Mei Xue cannot afford, therefore he can only buy the scrap seed that this is almost not worth a red cent. 完好的忘语花种子,是梅雪根本买不起的奢侈品,所以他只能买到这样几乎一文不值的废品种子。 Seed germination that for almost dries up this vitality, Mei Xue had not closed the eyes for three days and three nights, cautious complete love with intention irrigation, in this almost lost on the seed of vitality, this created the miracle of life, cultivates successfully the seed that this almost can determine the death. 为了将这生机几乎枯竭的种子发芽,梅雪三天三夜都没有合眼,小心翼翼的将全部的爱和心意灌注在这一颗几乎失去了生机的种子上,这才创造了生命的奇迹,将这一颗本来几乎可以判定死亡的种子培育成功。 Regarding Mei Xue, this is most splendid, proudest matter that his life achieves until now. 对于梅雪来说,这是他人生至今为止做到的最出色,最值得骄傲的事情。 The forgetting language flower that also therefore, this is cultivated personally by him will only give to a person- he most likes, most looked forward, first love that starts since childhood- big summer Longji. 也因此,这由他亲手培育出来的忘语花只会送给一个人—他最最喜欢,也最最憧憬,从小就开始的初恋—大夏龙姬。 Now, she in his front, seeming like, because returned from the battlefield was a little tired, she depended upon peacefully under the tree of courtyard falls asleep. 现在,她就在他的面前,似乎是因为从战场上归来有一点累了,她安静的依靠在院子的树下睡着了。 That delightful resting face, does not have a resting posture of security heart, represents her to be in the dreamland. 那甜美的睡颜,不带一丝警戒心的睡姿,代表她正在梦乡之中。 No one dares to be close to this time big summer Longji, 没有人敢接近这个时候的大夏龙姬, In the entire orphanage, only then Mei Xue can be close to this time big summer Longji. 在整个孤儿院中,只有梅雪可以接近这个时候的大夏龙姬。 He is special, was permitted only person that can be close to greatly summer Longji at any time, this is also he position so special the reason in this orphanage. 他是特别的,被允许可以随时接近大夏龙姬的唯一一人,这也是他在这个孤儿院中地位如此特殊的原因。 If he has that idea, can become the leader of little friends that crowd trains hard every day momentarily, the leader of orphan even this entire orphanage walks. 如果他有那个想法,随时都可以成为那群每天苦练的小伙伴们的首领,甚至这整个孤儿院走出来的孤儿的领袖。 Because he is only one, by greatly summer Longji personally the child who saves from the battlefield, was adopted by summer Longji greatly in this orphanage child. 因为他是唯一一个,被大夏龙姬亲自从战场上救下来的孩子,被大夏龙姬收养在这个孤儿院里的孩子。 When Mei Xue is very small is very small, he understands, many many people visit him with the unusual look, even can say that he does not need to worry later matter, is only child status that summer Longji adopts greatly, makes his life worry-free sufficiently. 梅雪很小很小的时候,他就明白,有很多很多人用异样的眼神看着他,甚至可以说他根本不需要担心以后的事,光是大夏龙姬收养的孩子这个身份,就足以让他一生无忧无虑。 However, that is not the Mei Xue desire. 但是,那不是梅雪的愿望。 He wants with oneself hand, to go forward with oneself strength, was not being raised by anybody, but is independent, goes on living with own will. 他想用自己的手,用自己的力量去前进,不是被任何人养着,而是独立的,以自己的意志活下去。 He likes greatly summer Longji, but actually does not want to make anything with the aid of her strength, even if this is the easy matter. 他喜欢大夏龙姬,但是却不想借助她的力量去做什么,哪怕这是轻而易举的事情。 He is the child who summer Longji adopts greatly, but he actually liked greatly summer Longji, the entire orphanage no one knows that this matter, this small affection turned round on the 1st, year after year breeding in the heart of Mei Xue, formed him to the affection initial happy expectation. 他是大夏龙姬收养的孩子,但是他却喜欢上了大夏龙姬,整个孤儿院没有任何人知道这件事情,这小小的恋情一复一日,年复一年的孕育在梅雪的心中,形成了他对恋情最初的美好憧憬。 The forgetting language flower when cultivates laboriously splits open that beautiful flower petal, when that pale blue lithe color to become Xixi is eternal, Mei Xue arrived at greatly summer Longji the side impatiently, waits for that moment that she is waking up with the uneasy mood. 当辛苦培育的忘语花绽开那美丽的花瓣,当那淡蓝色轻盈的色彩成诶诶永恒,梅雪就迫不及待的来到了大夏龙姬的身边,以忐忑不安的心情等待着她醒来的那一刻。 The waiting of that moment, regarding small Mei Xue, is so long like one year, he of blushing heartbeat such sits in her side, can smell her fragrance. 那片刻的等待,对于还小的梅雪来说,就像一年那么长,脸红心跳的他就那样坐在她的身边,都可以闻到她身上的香味。 Will she receive oneself flower? 她会接下自己的花吗? She knows that she likes her, will accept? 她知道自己喜欢她,会接受吗? Will the confession of his first love, succeed? 他初恋的告白,会成功吗? Regarding Mei Xue, a that short moment time has the innumerable possibilities. 对于梅雪来说,那短短一刻的时间存在着无数的可能性。 He does not know that what result will obtain, but, will certainly have the lots to change without a doubt today from now on, will not come back. 他不知道会得到什么样的结果,但是毫无疑问的,今天过后一定会有很多东西改变,再也不会回来了。 However, he decides to go forward, the words anything result of because waiting for will not be born. 但是,他还是决定前进,因为等待的话什么结果都不会诞生。 What side him is the peerless powerhouse situated in entire big summer apex, powerful no enemy god, as the big summer goes on an expedition conducts, she arrives at the time of orphanage to be getting fewer and fewer, misses this words who not to know when time the next time can be. 在他身边的是位于整个大夏顶点的绝世强者,威风凛凛的无敌军神,随着大夏征战的进行,她来到孤儿院的时间已经越来越少,错过这一次的话谁也不知道下一次会是什么时候。 When she arrives, the forgetting language flower that originally scheduled also for sometime can open opened suddenly, seems responding to the Mei Xue intention. 在她来到的时候,本来预定还有一段时间才会开放的忘语花突然开放了,仿佛在回应着梅雪的心意。 In early morning dew, the small forgetting language flower blooms the gentlest most and charming color, making one lose the language, that is encouraging Mei Xue, was Mei Xue provides encouragement. 在清晨的露水中,小小的忘语花就绽放出来最娇柔的色彩,让人失去了语言,那正是在鼓励梅雪,在为梅雪加油打气。 Therefore, Mei Xue decided that is today, cannot wait for again, is unable to wait for again. 所以,梅雪决定了,就是今天,不能再等待,也无法再等待。 He must to the person who oneself like, own first love confession, the sentiment of because in the heart surging, missing that because this will not regret absolutely. 他要向自己喜欢的人,自己的初恋告白,因为心中涌动的这份感情,因为这绝对不会后悔的思念。 Yes, he will not regret, no matter what result, what track no matter his later life will step onto, he will never regret matter that today handles. 是的,他不会后悔,不管是什么样的结果,不管他以后的人生会走上什么样的轨道,他都永远不会后悔今天所做的事情。 Un, the flurry, you came.” In the heart of Mei Xue bang! Bang!” Jumps madly, almost must jump out of the chest time, a pair of gentle hand grasped him, embraces into him own bosom. “嗯,小雪,你来了。”在梅雪的心“砰!砰!”乱跳,几乎要跳出胸口的时候,一双温柔的手抱住了他,将他揽入自己的怀中。 Summer...... Sister Xia......” Mei Xue made excuses, does not dare to raise the head to come to see to grasp own her, that soft chest held his time same fill to let the charm of person heartbeat with the past, but he may not be a child. “夏……夏姐……”梅雪支支吾吾,不敢抬起头来看抱住自己的她,那柔软的胸脯和过去抱他的时候一样充满让人心跳的魅力,但是他可已经不是小孩子了。 He understands, such affectionate action, quick will vanish to disappear, because he is growing up, is not the child. 他明白,这样亲昵的行动,很快就会消失不见了,因为他正在长大,再也不是小孩子。 Sister Xia this is only has him to the nickname that summer Longji uses greatly, because the big summer Longji family background, origin all are all unclear, only knows that is a dragon Ji who has dragon blood, therefore also no one dares to call her in the big summer with such nickname even if. “夏姐”这是唯有他一个人可以对大夏龙姬使用的昵称,由于大夏龙姬的出身,来历一切皆不明,只知道是一位拥有龙血的龙姬,所以哪怕是在大夏也没有任何人敢用如此的昵称来称呼她。 Regarding this orphanage, and even entire greatly summer Wangchao, big summer Longji is that invincible invincible invincible war-god, shocks various sea hills the dragon blood war-god, even many people forgot her sex, but regarded as the Spiritual God of battlefield incarnation her. 对于这个孤儿院,乃至整个大夏王朝来说,大夏龙姬都是那个战无不胜攻无不克的无敌战神,震撼诸海群山的龙血战神,甚至很多人都忘记了她的性别,而将她视为了战场化身的神灵。 This is greatly summer Longji, this is the absolute pillar/backbone of big summer dynasty. 这就是大夏龙姬,这就是大夏王朝的绝对支柱。 What, flurry?” The big summer Longji languid voice messed up the hair of Mei Xue along with her soft both hands, then happy smelling. “什么,小雪?”大夏龙姬懒洋洋的声音伴随着她柔软的双手弄乱了梅雪的头发,然后愉快的闻了闻。 Xiaoxue this name, is greatly summer Longji to Mei Xue special-purpose, seems like, because picks from the battlefield Mei Xue had anything to misunderstand, therefore she gave Mei Xue to give this a little feminization name. “小雪”这个称呼,也是只有大夏龙姬对梅雪专用的,似乎是因为把梅雪从战场上捡回来的时候有了什么误会,所以她才给梅雪取了个这个有点偏女性化的名字。 However, Mei Xue has felt, own Sister Xia had not as if regarded the boy to come to see him. In childhood also had the making a mistake gift to give his black history the skirt, has not as if changed this odd to the present. 不过,梅雪一直都觉得,自己的夏姐似乎一直都没把他当成男孩子来看。小时候还有过弄错礼物把裙子送给他的黑历史,这个怪癖到现在似乎都没改过来。 Summer...... Sister Xia, flower.” Regarding Mei Xue of first love, light/only holds up pot in the hand, summer Longji the front the forgetting language flower show in hand exhausts the full power now greatly. “夏……夏姐,花。”对于初恋的梅雪来说,光是举起自己手中的花盆,将手中的忘语花展现在大夏龙姬的面前就耗尽了全力。 Regarding a youngster of first confession, really cannot request Mei Xue to do is better. 对于一个第一次告白的少年来说,实在不能要求梅雪做的更好。 I, I like you, Sister Xia, you can marry me, arrives together hand in hand old?” That is the confession of Mei Xue first love, has the complete courage, will bet the future confession. “我,我喜欢你,夏姐,你能和我结婚,一起携手到老吗?”那是梅雪初恋的告白,是鼓起全部勇气,赌上自己未来的告白。 „It is not good.” Big summer Longji is very simple, very relaxed crushed the Mei Xue first love confession, making Mei Xue have the feeling that the world must be crushed simply. “不行。”大夏龙姬很简单,很轻轻松松的就粉碎了梅雪的初恋告白,让梅雪简直有种世界都要被粉碎的感觉。 You were too young, moreover isn't Mei Xue a girl?” Big summer Longji shot forehead that shoots Mei Xue, saying of whole face smile. “你还太小了,而且梅雪不是女孩子吗?”大夏龙姬弹了弹梅雪的额头,满脸微笑的说道。 I...... am not always a girl!” Mei Xue wants to cry but have no tears, has wish to look for the impulsion that a tree feigns death very much. “我……从来都不是女孩子啊!”梅雪欲哭无泪,很有种想要找棵树装死的冲动。 Sex is not the issue, I thought that Mei Xue is the good girl.” Big summer Longji was hearing Mei Xue flavor, revealed being infatuated look. “性别不是问题,我觉得梅雪一直都是好女孩。”大夏龙姬闻着梅雪身上的味道,露出了陶醉的眼神。 Here we go again, is such look, strangely what my flavor has? 又来了,又是这样的眼神,我身上的味道有什么奇怪的吗? Sister Xia, does my body have the strange flavor?” This question hid in the heart so many years, Mei Xue has the courage to ask finally. “夏姐,我身上有奇怪的味道吗?”这个疑问藏在心中这么多年,梅雪终于鼓起勇气问了出来。 Very nice-smelling, very nice-smelling, is the good girl's fragrance. Mei Xue should not be angry, Sister Xia will look after well your.” Big summer Longji serious saying. “很好闻,很好闻哦,是属于好女孩的香气。梅雪不要生气,夏姐会好好照顾你的。”大夏龙姬一本正经的说道。 I am not a girl! I am not a girl! I am not a girl!( Because must repeat three importantly!) 我不是女孩!我不是女孩!我不是女孩!(因为很重要要重复三遍!) Why, does Sister Xia always work as the girl me? I like Sister Xia, really wants with Sister Xia forever in the same place, Sister Xia.” “为什么,夏姐总是把我当女孩?我喜欢夏姐,真的想和夏姐永远在一起,夏姐。” Mei Xue really must cry, why the first love meets because of the reason failure of this rare and beautiful flowers! 梅雪真的要哭了,为什么初恋会是因为这种奇葩的原因失败啊! Clever...... Mei Xue, do not cry, likes me so much?” Big summer Longji gentle is touching the head of Mei Xue, finally no longer was a moment ago that joking look. “乖……梅雪,不要哭,这么喜欢我吗?”大夏龙姬温柔的抚摸着梅雪的头,终于不再是刚才那种开玩笑的眼神。 Un, likes, most liked, Sister Xia is my first love.” Mei Xue wipes tears, is very earnest, looks she who very much earnestly oneself most like. “嗯,喜欢,最喜欢了,夏姐是我的初恋。”梅雪擦干眼泪,很认真,很认真的看着自己最喜欢的她。 That, I cannot lie. Mei Xue, sorry, I do not have the means very much and you marry.” Big summer Longji raised the head, seems looking at very remotely, very remote place, whole face the compassion. “那么,我也不能撒谎。梅雪,很抱歉啊,我没办法和你结婚的。”大夏龙姬抬起头来,似乎在看着很遥远,很遥远的地方,满脸的怀念之情。 Is because I do look like the girl?” Mei Xue is still trying hard, if so, he can change, she who for oneself like, diligently what matter he can go to do to assume the post. “是因为我长得像女孩子?”梅雪还在努力,如果是这样,他可以去改,为了自己喜欢的她,他可以去努力做到任何事。 So long as her a few words, he will attempt to change all, what price no matter must pay. 只要她的一句话,他就会去尝试着改变一切,不管要付出什么样的代价。 However, big summer Longji below a few words, is that brutal truth, completely crushed the Mei Xue first love. 但是,大夏龙姬的下一句话,也就是那一个残酷的真相,彻底粉碎了梅雪的初恋。 Because, I have married.” “因为,我已经结婚了啊。” High-speed writing first round home station domain name cell phone synchronization reading please visit 高速文字首发本站域名手机同步阅读请访问
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