The old Countess sat to the chairs of some Lynch slightly distances on, she lifted the hand to caress a hair. 老伯爵夫人坐在了离林奇稍微有些距离的椅子上,她抬手抚了一下头发。 Her hair is not chaotic, the above also gem issues cards, seeming like will not think that has anything to be weak, was looks like on the contrary held the youth final tail. 她的头发并不乱,上面还有一个宝石发卡,看起来也并不会觉得有什么幼稚的,反倒是像抓住了青春最后的尾巴。 „My husband's luck not good......”, she uses these words as the opening peacefully, Lynch is listening. “我丈夫的运气不好……”,她用这句话作为开头,林奇安静的听着。 „One time is only gave off heat, we have not cared about his situation, after taking some medicines, the situation of giving off heat was eased, he told us, all will be good.” “只是一次发热,我们都没有太在意他的情况,吃了一些药之后,发热的情况得到了缓解,他告诉我们,一切都会好起来。” „You can imagine, morning time he also told me him to plan that made anything for the children, but on the stupor, he has not supported dead at noon in the evening.” “你能想象得到吗,上午的时候他还告诉我他打算为孩子们做些什么,可紧接着中午就昏迷了,他连晚上都没有撑过去就死了。” The old Countess said that in the time eye of this matter does not have sadly, from the beginning indeed will therefore be possibly painful, or bursts into tears, may with this matter goes pale, finally it looks like in the long and short life an insignificant symbol. 老伯爵夫人说这件事的时候眼睛里已经没有了悲伤,一开始可能的确会因此痛苦,或者流泪,可随着这件事的淡去,最终它就像是漫长又短暂的人生中微不足道的一个符号。 This symbol represented the page in life, it could not represent completely, could not control pleasantly sad. 这个符号只是代表了人生中的这一页,它代表不了全部,主宰不了喜乐悲伤。 „I am sorry, the madame......”, Lynch spoke an idle talk, because he not possible at this time saying that „I am very happy”. “我很抱歉,夫人……”,林奇说了一句废话,因为他不可能在这个时候说“我很高兴”。 The old Countess lifted the hand to prevent Lynch from continue say, she shakes the head, „actually no, I will be sad before, now I have been used to go facing these things.” 老伯爵夫人抬起手阻止林奇继续说下去,她摇了摇头,“其实没什么,以前我会哀伤,现在我已经习惯了去面对这些事情。” „Perhaps some people will think that I am an indifferent woman, but I know, my indifference , because the life makes me have to so.” “也许有人会觉得我是一个冷漠的妇人,可我知道,我的冷漠,是因为生活让我不得不如此。” „After old Count passed away, his younger brother, Younger sister, his younger brother younger sisters' child, is competing for the position of successor.” “老伯爵去世之后,他的弟弟,妹妹,他弟弟妹妹们的孩子,都在争夺继承人的位置。” „He walks such sudden, has not left behind any will, at that time we crossed very difficultly.” “他走得如此的突然,都没有留下任何的遗嘱,当时我们过得很艰难。” The old Countess sighs, „can you understand that feeling?” 老伯爵夫人叹了一口气,“你能明白那种感觉吗？” „He has not given me any power, not to his son any power, but he lets his brothers and sisters is the nephews is even dominating family's each essential place, we simply do not have the odds of success.” “他没有给我任何的权力,没有给他的儿子任何权力,但他让他的兄弟姐妹甚至是侄子们把持着家族的各个关键处,我们根本没有胜算。” „I lead him, exhausted all means that finally was our things to snatch.” “我带着他,用尽了一切的办法,终于把本来就属于我们的东西抢了回来。” „In these days that he grows, he is always very anxious, everyone compared with us, everyone as if there is means to kill us, he lacks a father as the dependence.” “在他成长的这段时间里,他总是很不安,每个人都比我们强,每个人似乎都有办法弄死我们,偏偏他缺少一个父亲作为依靠。” „We walk very difficultly, looked like me to say a moment ago, was good won because of us finally, this was only the place that was worth rejoicing.” “我们走得很艰难,就像是我刚才说的,好在最终我们胜利了,这是唯一值得庆幸的地方。” Speaking of own child, on the face of old Countess is revealing recalling to child grow, to the future expectation. 说到自己的孩子,老伯爵夫人的脸上流露着一种对孩子成长的缅怀,还有一些对未来的憧憬。 She sent one to stay, then apologized to Lynch with a smile, „I was distracted......” 她就这么发了一会呆,然后笑着向林奇道歉,“我走神了……” Lynch unusual gentleman forgave her, „doesn't matter, I can understand.” 林奇非常绅士的原谅了她,“没关系,我能理解。” The old Countess is smiling, „in these years he displays very strongly, sometimes he does not seem like child such, I know that his wish makes me feel a dependence.” 老伯爵夫人笑着,“这些年里他都表现得很坚强,有时候他一点也不像是一个孩子那样,我知道他想要让我感受到一种依靠。” „The person who I can depend upon now only then he, he is forcing himself to become mature, this perhaps looks like in many people are a good deed, he has not brought too many troubles in life work to me.” “我现在能依靠的人只有他了,他在强迫自己变得成熟,这或许在很多人看来是一件好事,他在生活工作方面没有给我带来太多的麻烦。” „But I also know, this is not true he, he seems like good, actually he has serious losing sleep, frequently can fall asleep to liangsan : 00 pm......” “可我也知道,这不是真正的他,他看起来好像挺好的,其实他有很严重的失眠,经常到晚上两三点才能睡着……” Anxious. 焦虑。 Lynch understands immediately reason why the young Count can lose sleep , because anxious. 林奇立刻就明白了小伯爵为什么会失眠的原因,就是因为焦虑。 Through old Countess these simple descriptions, in his heart presented a picture, all family members want being his thing steal away, he no one possibly depends upon, the young people will sometimes would filling confusedly to the future. 通过老伯爵夫人这些简单的描述,他内心中就出现了一个画面,所有的亲人都想要把属于他的东西偷走,他没有人可能依靠,年轻人有时候总会对未来充满迷茫。 Especially in the young people period, the secretion in within the body hormone speeds up, the mood was deepened by the perceptual effect, he will have an anxiety, the fear discarded the thing of persevering suddenly, or was injured. 特别是在青少年时期,体内激素的分泌加快,情绪受感性的影响加深,他会有一种焦虑,害怕突然就丢掉了坚守的东西,或者被人伤害。 This anxiety has continued the present, the psychological change is not so easy to turn around, this point does not seem like such that people often said that so long as were after a period of time good. 这种焦虑一直延续到了现在,心理上的变化并不是那么容易扭转过来的,这一点不像是人们常说的那样,只要过段时间就自己好了。 All perceptions and sensitive people, they are easiest to close on the person in impasse themselves. 所有感性以及敏感的人,他们都是最容易把自己逼进死胡同的人。 When a person lies on the bed is controlled in the evening by the anxious mood, the brain thinks how is own family member must harm itself, oneself must how protect and mother, industry that the father keeps. 当一个人晚上躺在床上被焦虑的情绪所支配,满脑子想的都是自己的亲人要怎么来害自己,自己要怎么保护好自己以及母亲,还有父亲留下来的产业。 He simply does not have the means to slow down oneself mood and nerve, entered by oneself to the rest condition in normally! 他根本没有办法放缓自己的情绪和神经,让自己正常的进入到休息状态中！ Lynch had also had such experience, he was grasped later not like some people said that the whole person relaxed from the tight condition, he was instead more anxious. 曾经林奇也有过这样的体验,他被抓之后没有像一些人说的那样,整个人都从紧绷的状态中放松了下来,他反而更加的紧张了。 These can say this words person, often their issue comparison sole, even is it can be said that pure, for example such 1-2 issues, but also was grasped. 那些能说出这种话的人,往往他们身上的问题都比较的单一,甚至可以说是单纯,比如说就那么1-2问题,还都被掌握了。 Even the detail that the official has is more careful than them, after they were grasped , can indeed relax. 甚至官方掌握到的细节比他们自己都更加细致,他们被抓后的确可以放松下来了。 Secret that but Lynch has knowledge, also far more than several dozens, he will have pried open his mouth in the tense these people with what means that he is also all night losing sleep, is hard to go to sleep, falls the hair, the urine yellow. 可林奇掌握的秘密,又何止几个几十个,他一直在紧张那些人会用什么办法撬开他的嘴,他也是彻夜的失眠,难以入睡,掉头发,尿黄。 But he thought through afterward, could not go out in any case for a lifetime, why also to make things difficult for itself? 可后来他想通了,反正一辈子都出不去了,又何必为难自己？ Grasped confession, without grasped treats negatively, kills me greatly. 被掌握的交代了,没有被掌握的就消极对待,了不起弄死我。 Facts showed that no one dares to do, indeed some people will be considering must eliminate a potential informant appropriately, but considers to be defeated by some chance the price, eventually this idea gave up. 事实证明没有人敢那么做,的确会有些人考虑着是不是要灭口更合适一点,不过一考虑到万一失败了的代价,最终这种想法还是放弃了。 Conversely, Lynch in moistening that very in the small room lives, outside these people give his bankcard to take up a collection regularly and ensure he can enjoy best all in inside. 相反的,林奇在小房间里生活的很滋润,外面的那些人隔三差五的给他的银行卡打钱,确保他在里面能够享受到最好的一切。 Except that cannot go out casually, cannot contact with beside others on own initiative, in inside, in outside no difference. 除了不能随便的出去,不能主动联系别人之外,在里面,和在外面没什么区别。 After his clothes sew on that number, his whole person thorough relaxed, even is dissolute. 在他的衣服缝制上那个号码后,他整个人彻底的放松了,甚至是放肆。 He is regarded as a further education inside life, a learn/study, one type for self- sublimation necessary way. 他把里面的生活当做是一种进修,一种学习,一种为了自我升华必要的途径。 Thinks that past these things, on the Lynch face revealed some smile, a coming talent clear smile, some people be called as to free and easy this smile. 想到过去的那些事情,林奇脸上流露出了一些笑容,一种只有过来人才明白的笑容,有些人把这种笑容称作为洒脱。 The old Countess is not quite clear, she felt the atmosphere in room becomes relaxed. 老伯爵夫人不太明白,她只是感受到房间里的气氛变得轻松了一些。 She does not know that in the time of such flash, Lynch thought of so many things. 她更不知道就在这么一瞬间的工夫里,林奇想到了那么多的东西。 She continued, „these days, was he rested the best time, about 11 : 00 pm, he punctual going to sleep, moreover turns off a light to go to sleep.” 她继续说着,“这一段时间,是他休息最好的时候,每天晚上十一点左右,他就会准时的入睡,而且还是关着灯入睡。” „I very long have not seen him to show the light smile in the sleep the appearance, looked like him in childhood, probably baby such.” “我已经很久没有看见他在睡梦中露出淡淡笑容的模样了,就像是他小时候,像是婴儿那样。” „Not terrified, not anxious, not sad, light smile.” “没有惶恐,没有不安,没有忧愁,只有淡淡的笑容。” „This because of you, Mr. Lynch.” “这都是因为你,林奇先生。” The old Countess looks at Lynch, „he worshipped you very much, he always says that you will solve some problems, he also trusted you very much.” 老伯爵夫人看着林奇,“他很崇拜你了,他总是说你会解决一些问题,他也很信任你。” She looks at Lynch, in the brain is thinking is actually the words that a privy council big aristocrat spoke. 她看着林奇,脑子里想着的却是枢密院一名大贵族说的话。 That old person and her grandfather are friends, two relations are also quite near, recently she went to the privy council time, this old aristocrat and she chats. 那位老人和她的爷爷是朋友,两家的关系也比较近,最近她去枢密院的时候,这位老贵族和她聊了聊。 The main target who they chatted was Lynch, in the mouth of old aristocrat, Lynch was a very special person, before others have not discovered, he has grasped an aristocrat strength unexpectedly. 他们聊的主要对象就是林奇,在老贵族的口中,林奇是一个很特别的人,在别人都没有发现之前,他居然就已经掌握住了一支贵族力量。 And, has the young Count. 其中,就有小伯爵。 The old Countess regarding is too near, will affect the situation of later title being afraid the young Count and Lynch depending- the hereditary rank of nobility unusual difficulty of non- hereditary nobility, needs the emperor graciousness to seal. 老伯爵夫人谈起害怕小伯爵和林奇靠的太近,会影响到以后爵位的情况-非世袭贵族的袭爵非常的困难,需要皇帝恩封。 If they and emperor's relations are undertightened, that can only count on the privy council. 如果他们和皇帝的关系不够紧密,那就只能指望枢密院了。 She was afraid the young Count to be loathed by the emperor, causing this title to terminate to his generation. 她害怕小伯爵会被皇帝所厌恶,导致这个爵位到他这一代就终止了。 However the old aristocrat gave an old Countess another mentality, later the hereditary rank of nobility issue of non- hereditary nobility will be getting more and more difficult, why doesn't attempt to jump? 不过老贵族给了老伯爵夫人另外一种思路,以后非世袭贵族的袭爵问题会越来越困难,那么为什么不尝试着跳出去？ The federal present development is getting better and better, is not that federation in people's mind, even the Frat's invincible navy lost to them. 联邦现在的发展越来越好,已经远不是人们印象中的那个联邦了,连盖弗拉的无敌海军都败给了他们。 If later does not have the possibility that the graciousness seals, going to the federation is a very good choice. 如果以后不具备恩封的可能,去联邦是一个非常不错的选择。 Wealth enough whole family who they grasp is living very wealthy life in the federation, is easier-to-use than the right in that place money. 他们掌握的财富足够一家人在联邦过着非常富裕的生活,在那个地方金钱比权利好用。 Even does not plan the federation, by Lynch and Princess Jenie relations, if there are royal family members to be willing for them to ask for leniency, at least has the greatly possible title also to pass on one generation. 即便不打算去联邦,以林奇和杰妮娅公主的关系,如果有皇室成员愿意为他们说情,至少有很大可能爵位还能传一代。 Therefore which choice tends, maintains good relations with Lynch is the optimizations. 所以无论是趋于哪种选择,和林奇保持一个不错的关系都是最佳选择。 „In any event, later he can be your firm supporter, simultaneously I must thank these changes that you bring about......” “无论如何,以后他都会是你坚定的支持者,同时我也要感谢你带来的这些变化……” The old Countess was saying stood, arrived at the Lynch front, „you are very young, is very great, thing that your possibly experience many things, some I do not know, but I believe, has one thing, you have not definitely seen!” 老伯爵夫人说着站了起来,走到了林奇的面前,“你很年轻,也很了不起,你可能见识过很多的东西,一些我都不知道的东西,但是我相信,有一样东西,你肯定没见过！” ...... …… When the young Count arrives at race car salon the facial expression is somewhat absent-minded, others shouted he several he has not heard, until touching his arm, he responded. 小伯爵来到赛车沙龙时神情有些恍惚,别人喊了他好几句他都没有听见,直到碰了碰他的胳膊,他才反应过来。 Regarding the aristocrats, „having an affair” is a very interesting game, „having an affair” and „offtracking” sometimes is the complete two concepts. 对于贵族们来说,“偷情”是一种很有意思的游戏,“偷情”和“出轨”在某些时候是完全的两种概念。 Little Count his indistinct awareness his mother must make anything, he should hate Lynch to be right very much, but bewildered he not such hatred Lynch. 小伯爵他隐隐约约的知道他的母亲要做什么,他本来应该很痛恨林奇才对,可莫名其妙的他并没有那么的痛恨林奇。 On the one hand after Lynch helps he solved his inherit title, issue until now, money enough he who the issue that underfunded, he gains now operates all, and starts self-sufficiently. 一方面林奇帮他解决了他继承爵位之后一直以来的问题,资金不足的问题,现在他赚到的钱足够他把一切都经营起来,并且开始自给自足。 Next, the Lynch ability, that bearing also makes him believe that he worships Lynch very much, worships Lynch from various aspects. 其次,林奇的能力,那种气度也让他心折,他很崇拜林奇,从各方面崇拜林奇。 Lynch has been able to handle many big things time, he seems like child such, this makes him feel a little feels inferior at the same time, the unusual faith is actually worshipping Lynch. 林奇已经能够做很多大事情的时候,他还像是一个孩子那样,这让他觉得有点自卑的同时,非常的信赖却崇拜着林奇。 This are not related, isn't this tradition of aristocrat? 这样没关系的,这不是贵族的传统吗？ He told himself, wiped some unemotional illness. 他这么告诉自己,抹平心中些许的不适。