Took the opportunity to want Lynch to relieve or relieve the part with the way of small thesis regarding Nell once colleague their loan this matter, Lynch was not dislikes specially. 对于内尔曾经的同事借机用小作文的方式想要林奇免掉或者免掉部分他们的贷款这件事,林奇并不是特别地反感。 Seeking any can be called is the opportunity opportunity, gains the benefit for oneself, this is not a disgraced matter. 寻找任何能够称得上是机会的机会,为自己争取利益,这不是一件丢人的事情。 However as the Nell son, he does not like the approaches of these people. 但是作为内尔的儿子,他并不喜欢这些人的做法。 In his entire process has not taken a stand, Serra as if not these things that like these people saying, has not taken a stand. 他整个过程中都没有表态,塞拉似乎也不喜欢这些人说的那些东西,也没有表态。 Read out the small thesis co-worker complexion gradual was somewhat ugly, he then looked at pictures and some relics in coffin, finally numerous sighing. 宣读小作文的工友脸色逐渐的有些难看了,他回头看了一眼棺材里的相片和一些遗物,最终重重的叹了一口气。 This is he this morning in all performance, only most real performance. 这是他今天上午所有表现中,唯一一个最真实的表现。 In the sigh was full of the mood, but does not know this sigh because of the Nell death, because Lynch does not have Kang indignantly reduces their loans and interest. 叹息里充满了浓浓的情绪,只是不知道这声叹息是因为内尔的死,还是因为林奇没有康慨的减免他们的贷款和利息。 What the co-workers represent is a good friend, is a family member, what coming up is the Nell uncle. 工友代表的是挚友,然后是亲人,上去的是内尔的叔叔。 Nell and his father, is the Lynch grandfather relates is not very good, two people many years had not related, because afterward he disease passed away, this also basically cut off Aunt Nell uncle between the relation. 内尔和他的父亲,也就是林奇的爷爷关系不是很好,两人很多年都没有联系了,后来他因为疾病去世了,这也基本上掐断了内尔叔叔婶婶们之间的联系。 This Nell uncle represents the family member, started the small thesis of rich facial expression. 这次内尔的叔叔代表亲人,开始了富有神情的小作文。 „...... I remember especially, at that time Nell was very small, he rides on my neck, I asked him, what person in the future will want to be.” “……我尤记得,那个时候内尔还很小,他骑在我的脖子上,我问他,将来想要做什么样的人。” „He told, he wanted to make one to this society, person who had the contribution to this country.” “他告诉,他想要做一个对这个社会,对这个国家有贡献的人。” „He achieved!” “他做到了！” „He provided many jobs for the federation, making many families have the income to survive.” “他为联邦提供了很多的工作岗位,让很多的家庭有收入生存下去。” „He also donates money to make the charity, helped many people......” “他还捐款做慈善,也帮助了很多人……” „Time always such quick, I to the present as if still remember that in childhood he told me, he must buy a car(riage) for me in the future, making me bring at the scene in big house......” “时间总是这么的快,我到现在彷佛还记得小时候他告诉我,他将来要给我买一辆车,让我搬进大房子的场面……” This was Grandpa Lynch old person to stop at this point according to the truth, he looked up Lynch, Lynch looked to other places. 这位按道理来说属于林奇爷爷的老人说到这里停顿了一下,他抬头看了一眼林奇,林奇看向了其他地方。 The old person a lower jaw, somewhat complained at heart, such obvious suggestion can't listen? 老人得吧了一下嘴,心里有些埋怨,这么明显的暗示都听不出来吗？ So was rich, unexpectedly this thing does not even give up. 都这么有钱了,居然连这点东西都舍不得。 In this old uncle's eyes, this time Lynch should stand to express that will complete some desires that he has not completed for own father. 在这位老叔叔的眼里,此时的林奇应该站起来表示会为自己的父亲完成他没有完成的一些愿望。 But Lynch does not have the slight expression, this makes everyone somewhat disappointed. 可林奇却没有丝毫的表示,这使得所有人都有些失望。 They realized, wants from drawing support from Nell funeral matter makes some advantage from Nell, taking some advantages seems not that easy matter. 他们意识到,想要从借助内尔葬礼这件事从内尔家弄一些好处,占一些便宜似乎并不是那么容易的事情。 Then is Serra, Serra does not have any says, said very much simply several got down. 接下来是塞拉,塞拉没有什么太好说的,很简单的说了几句就下来了。 She seems like some mood issues, people also forgave very much. 她看上去情绪有些问题,人们也很体谅。 Arrived finally, was one's turn Lynch. 到最后,轮到林奇了。 Anybody can not say, as the Nell only child, Lynch must say anything. 任何人都可以不说,作为内尔唯一的孩子,林奇必须说点什么。 This is in the federal society the miniature of family samsara, the separate as well as leaving the world of previous generation of family member child and family, all is a samsara. 这是联邦社会中家庭轮回的缩影,孩子和家庭的割裂以及上一代家庭成员的离世,一切都是一个轮回。 They lead you to come, you deliver them to walk! 他们带你来,你送他们走！ Lynch stood before the small teacher's desk, sighs. 林奇站在了小讲桌前,叹了一口气。 „Nell is not a good father.” “内尔不是一个好父亲。” The Lynch first few words, surprise people somewhat, most people will speak some words of pleasant to hear at this time. 林奇的第一句话,就让人们有些意外,大多数人们在这个时候都会说一些好听话。 But if you really believed that then the federation should not have the crime and social class. 但如果你真的信了,那么联邦就不应该存在犯罪和阶级。 Said the person of truth truthfully, eventually was a few, no matter who, at this time some surprise looks at Lynch. 只是如实说出真话的人,终究是少数,不管是谁,此时都有些诧异的看着林奇。 Some person of low voice drop gu „the conduct of empty boasting”, some people are listening earnestly. 有人小声的滴咕着“浮夸的做派”,也有人认真的听着。 Lynch does not place in the eye regarding people's response, he looked at Serra, later the glass window of vision above triangle by the church front door, looked to out of the window. 林奇对于人们的反应丝毫不放在眼中,他看了一眼塞拉,随后目光透过教堂大门上方三角形的玻璃窗,看向了窗外。 „Nell is not a good father.” “内尔不是一个好父亲。” „He has not given me any in the warmth that in my development process needs.” “他并没有给我任何在我成长过程中需要的温暖。” „He goes to the striptease club with his these co-workers frequently, not much money, wasted on woman, in the beer and these can only look.” “他经常和他的那些工友们一起去脱衣舞俱乐部,把本来就不多的钱,浪费在啤酒和那些只能看的女人身上。” „He does not have very high culture, no means give me anything to suggest or a better help in learn/study, he will only make various noises to disturb my learn/study crudely.” “他没有很高的文化,没办法在学习方面给予我什么建议或者更好的帮助,他只会粗暴的制造各种噪音来干扰我的学习。” „He is not a good husband, he always does not care about the Serra mood, does not care about Serra.” “他也不是一个好丈夫,他从来都不关心塞拉的情绪,也不在乎塞拉。” „He only cares about himself, and television program will broadcast normally.” “他只在乎自己,以及电视节目是不是会正常的播放。” „He is not a competent father, is not a competent husband, but he is Nell.” “他不是一个称职的父亲,也不是一个称职的丈夫,但他是内尔。” „We do not have the means to deny that he is my father, like us cannot deny that he at least once was the Serra husband.” “我们没办法否认他是我的父亲,就像我们不能否认他至少曾经是塞拉的丈夫。” „He died, even the corpse could not find, he stays behind, making us like, or makes us not like, ended to this.” “他死了,甚至连尸体都找不到,他所留下的,让我们喜欢的,或者让我们不喜欢的,都到此终结了。” „Will not have second Nell to appear in our life again, in our life also only has Nell forever.” “不会再有第二个内尔出现在我们的生活中,我们的生活里也永远只有一个内尔。” „Good, is bad, is he.” “无论是好的,还是坏的,都是他。” Lynch also sighs, he swung under one slightly, „before soon, he is trying to change all these, what a pity the God has not given him the opportunity, and makes his early went to the heaven.” 林奇又叹了一口气,他微微摇了一下头,“不久之前他正在试图改变这一切,可惜天主没有给他机会,并且让他早早的去了天国。” „He walked, the life must continue, I believe that he leaves our sadness not to continue is too long, but this, is the life.” “他走了,生活还要继续,我相信他留给我们的悲伤并不会持续太久,而这,也是人生。” „Was full of the sentiment, callous peaceful desert.” “充满了感情,又冷酷澹漠。” „I thanked Mr. Nell to bring this world me, thanked him for all that we made, regardless of he was right, was wrong.” “我感谢内尔先生将我带来这个世界,也感谢他为我们所做的一切,无论他是对的,还是错的。” „Good, is bad, I thank him to exist in my life!” “好的,还是坏的,我都感激他在我的生命中存在过！” Everyone does not know how to appraise this small thesis, if you said its insufficient affection, but you listened to Lynch to say these complained when Nell, you can feel that strong mood. 每个人都不知道如何去评价这段小作文,如果你说它不够深情,可你听着林奇说着那些埋怨内尔的话时,你能够感受到那种强烈的情绪。 But if you must say that its unusual affection, obviously...... he excessively has not given the Nell anything positive/direct appraisal. 可如果你要说它非常的深情,显然……他并没有过多地给内尔什么正面的评价。 This is a very contradictory mourning article, has enough sentiment, but does not yearn, perhaps this like such that Lynch finally said that this lived, this was the life. 这是一段很矛盾的悼文,有足够的感情,但不留恋,也许这就像林奇最后说的那样,这就是生活,这就是人生。 People will perhaps have the sadness, but sad will be flushed eventually peacefully by the time. 人们也许会有悲伤,但悲伤终究会被时间冲澹。 You are impossible remembers in your life have someone, is impossible to make someone eternal. 你不可能记住你生命中存在过的某一个人,也不可能让某一个人永恒。 People are always avoiding the death, looks like us also living person, we always think that the death and we were very remote, thus made us neglect a fact. 人们总是在回避死亡,就像是我们还活着的人,我们总认为死亡和我们很遥远,从而让我们忽略了一个事实。 We are going to go to face the death finally, the trace that our lives, the soul, we have, will move toward the end point in our life that moment, this belongs to does not have. 我们终将要去面对死亡,我们的生命,灵魂,我们存在的痕迹,都会在我们生命走向终点的那一刻,这地归于无。 No one can long-term remembers us, we will become the past, this word was summarized by „history”. 没有人能够长远的记得我们,我们将会成为过去,被“历史”这个词所概括。 In there, we are not the person, we are only a punctuation. 在那里,我们不是人,我们只是一个标点。 Lynch walks from the stage, the pastor replaced his work, brought the coffin to go to the burying place with everyone. 林奇从台上走下来,牧师接替了他的工作,和大家一起带着棺材来到了下葬的地方。 The Nell tomb chose a very good place, to southeast, and has a big tree by his tombstone. 内尔的墓地选了一个非常好的地方,面向东南,并且在他的墓碑旁边就有一棵大树。 The big tree can cover the sunlight, but around this only then this tree. 大树能够遮挡住阳光,而这周围只有这一棵树。 Therefore surrounding sod growth very good, you can see their vigorous vitalities, in addition the illumination of sunlight, here other places good are too more than! 所以周围的草皮生长的非常的好,你能够看见它们蓬勃的生命力,加上阳光的照射,这里比其他地方好的太多！ Naturally its expense is also very high, 100 years of expense is 18,000, but the expense of permanent property rights needs 30,000. 当然它的费用也是非常高的,一百年的费用为一万八千块,而永久产权的费用则需要三万块。 Here every year management fee slightly is also high, needs 199 nine, according to the management company, they can the regular replacement sod, as well as bestow the fresh flower. 这里每年的管理费也稍微高一点,需要一百九十九块九,据管理公司说,他们会定期的更换草皮,以及赠送鲜花。 Lynch does not lack this money, gave directly for 100 years. 林奇不缺这点钱,直接给了一百年的。 Like the permanent personal tomb, later can also bury others, if Serra and Nell have not divorced, after she dies, will be buried here. 像这样的永久性私人墓地,以后也可以埋葬其他人,如果塞拉和内尔没有离婚的话,她死后也会被埋葬在这里。 However now looks like, will she possibly bury in the next door? 不过现在看来,她可能会埋葬在隔壁？ Other where. 或者其他什么地方。 Without the coffin of Nell corpse admitted in the earth pit, people offer fresh flower and final blessing in the hand, this is very funny. 没有内尔尸体的棺材就这么的放进了土坑里,人们送上自己手中的鲜花和最后的祝福,这很滑稽。 Because of Nell not in inside. 因为内尔不在里面。 As the pastor chanted reads aloud the scrip­tures to finish, the funeral also ended. 随着牧师咏诵经文结束,葬礼也结束了。 Looks is levelled, has laid turf is only left over the tombstone and engraved inscription „Nell”, Lynch sighs again. 看着被填平,已经重新铺上草皮只剩下墓碑和铭文的“内尔”,林奇再次叹了一口气。 He and Serra leaves together, Serra mood some are not right, Lynch somewhat is worried about her. 他和塞拉一起离开的,塞拉的情绪有些不对,林奇有些担心她。 On the road, Serra asked a Lynch question. 在回去的路上,塞拉问了林奇一个问题。 „Some day I will also die, right?” “有一天我也会死,对吗？” She is very panic-stricken. 她很惊恐。 Lynch can see. 林奇看得出。 But how did this issue...... say? 但这个问题……怎么说呢？ No life body can escape the end of death, this perhaps is an intelligent lifeform most pitiful place. 没有任何生命体能够逃过死亡的终结,这或许就是智慧生物最可悲的一个地方。 The wisdom gave us the deep love to the life, making us have self- , and independent personality, gives the abilities and various mood that we pondered. 智慧给予了我们对生命的热爱,让我们拥有自我且独立的人格,赋予了我们思考的能力和各种情绪。 Then it must eliminate all that we have. 然后它又要剥夺我们所拥有的一切。 Perhaps this why in the eternal life these wealthy men will study the immortal means crazily, everyone died frightened, dreads the death. 这或许就是为什么永生里那些富翁们会疯狂的研究永生的办法,每个人都恐惧死亡,畏惧死亡。 He nods, „on the day , we have.” 他点了点头,“是的,我们都有这一天。” Serra is shaking the hand of Lynch, makes an effort very much, „I hope that it will never come......” 塞拉握着林奇的手,很用力,“我希望它永远都不会来……” The Nell funeral as well as have not created what ripples between the co-worker and family member, because of premature branch family, that side the family member also no one can inherit the Nell heritage. 内尔的葬礼以及在工友和亲人之间并没有造成什么涟漪,因为过早的分家,亲人那边也没有什么人能够继承内尔的遗产。 Naturally Nell in fact does not have too many heritages, because his company in name is Lynch, or is Lynch has indirectly. 当然内尔实际上也没有太多的遗产,因为他的公司名义上都是林奇的,或者是林奇间接持有的。 He the president who was elected by the company, the performer, the agent. 他只是被公司选出来的总裁,执行者,代理人。 This very good avoided the Lynch property bewilderedly becomes that stepmother and his younger brother younger sister's property, naturally, Nell is not completely anything does not have. 这样很好的避免了林奇的财产莫名其妙的成为了那个继母和他弟弟妹妹的财产,当然,内尔也不是完全什么都没有。 They in the Sabine City old house also, about several hundred thousand bank deposits, Nagaliel some real estate, three automobiles, with a Shell and some stocks. 他们在塞宾市的老房子还在,大约几十万的银行存款,纳加利尔的一些不动产,三辆汽车,和一家空壳公司和一些股票。 Truly valuable, possibly was these stocks. 真正值钱的,可能就是那些股票了。 Approximately can value several million, this is Nell can be called „wealth” only the thing. 大约能够值个几百万,这是内尔唯一能够称得上“财富”的东西。 It will be inherited by Lynch that two younger brother younger sisters, Kang Na that woman inherited the house and cash. 它将会被林奇那两个弟弟妹妹继承,康娜那个女人则继承了房子和现金。 By this time, a living person, looks like by rubber such from the life of people, in the life wiped crudely. 到此时,一个活生生的人,就像是被一块橡皮那样从人们的生活里,生命中粗暴的擦去了。 This is very cruel, is who is actually not able to avoid. 这很残忍,却是谁都无法躲避的。 This is the life of person, all that as well as everyone must experience. 这就是人的一生,以及每个人都要经历的一切。 Our family members will die finally, we will also die, no one is able to change! 我们的亲人终将死去,我们自己也会死去,谁都无法改变！