AF :: Volume #1

#61: Regret after the fact


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When Huai Shi puts down the teacup, feeling that a world comes suddenly clearly. 槐诗放下茶杯的时候,有一种世界忽然清晰过来的感觉。 Does not know that should say feels relieved, obtained anything to comprehend. 不知道应该说如释重负,还是得到了什么领悟。 Probably tranquilly to the eminent monk who sits in meditation. 平静到好像入定的高僧。 Does not have the slight fluctuation at heart, probably awakens greatly to be the same, is disillusioned with the mortal world. 心里没有丝毫的波动,好像大彻大悟一样,看破红尘。 Quick, he responded, looked down in the teacup that wiped the purple that rippled, what was this?” 很快,他就反应过来,低头看着茶杯里那一抹荡漾的紫色,“这是什么?” One special earth deities nature anesthetic.” “一种特殊地灵质麻醉剂。” Crow lifts the wing, referred to near the table surplus that „the Crying Snake corner/horn I dug out some bits and pieces to get down, made two conveniently, liking delivering you to be good.” 乌鸦抬起翅膀,指了指桌子边上剩余的那一管,“啼蛇的角我抠了一些边角料下来,顺手做了两管,喜欢就送你好了。” Anesthetic?” Huai Shi asked, what is used to make?” “麻醉剂?”槐诗问,“用来做什么的?” How I think saying that......” Crow pondered the moment: „ If the anesthetic of physical body is to make you shield the pain, then it is to make you abandon the desire temporarily. “我想想怎么说……”乌鸦沉思了片刻:“如果肉体的麻醉剂是让你屏蔽痛苦的话,那么它就是让你暂时摒弃欲望。 After taking it, in a short time, you will not feel that the anger, paces back and forth with sadly, in the meantime, you will not feel that joyful, happy and joyful. 服用它之后,在短时间内,你就不会感觉到愤怒、彷徨和难过,同时,你也不会感觉到快乐、幸福和愉悦。 According to medicament the words of creator: The hindrance person tracks down to come to understand that is this inherent instinct and sentiment. Only then after losing all these, the person will obtain calmly from the nihility, obtains the true reason. ” 根据药剂的创造者的话:阻碍人追寻觉悟的,便是这与生俱来的本能和感情。只有失去这一切之后,人就会自虚无之中获得冷静,得到真正的理智。” Then?” “然后呢?” Why then should.” “然后该干什么干什么呗。” Crow shrugs, „ mood-stabilizing medication, what can also have to affect mysteriously? 乌鸦耸肩,“镇定剂而已,又能有什么神奇作用呢? But sometimes, this does not harass for the external object calm is the most precious thing, the choice that makes at least in this case cannot to regret. As for other functions, instead secondary. ” 可偏偏有的时候,这一份不为外物所扰的冷静才是最珍贵的东西,至少在这种情况下做出的选择不会让人后悔。至于其他的作用,反而是次要了。” Huai Shi understands clearly, „is also the regret after the fact?” 槐诗了然,“也就是后悔药咯?” Should say is Non- regret after the fact.” Crow asked that how felt?” “应该说是【不后悔药】吧。”乌鸦问道,“感觉如何?” Very good.” “很好。” Huai Shi long exhales, looked for a comfortable point posture on the chair, relaxed slowly, finally felt exhausted and sleepy. 槐诗长出了一口气,在椅子上找了一个舒服点的姿势,缓缓放松了下来,终于感觉到了疲惫和困倦。 3 : 00 o'clock at night, are this sleeping time. 半夜三点了,是该睡觉的时候了。 That-” “那么-” Crow asked that what had to harvest?” 乌鸦问道,“有什么收获吗?” Has achieved nothing, except for this.” “一无所获,除了这个。” Huai Shi waves the arms about, threw that ring on the table. Inlaid the platinum ring of broken drill to circle several on the table, then poured, returned to normal in the rotation. 槐诗甩手,将那一枚戒指丢在了桌子上。嵌着碎钻的铂金戒指在桌子上绕了几圈,然后倒了下来,在转动中恢复了平静。 Revealed that carves that two names inside ring. 显露出刻在戒指内侧的那两个名字。 My parents, died probably.” “我父母,大概是死了吧。” In the silence, Huai Shi lowers the head to stare at parents' wedding ring, finally accepted this reality. 在沉默里,槐诗低头凝视着自己父母的婚戒,终于接受了这个现实。 Crow shakes the head, could be pawns?” 乌鸦摇头,“有可能是典当了呢?” Un, perhaps.” “恩,说不定。” Also possibly lost?” “也可能是丢了呢?” Has this possibility.” “有这种可能。” Huai Shi nods: Medicine thank you, I now relaxed many.” 槐诗颔首:“谢谢你的药,我现在轻松了不少。” Do not say that thanks.” Crow shakes the head, treats as the Contractor job.” “不要说谢谢啦。”乌鸦摇头,“就当做契约者的分内之事吧。” I first rested, do you also want to continue busily?” “我先去睡了,你还要继续忙吗?” Also must add probably meets the class.” Crow turns head, looks at the gloomy glow that in the reaction still raised slowly, „ last stage, was about to finish up. “大概还要加会班吧。”乌鸦回头,看了看反应釜中缓缓升起的暗淡辉光,“最后一个阶段,就快完事儿了。 You truly should rest, Huai Shi, sleeps well, anything can pass. ” 你确实应该休息了,槐诗,好好睡一觉吧,什么都会过去的。” Un.” “嗯。” Huai Shi sets out, moves toward the bedroom, when steps the staircase, saw on the wall that piece of originally to hang the white mark of family photo, the footsteps is then stopping. 槐诗起身,走向卧室,只是在踏上楼梯的时候,看到了墙壁上那一片原本挂着全家福的白色印记,脚步便停顿了。 For a long time. 许久。 He said, I really think of them very much.” 他说,“我真的很想念他们。” I know.” “我知道。” Crow is turning away from him, has not said anything again, only then the sound of footsteps went far away gradually. 乌鸦背对着他,没有再说什么,只有脚步声渐渐远去了。 She calmly looks the metal ray that in the crucible boils, is listening attentively imitates the immensity of Buddha's teaching sound of the tide to flap reverberates generally. The probably patient farmer is the same, the time of waiting ripening. 她静静地看着坩埚中沸腾的金属光芒,倾听着其中仿佛海潮声漫卷一般地回响。好像耐心的农夫一样,等待熟成的时刻。 Silent fermentation of Miracle from Abyss in cauldron. 来自深渊奇迹在釜中无声酝酿。 Before long, Huai Shi Development Period will then welcome the end. 过不了多久,槐诗发育期便将迎来终结。 This is last steps in all complementary medicament, establishes the Sacred Mark multipurpose foundations. 这便是所有补全药剂之中的最后一步,奠定圣痕的万能之础。 If grows always follows the growth, then grows, often is the pain. This pain is worth always remembering and realizing, it finally seal in body, with Miracle together. 倘若发育总伴随着成长的话,那么成长的,往往便是痛苦。这痛苦值得铭记和体会,它终将刻印在身体中,与奇迹一起。 Rests, Huai Shi.” “睡吧,槐诗。” Black bird in a soft voice twittering: I ensure this is the last time brutal education, from now, you will have the light future.” 黑色的飞鸟轻声呢喃:“我保证,这是最后一次的残酷教育,从此以后,你会有光明的未来。” As for that unexpected visitor...... 至于那位不速之客…… Here master solves on giving. 就交给‘这里的主人’来解决吧。 …… …… …… …… Before a half hour, in collapsing sacrificial offering field. 半个小时之前,坍塌的祭祀场之中。 In piling up with stone inner room, Wang Hai's corpse pulsated suddenly. 在堆满石块的内室里,王海的尸首猛然搏动了一下。 Punctures the dagger in his heart to be quietly stave, changes to the black dust, integrates in blood that went to coldly. 刺在他心脏中的匕首悄然破碎,化作黑色的尘埃,融入了冷去的血液中。 Therefore, then has the fine single thick liquid to flow out in the wreckage that died slowly, congeals gradually the illusory shadow. 于是,在那死去的残骸中便有一丝一缕的粘稠液体缓缓地流出,渐渐凝结成虚幻的影子。 Probably from the cocoon struggles, but moth such, it is wriggling, is absorbing the blood of ground greedily, uncertainty is wriggling, 11 gobbles up the corpse of ground, the pain neighed. 就好像从茧中挣扎而出的飞蛾那样,它蠕动着,贪婪地汲取着地上的鲜血,不定性地蠕动着,将地上的尸首一一吞吃,痛苦嘶鸣。 Blames...... you......” “都怪……你们……” Cries sound to send out from his throat just like the sorrow, has resounding incisively: Blamed...... you...... dead...... we...... dead......” 宛如哀哭地声音从他的喉咙里发出,尖锐有高亢:“都怪……你……死去……我们……都将死去……” Since received baptized to start to implant Seed of Taotie in this body to sprout in the death finally, constitution Border variation had the host final hatred to fall the birth by elementium from the death. 自受洗开始所植入这一具躯壳中的饕餮之种终于在死亡中萌发了,由源质而构成的边境异种带着宿主最后的恨意从死亡中降诞。 Seemed like Lord once to such that Wang Hai said. 就好像上主曾经对王海所说的那样。 Holy Spirit final takes pity on arrives with here. 圣神最后的垂怜降临与此处。 Even if Miracle from Abyss will not bring to be happy and peaceful. 哪怕来自深渊奇迹绝不会带来幸福和安宁。 Hates...... me...... to hate......” “恨啊……我……恨……” On the distortion face that looks like Wang Hai flows off the tears of blood, the shadow crawls on the ground, the probably abnormal hunting dog same wail, is tumbling painfully. 那一张酷似王海的扭曲面孔上流下血泪,阴影匍匐在地上,像是畸形的猎犬一样哀鸣着,痛苦地翻滚。 Until finally, found a small knot from the crevice. 直到最后,自夹缝中找到了一枚小小的扣子。 Found......” “找到了……” It licks to lick the knot that on the youngster sleeve cuff is dropping, sends out joyfully manic sounds: Found............ found...... found you!!!” 它舔舐着少年袖口上落下的扣子,发出欣喜又狂躁地鸣叫:“找到……了……找到了……找到你了!!!” In a flash, the shadow boiled, embezzled that knot, the wild with joy chaotic dance is wriggling, has drilled slits in broken bits, returned to above the land. 一瞬间,阴影沸腾起来了,将那一枚扣子吞没,狂喜乱舞地蠕动着,钻过了一道道细碎的缝隙,回归了大地之上。 Cannot see a shadow the scene that passed over gently and swiftly from the ground. 根本看不见一片影子从地上掠过的景象。 After breaking out of the fetter of material, that is the extreme speed that the naked eye is unable to distinguish. 在摆脱了物质的束缚之后,那已经是肉眼所无法辨别的极速。 Has leapt the city of deep sleep straightly, bypasses the hindrance of all forms unceasingly, basic did not care at all to people of brushing past, flushed away in the Stone Marrow Hall direction straightly. 笔直地跃过了沉睡的城市,不断地绕过形形色色的阻碍,根本对擦肩而过的人们毫不在意,笔直地向着石髓馆的方向冲去。 Arrived finally, passed through the gloomy woods, stopped beside that leaf of iron gate. 到最后,穿过了阴森的树林,停在了那一扇铁门之外。 Under the moonlight shines, the shadow of ground is swaying from side to side hungrily, dashes unceasingly forward, but in a big way cannot pass through that leaf of cavity to the iron gate of enough stray cat free difference. 月光映照之下,地上的影子饥饿地扭动着,不断地向前冲撞,可是始终穿不过那一扇空洞大到足够野猫自由出入的铁门。 Until finally, it leaps furiously, sneaks in the slit on wall, jumped in overgrown with weeds in the garden, the hunger and thirst are crawling toward on Huai Shi lock. 直到最后,它奋力一跃,钻进墙上的缝隙,跳进了野草丛生地庭院里,饥渴地向着上槐诗的锁在爬去。 , Has sound that the blister bursts probably. 啪的一声,好像有水泡破裂的声音 It was struck to fly. 它被击飞了。 In shatter window side main building, shines upon that pale face, may be called the physical body of distortion. 在主楼侧面破碎的窗户中,映照出那一张惨白的面孔,还有堪称扭曲的肉体。 Probably 78 the organs of people spell at will in the same place, several hands and feet are swaying from side to side carelessly, abdomen's giant mouth opened and closed unceasingly, trickled just like the saliva same bloody water. 就好像七八个人的器官随意地拼在一起,好几根手脚胡乱地扭动着,腹部巨大的口不断地开阖,滴下了宛如唾液一样的血水。 Also illuminated that to block in its front form. 也照出了那个拦在它前面的身影。 In the dirty glass, can only see a thin tall and straight physique. 在脏兮兮的玻璃中,只能看到一个消瘦挺拔的身姿。 Indistinct can distinguish on it the tattered and torn formal clothes, meticulous don't in the bow tie of shatter neckband, as well as monocle on bridge of the nose. 隐约能分辨出它身上千疮百孔的礼服,还有一丝不苟别在破碎领口的领结,以及架在鼻梁上的单片眼镜。 The guard but who at this moment, patrols probably sees the young thief who wants to circumvent to be the same, in facial features of nihility demonstrates obviously out-and-out anger. 但此刻,就好像巡行的守卫看见想要翻墙的小贼一样,明明一片虚无的面容上所显示出的正是不折不扣的怒意。 The lip opens and closes, silent warning. 嘴唇开阖,无声警告。 Roll out! 滚出去! Corrosive Body of complete out-of-control neighed, is brandishing own limbs carelessly, presses hard on step by step forward. Therefore, that person's shadow lifts the left hand. 完全失控的侵蚀体嘶鸣了一声,胡乱地挥舞着自己的肢体,一步步向前紧逼。于是,那个人影抬起左手。 The five fingers close up slowly. 五指缓缓合拢。 Quiet, the invisible strength closes up toward the center, seems the iron wall collision to be the same, collapses one group of rotten sauces that ghost thing. 悄无声息的,无形的力量向着中心合拢,就好像铁墙碰撞一样,将那个鬼东西挤扁成一团烂酱。 That group of rotten sauce then misfiring self-ignitions, only have wisp of black smoke to vanish in the air. 紧接着,那一团烂酱便无火自燃,只剩下一缕黑烟消失在空气里。 But falls on the knot of ground, was actually picked up carefully, flushes after the water pipe is clean, by that person's shadow with old towel cleaning is been repeatedly clean, admits in a box in backyard hovel. 而落在地上的扣子,却被小心地捡起,在水管前面冲洗干净之后,又被那个人影反复地用旧毛巾擦拭干净,放进后院杂物间里的一个箱子中。 But the Jane|treasure the heavy place is placed the old picture of it and several dirty toy, two shatter certificate and baby in the same place. 珍而重之地将它和几个脏兮兮的玩具、两张破碎的奖状和婴儿的旧照片摆在一起。 The box closes up. 箱子合拢。 That person's shadow turns toward Crow to nod the head slightly says goodbye. 那个人影微微向着乌鸦颔首道别。 Silent dissipated. 紧接着,无声地消散了。 …… …… …… …… In the silent room, four Naga sit before the mirror, calmly is cleaning the bloodiness on wound, after the wound of withering cleans up, takes out the knife, loses the vitality the slough to scrape off these little. 寂静的房间里,四手的纳迦坐在镜子前,静静地擦拭着伤口上的血腥,将枯萎的伤口清理完毕之后,取出小刀,将那些失去生机的腐肉一点点地刮去。 Until under revealing sad and shrill skeleton. 直到露出下面凄厉的骨骼。 He bends the waist, turns on the box of ground, after hesitant one next, from took out fiery-red medicament, after opening seal, bites the tooth, that a just like boiling metal solution pouring in wound. 他弯腰,打开地上的箱子,犹豫了一下之后,从其中取出了一管火红色的药剂,开启封口之后,咬住牙,将那一道宛如沸腾金属的溶液浇在了伤口上。 In sound that in makes noise, the Naga convulsion, is sending out fiercely shouts sadly, the long-tail is twitching, almost stirs the smashing the entire bathroom. 在嗤嗤作响的声音里,纳迦剧烈地痉挛着,发出沉闷地嘶吼,长尾抽搐着,几乎将整个卫生间都搅成粉碎。 Until finally, the metal solution finalizes from the skeleton above finally, fuses in the flesh together, the probably new student/life skin texture is ordinary, makes no distinctions. 直到最后,金属溶液终于自骨骼之上定型,和血肉融合在一起,好像新生的肌理一般,无分彼此。 Except that on scale frigid gap, cannot see other scars again. 除了鳞片上惨烈的缺口,再看不出其他的伤痕。 He collapsed probably same relaxed, relieves Sacred Mark, therefore in the mirror that tall and strong snake person contracted slowly, two arms that even came out also shrank in the shoulder blade. 他好像虚脱了一样松了口气,解除圣痕,于是镜子里那个魁梧的蛇人缓缓收缩,甚至多出来的两条手臂也缩进了肩胛骨之中。 The named He Luo's man sweat profusely is panting for breath, looks in mirror, for a long time, sprinkled the face with the cold water, finally retroceded two steps, sits down exhausted on the chair, is pale. 名为何洛的男人大汗淋漓地喘息着,看着镜子中的自己,许久,用冷水泼了泼脸,终于后退了两步,瘫坐在椅子上,脸色苍白。 For a long time, he picks up the phone, dialed that number. 许久,他才拿起电话,拨通了那个号码。 Boss.” He said, I possibly screwed up.” “老板。”他说,“我可能搞砸了。” Let slip?” “失手了么?” No, the people of knowing the circumstances of the matter died, but in eliminating a potential informant, bumped into two Sublimator, does not know that is which person.” “不,知情的人都死了,但在灭口的时候,碰到了两个升华者,不知道是哪儿的人。” Telephone another Qi Wen silent for a long time, sighed regrettably: 电话另一头的戚问沉默了许久,遗憾地叹息: That can only use the spare method......” “那就只能用备用方法了……” The telephone hung up. 电话挂断了。
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