Stands before the bamboo grove, waits on moon/month to look at Tang tribulation, a complexion paleness. 站在竹林前,侍月看着唐劫,脸色一片惨白。 Deeply looked at his one eyes, she turns head to walk. 深深地看了他一眼,她扭头就走。 „Waits on moon/month!” Tang Jiezhui, held her: „Did you see?” “侍月！”唐劫追了上去,一把抓住她:“你都看见了？” Was held by Tang tribulation, waits on moon/month to fling an arm ruthlessly: „I to am hope that my anything has not seen. Has not really thought that...... Tang tribulation, your line, ganged up unexpectedly including four young ladies!” 被唐劫抓住,侍月狠狠甩了一下手臂:“我到是希望我什么都没看见。真没想到……唐劫,你行,竟然连四小姐都勾搭上了！” Tang tribulation smiles bitterly: „Matter is not such that you think, between I and four young ladies no.” 唐劫苦笑:“事情不是你想的那样,我和四小姐之间没什么的。” „It‘s nothing? I see with one's own eyes her to come out from the bamboo grove, the sunset glow, you also dare saying that what wear a look of you haven't made to her?” Waited on moon/month almost to cry: „Is I is too eventually naive, thinks that you are the person who may depend upon...... no wonder you to my not false color, originally you have tall branch!” “没什么？我亲眼看到她从竹林出来,面带红霞,你还敢说你没对她做什么？”侍月几乎要哭了:“终究是我太天真,以为你是个可依靠的人……怪不得你对我不假颜色,原来你心里还有高枝呢！” Helpless Tang tribulation said: „Your this also why, it spoke the truth, the elder sister liked also not necessarily was I?” 唐劫无奈道:“你这又何必,其实说起来,姐姐喜欢的也未必是我吧？” Waits on moon/month to be startled: „Your this saying what meaning?” 侍月一怔:“你这话什么意思？” „Some matters, I do not want to say too clearly, but you know me to know, everyone knows this.” “有些事,我不想说得太明白,但是你知我知,大家皆知。” Waits on moon/month only to think that receives the greatest humiliation: „You thought that I regard as important you possibly to become the servant study, therefore deliberately flatters you? Therefore do you look down upon me?” 侍月只觉得受到莫大屈辱:“你觉得我是看重你可能成为仆学,所以刻意讨好你？所以你看不起我？” Tang tribulation does not reply. 唐劫却不回答了。 Some matters, each other understand on the line, does not need to say too thoroughly. 有些事,彼此明白就行,不需要说得太透彻。 What a pity, he does not want to explain, waiting on moon/month is unwilling. 可惜,他不想说明白,侍月却不甘心。 She looks at Tang to rob on the way: „Yes, I acknowledged that from the beginning is good to you, indeed appreciates you to be related with the wife, I did not deny that I have the selfishness. But we as the maidservant, considered that for ourselves what was wrong? Although I attempt you to be promising, but also really feels you to be good, should be person that may depend upon, therefore wholeheartedly to you, but you to good......” 她看着唐劫道:“是,我承认一开始对你好,的确和太太欣赏你有关,我不否认我有私心。可是我们身为丫鬟的,为自己考虑有什么错了？我虽然图你有前途,可也是真觉得你人不错,应该是个可依靠的人儿,所以才一心对你,可你到好……” She was saying was saying then starts to sob. 她说着说着便开始呜咽起来。 Tang tribulation sighed: „I have not looked down upon you because of your goal.” 唐劫叹了口气:“我从来没有因为你的目的而看不起你。” Waited on moon/month to be startled slightly: „Does your saying take seriously?” 侍月微微怔了一下:“你这话当真？” „Takes seriously.” Tang tribulation replied: „Everyone some powers considered for oneself future, I have not thought you do had what is wrong. In my hometown, has such a few words, called the man of skill, did not fear the woman material, only feared the woman non- material. As the woman, is not easy in this world life, no matter holds what goal to be close, so long as pays, naturally should also have the harvest, therefore I never think that such woman has what issue, does not exist to look down upon.” “当真。”唐劫回答:“每个人都有权力为自己的前程考虑,我从来没认为你做的有什么错了。在我的家乡,有这么一句话,叫有本事的男人,不怕女人物质,只怕女人不物质。身为女人,在这世界生活不容易,不管抱着什么目的去接近,只要有付出,就自然也该有收获,所以我从未认为这样的女人有什么问题,更不存在看不起。” As from the present world Tang tribulation who arrives at this world, regarding materializing of woman already non-inductive, in his eyes, the woman of so-called non- material does not exist, light or heavy difference. 作为从现世来到这世界的唐劫,对于女人的物质化早已无感,在他眼里,所谓的不物质的女人根本不存在,只有轻或重的差别。 Does the man being greedy for money high interest, why make the woman aloof? 男人自己都贪财重利,凭什么就让女人超然物外？ Waits on moon/month to have a chart to him, but also has a chart like him to Wei Residence, gains the benefit for oneself, has not actually injured someone, instead before then has massive payouts and help, therefore does not need to be accused. 侍月对他有所图,但就象他对卫府也有所图一样,都是为了自己而争取利益,却并未害人,反而在此之前有大量的付出与帮助,因此无需被指责。 Also because just indeed thinks that like this, therefore Tang tribulation also said that said perfectly justified, said righteously, heard to wait on moon/month is also startled. 也正因为的确是这样想的,所以唐劫也就这么说出来,说得天经地义,说得理直气壮,听得侍月也为之怔住。 She cannot bear ask finally: „You why from paying no attention to me?” 她终于忍不住问:“那你为什么从不理我？” „Because you want is not I.” Tang tribulation replied: „Elder sister to my good, I records, if in the future I immortal cultivation, must not forget the elder sister obligation, gives the generous reward, but this does not need to include me, after all that is not your pursue.” “因为你想要的不是我。”唐劫回答:“姐姐对我的好,我都记着,将来我若修仙有成,必不忘姐姐大恩,予以厚报,但这不必包括我这个人,毕竟那本也不是你的追求。” The women want to return, this had nothing. 女人想要回报,这原本没什么。 What since wants is the material, that then returned the material to be good, why can add on the marriage again? 但是既然想要的是物质,那便回报物质好了,何必非要再加上婚姻？ In Tang Jieyan, the woman wants the material is not wrong, what is wrong is must in this above adds on the love by the head, with couple's name, the book by the restraint of contract, seemingly has no time chastely, actually shows the world, demonstrates the sentiment, extremely view, pays few, but wants to obtain the endless return. 在唐劫眼里,女人想要物质不是错,错的是非要在这上面加上爱情的由头,冠以夫妻的名义,书以契约的约束,看起来纯洁无暇,其实不过是彰显世人,显示情操,更极端些的说法,就是少量付出而想得到无尽回报。 This is Tang tribulation unacceptable. 这是唐劫所不能接受的。 What waits on want moon/month will be the Tang tribulation future return, in view of this, that then gave her to return. 侍月想要的是唐劫未来的回报,既如此,那便给她回报好了。 As for pledging yourself, justifiable is spirit Madame master? Ok. 至于以身相许,名正言顺的做灵师夫人？还是算了吧。 Therefore waits on moon/month the mistake does not lie in she wants anything, 因此侍月的错不在于她想要什么, But lies in she wants is too many. Tang tribulation does not have the love cleanliness/mysophobia, but if a woman does not love him, oneself also have not made him to neglect this issue the talent, that do not blame to select food. 而在于她想要的太多。唐劫没有爱情洁癖,但如果一个女人本身就不爱他,自身又没有令他可以忽略这一问题的才华,那也就别怪自己挑食了。 Hears Tang tribulation speech, waits on moon/month to look at Tang tribulation. 听到唐劫的说话,侍月怔怔地看着唐劫。 Some little time, she said: „You said how could it not be to become me to harbor ulterior motives? I to you , is not......” „I know.” Tang tribulation breaks her: „I know elder sister's intention, but the elder sister engages in introspection, if, I were one day announced there is no possibly becomes the servant study, the elder sister to so to be good to me? May also the life expect that sends in my body?” 好一会儿,她说:“你这么说,岂不成了我别有用心？我对你,也不全是……”“我知道。”唐劫打断她:“我知道姐姐的心意,可姐姐扪心自问,如果有一天,我被宣布没有任何可能成为仆学,姐姐可还会对我如此好？可还会将一生期望寄于我身？” Sentiment? Naturally has. 情？当然有。 What a pity the sentiment is not an absolute value, or does not have either does not have, it often doped various factors, perhaps the truly pure busy love, can only seek in the dream. 可惜情不是一个绝对值,不是要么有要么没有,它往往掺杂了各种因素,真正纯洁无暇的爱情,或许只能在梦中寻求。 The plan by the woman who own body binds some man, even if no sentiment, should still urge itself to feel emotion to the opposite party. 打算以自己的身体绑住某个男人的女人,就算是没有情,也会劝自己对对方有情的。 Tang Jieren grows is charming, will cultivate the behavior, must deceive itself to love the opposite party, but also is really not the difficult matter, therefore waited on moon/month to say oneself liked him, the sentiment was not perhaps false, matter actually not necessarily was real. 唐劫人长得还算帅气,又会做人,要骗自己爱对方,还真不是什么难事,因此侍月说自己喜欢他,感情或许不假,事情却未必是真。 Or this likes, likes merely, can like him, can like others' liking. 或者说这喜欢,也仅仅是喜欢,可以喜欢他,也可以喜欢别人的喜欢。 She can deceive itself eventually, actually cannot deceive others. 她终究只是能骗过自己,却骗不过别人。 Tang tribulation reply lets wait on moon/month to be speechless, at that moment she discovered that she really cannot reply this issue, the mood is also low. 唐劫的回答让侍月无言,那一刻她发现自己真的回答不了这个问题,心情也随之低落。 Looks at her beautiful face dreary appearance, Tang tribulation sighed: „My heart in the main road, indeed has no intention to four young ladies, this matter is only a misunderstanding, as for waiting on moon/month elder sister, I also only said that was sorry. However such as I said that in the future had the day, I must not dare to be ungrateful to the elder sister!” 看着她花容惨淡的样子,唐劫叹了口气:“我心在大道,的确对四小姐无意,这件事只是个误会,至于侍月姐姐,我也只说一声抱歉。但是如我所言,将来有成之日,我对姐姐必不敢忘恩！” Saying, him has been turning toward the rear area to retreat. 说着,他已向着后方退去。 Visits him to leave crazily, waits on moon/month suddenly to feel that regretted. 痴痴地看着他离开,侍月突然觉得好后悔。 Perhaps she should tell Tang tribulation a moment ago righteously, I can achieve, what situation regardless of your, I will follow you to endure hardship old. 也许在刚才她应该理直气壮的告诉唐劫,我能做到,无论你什么样的情况,我都会跟着你吃苦到老。 However she hesitated eventually. 然而她终究是犹豫了。 The hesitation of flash, what missed is eternal. 一刹那的犹豫,错过的是永恒。 At that moment, waits on moon/month to weep copiously. 那一刻,侍月泪如雨下。 ------- ------— Three days later, health/guard butterfly leaves Wei Residence, went to Yanzhou Unfeeling Academy. 三天后,卫蝶离开卫府,去了兖州绝情书院。 Just before leaving the vanguard butterfly hugged mother to cry loudly, performed a loathing to part picture, at that time no one noticed in the corner/horn of seeing-off group, an obscure young male servant stood there. 临行前卫蝶抱着母亲大哭一场,上演了一出依依惜别的画面,那个时候没有人注意到在送行队伍的一角,一个默默无名的小厮就站在那里。 He looks at health/guard butterfly, has glanced until that look by chance, in two individual hearts then trembles. 他看着卫蝶,直到那偶而的眼神瞟过,两个人心中便同是微颤。 Qin was in charge also the big feeling to comfort, in the evening draws Tang tribulation to drink together, is stewed to the gills, cried out such as the son in dream, such as son...... 秦管事对此也大感宽慰,当晚拉着唐劫一起喝酒,大醉一场,在梦里叫起了如儿,如儿…… Delivered Qin manager to go home, Tang tribulation then returned to the room. 送了秦管事回家,唐劫这才回到自己屋中。 In the heart somewhat is also disconsolate, actually does not know that should say anything are good, lies on the bed, he eye, could not be falling asleep. 心中亦有些惆怅,却不知该说些什么才好,躺在床上,他怔怔地直着眼睛,原来怎么也睡不着。 Suddenly hears near the ear entirely the sound of sacsaoul. 忽然听到耳边悉悉梭梭的声响。 Carefully looks, was actually crawled following the bedside. 仔细看去,却是伊伊顺着床边爬了上来。 The little thing drills into from the ear side, enters the bedding, snuggles up to Tang tribulation to go to sleep. 小东西从耳侧旁钻入,进入被窝,偎依着唐劫睡下。 Looks at the little thing serene resting posture, Tang tribulation suddenly thought that chest warm, sadness that comes inexplicably, was diluted. 看着小东西安详的睡姿,唐劫突然觉得心口一阵暖洋洋的,那莫名而来的感伤,也被冲淡了许多。 In order to avoid pressing this little fellow, Tang tribulation is sideways slightly, kissed on her small cheek lightly: „Mischievous ghost, does not rest in own nest, runs here to do.” 为避免压到这小家伙,唐劫微微侧过身,在她小脸蛋上轻吻了一下:“调皮鬼,不在自己窝里睡,跑我这里干什么。” Little thing is talking in a dream, in the mouth muttered: „Here...... warm......” 小东西似在说梦话般,口中喃喃:“这里……暖和……” Tang Jiezheng lives. 唐劫怔住。 Will speak! 伊伊会说话了！