WhenHuai Shiputs down the teacup, feeling that a worldcomessuddenlyclearly.
当槐诗放下茶杯的时候,有一种世界忽然清晰过来的感觉。Does not know that shouldsayfeels relieved, obtainedanythingto comprehend.
不知道应该说如释重负,还是得到了什么领悟。Probablytranquillyto the eminent monk who sits in meditation.
平静到好像入定的高僧。Does not have the slightfluctuationat heart, probablyawakens greatlyto be the same, is disillusioned with the mortal world.
心里没有丝毫的波动,好像大彻大悟一样,看破红尘。Quick, heresponded,looked downin the teacupthatwiped the purple that rippled, „what was this?”
很快,他就反应过来,低头看着茶杯里那一抹荡漾的紫色,“这是什么?”„Onespecialearth deitiesnatureanesthetic.”
“一种特殊地灵质麻醉剂。”Crowlifts the wing, referred tonear the tablesurplus that „the Crying Snakecorner/hornIdug outsomebits and piecesto get down, madetwoconveniently, likingdeliveringyouto be good.”乌鸦抬起翅膀,指了指桌子边上剩余的那一管,“啼蛇的角我抠了一些边角料下来,顺手做了两管,喜欢就送你好了。”„Anesthetic?”Huai Shiasked,„whatis usedto make?”
“麻醉剂?”槐诗问,“用来做什么的?”„HowIthink saying that......”Crowpondered the moment: „ If the anesthetic of physical body is to make youshield the pain, thenit is to make youabandon the desiretemporarily.
“我想想怎么说……”乌鸦沉思了片刻:“如果肉体的麻醉剂是让你屏蔽痛苦的话,那么它就是让你暂时摒弃欲望。
After takingit, in a short time, youwill not feel that the anger, paces back and forthwithsadly, in the meantime, youwill not feel that joyful, happyandjoyful.
服用它之后,在短时间内,你就不会感觉到愤怒、彷徨和难过,同时,你也不会感觉到快乐、幸福和愉悦。According tomedicament the words of creator: The hindrancepersontracks downto come to understand that is thisinherentinstinct and sentiment. Only then after losingall these, the personwill obtaincalmlyfrom the nihility, obtains the truereason. ”
根据药剂的创造者的话:阻碍人追寻觉悟的,便是这与生俱来的本能和感情。只有失去这一切之后,人就会自虚无之中获得冷静,得到真正的理智。”„Then?”
“然后呢?”„Whythenshould.”
“然后该干什么干什么呗。”Crowshrugs, „ mood-stabilizing medication, what can also haveto affectmysteriously?乌鸦耸肩,“镇定剂而已,又能有什么神奇作用呢?Butsometimes, thisdoes not harassfor the external objectcalmis the most preciousthing, the choice that makes at least in this casecannotto regret. As forotherfunctions, insteadsecondary. ”
可偏偏有的时候,这一份不为外物所扰的冷静才是最珍贵的东西,至少在这种情况下做出的选择不会让人后悔。至于其他的作用,反而是次要了。”Huai Shiunderstands clearly, „is also the regret after the fact?”槐诗了然,“也就是后悔药咯?”„Shouldsayis【Non-regret after the fact】.”Crow asked that „howfelt?”
“应该说是【不后悔药】吧。”乌鸦问道,“感觉如何?”„Verygood.”
“很好。”Huai Shilongexhales, looked for a comfortablepointpostureon the chair, relaxedslowly, finally felt exhaustedandsleepy.槐诗长出了一口气,在椅子上找了一个舒服点的姿势,缓缓放松了下来,终于感觉到了疲惫和困倦。3 : 00 o'clock at night, arethissleepingtime.
半夜三点了,是该睡觉的时候了。„That-”
“那么-”Crow asked that „whathadto harvest?”乌鸦问道,“有什么收获吗?”„Has achieved nothing, except forthis.”
“一无所获,除了这个。”Huai Shiwaves the arms about, threwthatringon the table. Inlaid the platinumring of brokendrillto circleseveralon the table, thenpoured, returned tonormalin the rotation.槐诗甩手,将那一枚戒指丢在了桌子上。嵌着碎钻的铂金戒指在桌子上绕了几圈,然后倒了下来,在转动中恢复了平静。Revealed that carvesthattwonamesinsidering.
显露出刻在戒指内侧的那两个名字。„My parents, diedprobably.”
“我父母,大概是死了吧。”In the silence, Huai Shilowers the headto stare atparents'wedding ring, finallyacceptedthisreality.
在沉默里,槐诗低头凝视着自己父母的婚戒,终于接受了这个现实。Crowshakes the head, „could bepawns?”乌鸦摇头,“有可能是典当了呢?”„Un, perhaps.”
“恩,说不定。”„Alsopossiblylost?”
“也可能是丢了呢?”„Hasthispossibility.”
“有这种可能。”Huai Shinods: „Medicinethank you, Inowrelaxedmany.”槐诗颔首:“谢谢你的药,我现在轻松了不少。”„Do not say that thanks.”Crowshakes the head, „treats as the Contractorjob.”
“不要说谢谢啦。”乌鸦摇头,“就当做契约者的分内之事吧。”„Ifirstrested, do youalsowantto continuebusily?”
“我先去睡了,你还要继续忙吗?”„Alsomustaddprobablymeets the class.”Crowturns head, looks at the gloomyglow that in the reaction stillraisedslowly, „ laststage, was aboutto finish up.
“大概还要加会班吧。”乌鸦回头,看了看反应釜中缓缓升起的暗淡辉光,“最后一个阶段,就快完事儿了。Youtrulyshouldrest, Huai Shi, sleepswell, anythingcanpass. ”
你确实应该休息了,槐诗,好好睡一觉吧,什么都会过去的。”„Un.”
“嗯。”Huai Shisets out, moves toward the bedroom, whensteps the staircase, sawon the wallthatpiece of originallyto hang the whitemark of family photo, the footstepsis then stopping.槐诗起身,走向卧室,只是在踏上楼梯的时候,看到了墙壁上那一片原本挂着全家福的白色印记,脚步便停顿了。For a long time.
许久。Hesaid,„Ireallythink ofthemvery much.”
他说,“我真的很想念他们。”„Iknow.”
“我知道。”Crowis turning away fromhim, has not saidanythingagain, only then the sound of footstepswent far awaygradually.乌鸦背对着他,没有再说什么,只有脚步声渐渐远去了。Shecalmlylooks the metalray that in the crucibleboils, is listening attentivelyimitates the immensity of Buddha's teachingsound of the tideto flapreverberatesgenerally. The probablypatientfarmer is the same, the time of waitingripening.
她静静地看着坩埚中沸腾的金属光芒,倾听着其中仿佛海潮声漫卷一般地回响。好像耐心的农夫一样,等待熟成的时刻。Silentfermentation of MiraclefromAbyssincauldron.
来自深渊的奇迹在釜中无声酝酿。Before long, Huai ShiDevelopment Periodwill then welcome the end.
过不了多久,槐诗的发育期便将迎来终结。This is laststeps in allcomplementarymedicament, establishes the Sacred Markmultipurposefoundations.
这便是所有补全药剂之中的最后一步,奠定圣痕的万能之础。Ifgrowsalwaysfollows the growth, thengrows, often is the pain. Thispainis worthalways rememberingandrealizing, itfinallysealinbody, withMiracletogether.
倘若发育总伴随着成长的话,那么成长的,往往便是痛苦。这痛苦值得铭记和体会,它终将刻印在身体中,与奇迹一起。„Rests, Huai Shi.”
“睡吧,槐诗。”Blackbirdin a soft voicetwittering: „I ensure thisis the last timebrutaleducation, from now, youwill have the lightfuture.”
黑色的飞鸟轻声呢喃:“我保证,这是最后一次的残酷教育,从此以后,你会有光明的未来。”As forthatunexpected visitor......
至于那位不速之客……‚Heremaster’solvesongiving.
就交给‘这里的主人’来解决吧。
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Before a halfhour, incollapsingsacrificial offeringfield.
半个小时之前,坍塌的祭祀场之中。Inpiling up withstoneinner room, Wang Hai'scorpsepulsatedsuddenly.
在堆满石块的内室里,王海的尸首猛然搏动了一下。Punctures the daggerinhisheartto be quietly stave, changes to the blackdust, integratesinblood that went tocoldly.
刺在他心脏中的匕首悄然破碎,化作黑色的尘埃,融入了冷去的血液中。Therefore, thenhas the fine singlethick liquidto flow outin the wreckage that diedslowly, congealsgradually the illusoryshadow.
于是,在那死去的残骸中便有一丝一缕的粘稠液体缓缓地流出,渐渐凝结成虚幻的影子。Probablyfrom the cocoonstruggles, butmothsuch, itis wriggling, is absorbing the blood of groundgreedily, uncertaintyis wriggling, 11gobbles up the corpse of ground, the painneighed.
就好像从茧中挣扎而出的飞蛾那样,它蠕动着,贪婪地汲取着地上的鲜血,不定性地蠕动着,将地上的尸首一一吞吃,痛苦嘶鸣。„Blames...... you......”
“都怪……你们……”Criessoundto send outfromhisthroatjust like the sorrow, hasresoundingincisively: „Blamed...... you...... dead...... we...... dead......”
宛如哀哭地声音从他的喉咙里发出,尖锐有高亢:“都怪……你……死去……我们……都将死去……”Sincereceived baptizedto startto implantSeed of Taotie in thisbodyto sproutin the deathfinally, constitutionBordervariationhad the hostfinalhatredto fall the birthbyelementiumfrom the death.
自受洗开始所植入这一具躯壳中的饕餮之种终于在死亡中萌发了,由源质而构成的边境异种带着宿主最后的恨意从死亡中降诞。Seemed likeLordoncetosuch that Wang Haisaid.
就好像上主曾经对王海所说的那样。Holy Spiritfinaltakes pity onarriveswithhere.圣神最后的垂怜降临与此处。Even ifMiraclefromAbysswill not bringto be happyandpeaceful.
哪怕来自深渊的奇迹绝不会带来幸福和安宁。„Hates...... me...... to hate......”
“恨啊……我……恨……”On the distortionface that looks likeWang Haiflows off the tears of blood, the shadowcrawlson the ground, the probablyabnormalhunting dogsamewail, is tumblingpainfully.
那一张酷似王海的扭曲面孔上流下血泪,阴影匍匐在地上,像是畸形的猎犬一样哀鸣着,痛苦地翻滚。Untilfinally, found a smallknotfrom the crevice.
直到最后,自夹缝中找到了一枚小小的扣子。„Found......”
“找到了……”Itlicksto lick the knot that on the youngstersleeve cuffis dropping, sends outjoyfullymanicsounds: „Found............ found...... foundyou!!!”
它舔舐着少年袖口上落下的扣子,发出欣喜又狂躁地鸣叫:“找到……了……找到了……找到你了!!!”In a flash, the shadowboiled, embezzledthatknot, the wild with joychaoticdanceis wriggling, has drilledslitsin broken bits, returned toabove the land.
一瞬间,阴影沸腾起来了,将那一枚扣子吞没,狂喜乱舞地蠕动着,钻过了一道道细碎的缝隙,回归了大地之上。Cannot see a shadow the scene that passed over gently and swiftlyfrom the ground.
根本看不见一片影子从地上掠过的景象。Afterbreaking out of the fetter of material, thatis the extreme speed that the naked eyeis unable to distinguish.
在摆脱了物质的束缚之后,那已经是肉眼所无法辨别的极速。Has leapt the city of deep sleepstraightly, bypasses the hindranceof all formsunceasingly, basicdid not care at alltopeople of brushing past, flushed awayin the Stone Marrow Halldirectionstraightly.
笔直地跃过了沉睡的城市,不断地绕过形形色色的阻碍,根本对擦肩而过的人们毫不在意,笔直地向着石髓馆的方向冲去。Arrivedfinally, passed through the gloomywoods, stoppedbesidethatleaf of iron gate.
到最后,穿过了阴森的树林,停在了那一扇铁门之外。
Under the moonlightshines, the shadow of groundis swaying from side to sidehungrily, dashesunceasinglyforward, butin a big waycannot pass throughthatleaf of cavityto the iron gate of enoughstray catfreedifference.
月光映照之下,地上的影子饥饿地扭动着,不断地向前冲撞,可是始终穿不过那一扇空洞大到足够野猫自由出入的铁门。Untilfinally, itleapsfuriously, sneaks in the slit on wall, jumped inovergrown with weedsin the garden, the hunger and thirstare crawlingtowardonHuai Shilock.
直到最后,它奋力一跃,钻进墙上的缝隙,跳进了野草丛生地庭院里,饥渴地向着上槐诗的锁在爬去。
, Hassound that the blisterburstsprobably.
啪的一声,好像有水泡破裂的声音。Itwas struckto fly.
它被击飞了。Inshatterwindowsidemain building, shines uponthatpaleface, may be called the physical body of distortion.
在主楼侧面破碎的窗户中,映照出那一张惨白的面孔,还有堪称扭曲的肉体。Probably78 the organs of peoplespellat willin the same place, severalhands and feetare swaying from side to sidecarelessly, abdomen'sgiantmouthopened and closedunceasingly, trickledjust like the salivasamebloody water.
就好像七八个人的器官随意地拼在一起,好几根手脚胡乱地扭动着,腹部巨大的口不断地开阖,滴下了宛如唾液一样的血水。Alsoilluminatedthatto blockinitsfrontform.
也照出了那个拦在它前面的身影。In the dirtyglass, can only see a thintall and straightphysique.
在脏兮兮的玻璃中,只能看到一个消瘦挺拔的身姿。Indistinctcandistinguishonit the tattered and tornformal clothes, meticulousdon'tin the bow tie of shatterneckband, as well asmonocleonbridge of the nose.
隐约能分辨出它身上千疮百孔的礼服,还有一丝不苟别在破碎领口的领结,以及架在鼻梁上的单片眼镜。
The guard but who at this moment, patrolsprobablysees the youngthief who wantsto circumventto be the same, infacial features of nihilitydemonstratesobviouslyout-and-outanger.
但此刻,就好像巡行的守卫看见想要翻墙的小贼一样,明明一片虚无的面容上所显示出的正是不折不扣的怒意。
The lipopens and closes, silentwarning.
嘴唇开阖,无声警告。Roll out!
滚出去!Corrosive Body of completeout-of-controlneighed, is brandishingownlimbscarelessly, presses hard onstep by stepforward. Therefore, thatperson's shadowlifts the left hand.
完全失控的侵蚀体嘶鸣了一声,胡乱地挥舞着自己的肢体,一步步向前紧逼。于是,那个人影抬起左手。
The five fingersclose upslowly.
五指缓缓合拢。Quiet, the invisiblestrengthcloses uptoward the center, seems the ironwallcollisionto be the same, collapsesonegroup of rottensaucesthatghostthing.
悄无声息的,无形的力量向着中心合拢,就好像铁墙碰撞一样,将那个鬼东西挤扁成一团烂酱。Thatgroup of rottensaucethenmisfiringself-ignitions, onlyhavewisp of black smoketo vanishin the air.
紧接着,那一团烂酱便无火自燃,只剩下一缕黑烟消失在空气里。Butfallson the knot of ground, was actually picked upcarefully, flushesafter the water pipeis clean, bythatperson's shadowwitholdtowelcleaningis been repeatedly clean, admitsin a box in backyardhovel.
而落在地上的扣子,却被小心地捡起,在水管前面冲洗干净之后,又被那个人影反复地用旧毛巾擦拭干净,放进后院杂物间里的一个箱子中。But the Jane|treasure the heavyplaceis placed the oldpicture of itandseveraldirtytoy, twoshattercertificateandbabyin the same place.
珍而重之地将它和几个脏兮兮的玩具、两张破碎的奖状和婴儿的旧照片摆在一起。
The boxcloses up.
箱子合拢。Thatperson's shadowturns towardCrowto nod the headslightlysays goodbye.
那个人影微微向着乌鸦颔首道别。Silentdissipated.
紧接着,无声地消散了。
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……In the silentroom, fourNagasitbefore the mirror, calmlyis cleaning the bloodiness on wound, after the wound of witheringcleans up, takes out the knife, loses the vitality the sloughto scrape offtheselittle.
寂静的房间里,四手的纳迦坐在镜子前,静静地擦拭着伤口上的血腥,将枯萎的伤口清理完毕之后,取出小刀,将那些失去生机的腐肉一点点地刮去。Untilunderrevealingsad and shrillskeleton.
直到露出下面凄厉的骨骼。Hebends the waist, turns on the box of ground, after hesitantonenext, fromtook outfiery-redmedicament, after openingseal, bites the tooth, thatajust likeboilingmetalsolutionpouringinwound.
他弯腰,打开地上的箱子,犹豫了一下之后,从其中取出了一管火红色的药剂,开启封口之后,咬住牙,将那一道宛如沸腾金属的溶液浇在了伤口上。Insound that inmakes noise, the Nagaconvulsion, is sending outfiercelyshoutssadly, the long-tailis twitching, almoststirs the smashing the entirebathroom.
在嗤嗤作响的声音里,纳迦剧烈地痉挛着,发出沉闷地嘶吼,长尾抽搐着,几乎将整个卫生间都搅成粉碎。Untilfinally, the metalsolutionfinalizesfrom the skeletonabovefinally, fuses in the fleshtogether, the probablynew student/lifeskin textureis ordinary, makes no distinctions.
直到最后,金属溶液终于自骨骼之上定型,和血肉融合在一起,好像新生的肌理一般,无分彼此。Except thatonscalefrigidgap, cannot seeotherscarsagain.
除了鳞片上惨烈的缺口,再看不出其他的伤痕。Hecollapsedprobablysamerelaxed, relievesSacred Mark, thereforein the mirrorthattall and strongsnakepersoncontractedslowly, twoarms that evencame outalsoshrankin the shoulder blade.
他好像虚脱了一样松了口气,解除圣痕,于是镜子里那个魁梧的蛇人缓缓收缩,甚至多出来的两条手臂也缩进了肩胛骨之中。
The namedHe Luo'smansweat profuselyis panting for breath, looks in mirror, for a long time, sprinkled the facewith the cold water, finallyretrocededtwosteps, sits down exhaustedon the chair, is pale.
名为何洛的男人大汗淋漓地喘息着,看着镜子中的自己,许久,用冷水泼了泼脸,终于后退了两步,瘫坐在椅子上,脸色苍白。For a long time, hepicks up the phone, dialedthatnumber.
许久,他才拿起电话,拨通了那个号码。„Boss.”Hesaid,„Ipossiblyscrewed up.”
“老板。”他说,“我可能搞砸了。”„Let slip?”
“失手了么?”„No, the people of knowing the circumstances of the matterdied, butineliminating a potential informant, bumped intotwoSublimator, does not know that iswhichperson.”
“不,知情的人都死了,但在灭口的时候,碰到了两个升华者,不知道是哪儿的人。”TelephoneanotherQi Wensilentfor a long time, sighedregrettably:
电话另一头的戚问沉默了许久,遗憾地叹息:„That can only use the sparemethod......”
“那就只能用备用方法了……”
The telephonehung up.
电话挂断了。
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