„Controls the Sacred Mark first step, restrains completely the strength that the dust of extricator brings, that three grains that previous time you knock, over half of strengths were wasted by you.” “掌控圣痕的第一步,就是将解脱者之尘带来的力量完全收敛起来,上次你磕的那三粒,超过一半的力量都被你这么浪费了。” Crow stands in the table is staring at him: „ Still remembers you have seen how many Sublimator? Beast most obvious several, that is the weak chicken, the beast part are more, his controlling force is weaker, even if seemingly awe-inspiringly is also only good-looking but useless goods. 乌鸦站在桌子边盯着他:“还记得你见过的那几个升华者么？兽化最明显的几个,那都是弱鸡,兽化的部分越多,他自身的控制力就越弱,哪怕看上去威风八面也就只是个样子货。 Sacred Mark is not independent, it is your part, you are Sacred Mark, Sacred Mark is you. You must control this Miracle, fuses together with you it! ” 圣痕不是独立的,它是你的一部分,你就是圣痕,圣痕就是你。你要去掌控这奇迹,将它同你融为一体！” „But I cannot control.” “可我控不住啊。” Huai Shi dejectedly spreads out the hand, as on the arm the flame suppresses, was full of tribulation ash the fire of elementium to spurt from his palm, enough more than two chi (0.33 m) high. 槐诗沮丧地摊开手,随着手臂上火焰地抑制,饱含劫灰的源质之火就从他的手掌心喷出来了,足足两尺多高。 This very well attacks the method actually. 这倒是一门挺好地攻击手段。 It seems like very dazzles fully, but has not played any inhibitory action completely. 看上去酷炫十足,但完全就没有起到任何抑制作用啊。 „First, you need to be first quiet, mind like still water.” “首先,你需要先平静下来,心如止水。” Crow suggested: „First tries to contemplate, you contemplate the training are not very successful?” 乌鸦建议道:“先试试冥想吧,你冥想训练不是挺成功的么？” Huai Shi sets out, shoulders the zither | Jean box from the building, since restrained the flame cautiously, just took up zither | Jean bow to hear sound in broken bits, oneself made an effort excessively fiercely, soon the zither | Jean bow crumb. 槐诗起身,从楼上把琴箱扛下来,小心翼翼地收敛起了火焰之后,刚刚拿起琴弓就听见细碎的声音,自己用力过猛,快要把琴弓捏碎了。 He tries to relax, zither | Jean bow declines from the hand when the ground, but tightens subconsciously, zither | Jean bow becomes two neatly broken, on the fingerplate of zither | Jean neck splits a slit. 他试图放松,琴弓就从手中落在地上,可下意识地收紧时,琴弓就干脆利落地碎成两段,就连琴颈的指板上都裂开一道缝隙。 . 得。 Luckily in the family/home also has a spare zither | Jean bow. 幸亏家里还有一把备用的琴弓。 This Huai Shi careful careful again careful, finally does not have the crumb , but when he tries to play actually discovered oneself cannot calm the mind completely. 这一次槐诗小心小心再小心,终于没有捏碎,可当他试图演奏的时候却发现自己完全静不下心来。 Renting with anxiety. 五内如焚。 Under the tribulation ash fierce rebellion, he is confused, in the brain flashes before various types unceasingly by oneself not quickly scene, on drawing sound became sharp grating. 在劫灰的剧烈暴动之下,他心烦意乱,脑子里不断闪现各种让自己不快地场景,就拉出来的声音都变得尖锐刺耳了起来。 He even starts to suspect that contemplates whether usefully. 他甚至开始怀疑冥想是否有用。 „Strength in meditation is insufficient.” The Crow feeling, „do you know the Satomi Kohaku learning mode?” “定力不足啊。”乌鸦感慨,“你知道里见琥珀的训练方式么？” „Un?” “嗯？” „In Yingzhou, the warrior will conduct the spiritual exercise in light of the absorption in meditation of clergy, intention comprehension so-called leaf Yin, in the final analysis was entered the absolute calm condition by oneself, to finally, presented named ‚blade Zen’ practicing, now does with you are same.” “在瀛洲,武士会结合僧侣的禅定来进行精神上的锻炼,意图领悟所谓的叶隐,归根结底就是让自己进入绝对的冷静状态,到最后,就出现了名为‘刀禅’的修行,就和你现在做的一样。” Crow said slowly: „ You can indulge, but wants to retain, you can be frantic, but cannot span the boundary...... you to have Miracle, is not Miracle has you. 乌鸦缓缓地说道:“你可以放纵,但要有所保留,你可以狂热,但不可跨越界限……你拥有奇迹,不是奇迹拥有你。 Words that otherwise indulges, you by the high rank Sacred Mark assimilation, will be turned into the good-for-nothing sooner or later. ” 否则这么放纵下去的话,你迟早会被高阶的圣痕同化,变成行尸走肉。” „I understand, I understand.” “我懂,我懂。” Huai Shi clenches teeth, abandons the chaotic thought that these flood themselves consciousness diligently, wants to invest into the tweedle. May even if has so many years customs, the tweedle that but draws is still off and on. 槐诗咬牙,努力地摒弃掉那些充斥自己意识的纷乱念头,想要投入到琴声中去。可哪怕有这么多年的习惯,但拉出来的琴声依旧断断续续。 He is unable to invest into goes. 他始终无法投入到其中去。 Until Crow in his ear in a soft voice twittering: „You think, you delay every time for one minute, must burn down 10,000......” 直到乌鸦在他耳边轻声呢喃:“你想一想,你每耽搁一分钟,都要烧掉一万……” In a flash, the tweedle resounds melodiously. 一瞬间,悠扬地琴声响起。 Huai Shi, mind like still water! 槐诗,心如止水！ …… …… This is Huai Shi draws absolutely the zither | Jean draws most painful one day. 这绝对是槐诗拉琴拉得最痛苦的一天。 Has continued around 9 : 00 pm, after wasting the dust of four extricator, he finally under contemplating the condition the fire of elementium restrained slightly to let the range that the person accepted initially. 一直持续到晚上 9 点多钟,浪费了四颗解脱者之尘之后,他才终于在冥想地状态下将源质之火初步收敛到了一个稍微可以让人接受的范围。 But the special state duration that the dust of extricator brings elongated 1/3, arrived for 15 minutes. 而解脱者之尘所带来的特殊状态持续时间则拉长了三分之一,到达了十五分钟。 Under the low power loss condition, Huai Shi felt every time oneself as if must suffocate, but is actually maintaining sober, is enduring the tremendous pressure from within the body. 低功耗状态之下,槐诗每时每刻都感觉到自己仿佛要窒息,可偏偏却保持着清醒,忍受着来自体内的巨大压力。 „Trains, probably one month later can win initial success.” “这么训练下去,大概一个多月之后就可以初见成效了。” Crow nods, finally put him to finish eating the food. 乌鸦颔首,终于放他去吃完饭了。 But Uncle Fang pinches to be the same probably, sat the table then to present in him instantaneously made the dinner that the person index finger moved greatly, then stood to look at the Huai Shi big mouth gluttony proudly. 而房叔好像掐着点一样,在他坐上餐桌地瞬间便呈上了令人食指大动的晚餐,然后自豪地站在旁边看着槐诗大口饕餮。 Huai Shi raised the head looks at him at a loss, „doesn't Uncle Fang you eat together?” 槐诗抬头茫然地看着他,“房叔你不一起吃么？” „Has Young Master Lao the hindrance, has eaten below.” “有劳少爷挂碍,在下已经吃过了。” Uncle Fang pats strikes one's chest, quite happily said: „Several minutes later, the hot water burnt, later the young master you can take a bath, changed and washed clothes in the basket of bathroom.” 房叔拍拍胸脯,颇为得意地说道:“再过几分钟,热水就烧好了,稍后少爷你可以去洗个澡,换洗的衣服就在浴室的篮子。” All were arranged clearly. 一切都被安排地明明白白。 Huai Shi shakes the head, „did not need to trade, in the evening I planned to train a meeting again, trading is also a sweat.” 槐诗摇头,“不用换了,晚上我打算再训练一会,换了也是一身汗臭。” „No, goes too far is as bad as not far enough, was OK today to here, if in the evening you are interested, we have the program.” “不,过犹不及,今天到这里就可以了,晚上如果你还有兴趣的话,我们另外有节目。” Crow lowers the head, swallowed enough head in a big way also a snail, grew refreshedly exhales, to praise sighed: „Craftsmanship excellent.” 乌鸦低头,一口吞掉足足比自己脑袋还大了一圈的蜗牛,爽快地长出了一口气,赞叹道:“手艺绝佳。” Uncle Fang smiled happily, after bending the waist to hint them to take your time, silent departed. 房叔愉快地微笑了起来,弯腰示意他们慢用之后,无声地离去了。 „, Always felt appearance that feels sorry.” “啊,总觉得过意不去的样子。” Huai Shi scratches the head: „His elderly man, does so many work every day, the conscience has a deficit.” 槐诗挠头:“他一个老人家,每天干这么多活儿,良心亏欠啊。” „You may the state state.” “你可省省吧。” Crow shot a look at his one eyes: „ He now is the Stone Marrow Hall incarnation, the standard that do not cause difficulties for others weighs him, where equally maintains here to seem you to eat meal to drink water every day simply, has you to think that difficult exaggerating. 乌鸦瞥了他一眼:“他现在是石髓馆的化身,不要拿人的标准去衡量他,维护这里就好像你每天吃饭喝水一样简单,哪里有你想的那么艰难夸张。 Really must thank his words, enters the step quickly, then next Border looks point(s) the material to come back, restores here. The maintenance of spirit coffin is astronomical figures, you must a little sense of urgency and preparation. ” 真要感谢他的话,就赶快进阶,然后下边境去找点好材料回来,把这里修缮一下。灵棺的维护可是一笔天文数字,你得有点紧迫感和心理准备。” „I understand, I understand.” “我懂,我懂。” Huai Shi nods, three two finished eating the food, after resting slightly met, takes a bath, wears the pajamas by the sofa, a face salt fish does not want to move. 槐诗点头,三口两口把饭吃完,稍微休息了一会之后去洗完了澡,穿着睡衣靠在沙发上,一脸咸鱼地不想动了。 „What program that in the evening you said?” “晚上你说的什么节目啊？” „Just didn't speak of Border?” “刚刚不是说到了边境吗？” Crow wielded the wing, Book of Fate flew, the page changed rapidly, finally framed on the last page of fragments in the Red Glove record. 乌鸦挥了挥翅膀,命运之书飞出来,书页迅速翻动,最后定格在红手套记录中最后一页残片上。 „Today makes you personally experience, anything was Border and Hell is good.” “今天就让你亲身体会一下,什么是边境和地狱好了。” The Phenomenon Branching point falls. 事象分支点落。 Huai Shi closes the eye, proficiently at present one black. 槐诗闭上眼睛,熟练地眼前一黑。 Probably innumerable such, felt that oneself are gradually torn to pieces, such spreads just like the invisible gaseous state and rainwater, integrated in the record of Book of Fate slowly. 像是过去无数次那样,感觉到自己渐渐支离破碎,宛如无形的气态和雨水那样扩散开来,缓缓融入了命运之书的记录里。 , Becoming Red Glove once again. 再一次地,成为了红手套。 …… …… …… …… Opens the eye for the first time, what sees is in the blood and meat adheres the life of union, is called the thing of embryo, with being called of embryo. 第一次睁开眼睛,所看到的是血和肉中黏连结合的生命,被称为胚胎的东西,和被称为胚胎的自己。 In the ice-cold warehouse, innumerable float the embryo in culture dish arranges, spread the end of line of sight. The life seems like the fry deep sleep in the innumerable fish bowl. 冰冷的仓库中,无数悬浮在培养皿中的胚胎排列成阵,蔓延到了视线的尽头。生命好像鱼苗沉睡在无数鱼缸里。 The waiting is mature. 等待成熟。 ...... …… Second time the time of opening the eye pupil, saw the cradle of steel, the nurse of white clothing, they have the decontaminating solution flavor, exchanges the diaper for oneself unemotionally, then nurses. 第二次睁开眼瞳的时候,看到了钢铁的摇篮,还有白衣的护工,她们带着消毒水的味道,面无表情地为自己换上纸尿布,然后哺乳。 Is the innumerable shatter fragments. 紧接着,就是无数破碎的断片。 Probably grew the process to be abbreviated, remained in the memory, only then injection, inspection and daily redundant loyal education. 好像成长地过程被省略了,残留在记忆之中的只有注射、检查和每日重复的忠诚教育。 Remaining did not forget, but was deliberately interrupted, did not exist possibly. 剩下的不是被遗忘了,而是被刻意地截断了,不被容许存在。 Erases. 予以抹除。 The entire process seems like the production in assembly line, checkpoints process unceasingly, qualified passing, unqualified destruction. 整个过程好像流水线上的生产,一道道关卡不断地加工,合格的通过,不合格的销毁。 Before age 17, consciousness to give the pastor, the frantic teachers inscribed unceasingly loyally in their brains, offered the body to the motherland, the callous teacher increased the skill and instinct that similar slaughtered in their bodies unceasingly. 在17岁之前,将意识交给牧师,狂热的导师们不断地将忠诚铭刻在他们的脑中,将躯壳奉献给给祖国,冷酷的教官不断地在他们身体中添加同类厮杀的技巧和本能。 Finally, selects 470 end product that from over ten times quantities is called the perfect person. 最后,从十倍以上的数量中遴选出四百七十个被称为完美之人的成品。 Is these cursory fragments, made Huai Shi from the heart feel the fear and dislike sufficiently. 仅仅是这些浮光掠影的片段,就足以令槐诗发自内心地感觉到了恐惧和厌恶。 The life seems like the product to be the same, was being manipulated by palms, in direction growth toward plan, in carefully examines indifferently even gives birth to ability to evaluate to all specifications. 生命好像是产品一样,被一只只手掌摆弄着,向着计划中的方向生长,在冷漠地审视中对各项指标甚至生育能力进行评定。 The passers pass, unqualified person destruction. 合格者通过,不合格者销毁。 If forwards following the assembly line, through examinations, difficulties. 如是顺着流水线向前,通过一道道检验,一个个难关。 Finally, the 17 th year of when being born, welcomed the final trial. 终于,在诞生的第十七年的时候,迎来最终的试炼。 „Today, you will welcome the final test, to your for 17 years the effort judges, the passer will become command Rome after sublimation for the proud citizen.” “今日,你们将迎来最后的考验,也将对你们十七年来的努力进行评判,合格者将在升华之后成为一位令罗马为之骄傲的公民。” Smile Scholar stand by a giant machine, for the student who takes the test delivered blessing and saying goodbye, the pastors paste by the Saint oil, teachers hears word encourages, the teachers urged seriously. 微笑的学者们站在一台巨大的机器旁边,为一个个接受测试的学生送上了祝福和道别,牧师们膏以圣油,导师们闻言鼓励,教官们严肃叮嘱。 The whole world probably tender feeling. 整个世界好像都温情起来了。 So good. 如此善良。 That person who until Huai Shi represents entered in the huge machine, the fixed four limbs, were fettered above the cross, finally just like the hamster ball same capsule seal was one of them. 直到槐诗所代表的那个人走进了庞大的机器之中,固定四肢,被束缚在十字之上,最后被宛如仓鼠球一样的舱体封闭在其中。 What is inconceivable, can see outside scene as before, these genial gentle faces, the looks of these hopes, these respond with the grave facial expression of anticipation. 不可思议的是,依旧能够看到外面的景象,那些和煦温柔的面孔,那些期盼的眼神,还有那些抱以期待的庄重神情。 He noticed that in corner that demonstration content that is called the Depth idea: 【Current Realm】 他看到角落中那个被称为深度计的显示内容:【现境】 The rays on innumerable measuring appliance shine, various types of strange parameters are changing rapidly, until finally, is away from the cabin door, he noticed that the pastor is reciting dignified, tears off the tension bar suddenly. 紧接着,无数仪表上的光芒亮起,各种古怪的参数迅速地变化着,直到最后,隔着舱门,他看到牧师在庄严地吟诵中,将拉杆猛然扯下。 Probably cut rope on the guilotine. 就好像斩去了断头台上的绳索。 That flash, the sharp shake started, in sharp sound that in making one has a dizzy spell, probably had anything to be stripped, perhaps was sane, perhaps was the air, perhaps was what human depending on existing thing. 那一瞬间,剧烈的震荡开始了,在令人头晕目眩的尖锐声音中,好像有什么东西被剥离了,或许是理智,或许是空气,或许是什么人类赖以存在的东西。 【Border】 【边境】 He drops from the clouds, but probably continuously there. 他从天而降,但好像又一直在那里。 The realistic bubble broke, he sneaked a peek hid in the curtain later scene. 现实的泡影破碎了,他窥见了隐藏在帷幕之后的场景。 In the severe dizziness and pain, he sees the extravehicular endless yellow sand, probably extends to bleak and lonely of the world end. 剧烈的眩晕和痛苦中,他看到舱外无尽的黄沙,好像延伸到天地尽头的荒凉和孤独。 The vault of heaven proliferates the crevice, even reveals the black gap. 天穹遍布裂隙,甚至露出黑色的缺口。 Has the giant thing after the shatter vault of heaven has flown, cast the fierce shadow in the land...... 有巨大的东西从破碎的天穹之后飞过,在大地上投下了狰狞的阴影…… In the wind transmitted roaring sound. 风中传来了咆哮的声音。 Has the indistinct shadow from extravehicular to pass through. 有隐约的影子从舱外走过。 They formed groups, arrange the long formation, as if the ghost same fuzzy outline twisted under the insolation of hot sun. 他们成群结队,排成了漫长的队列,仿佛幽魂一样的模糊轮廓在烈日的暴晒之下扭曲。 In has anything to throw the indifferent glance to oneself. 在其中有什么东西向自己投来漠然的一瞥。 Has the pitying of virulent ridicule and mercy. 带着恶毒的嘲弄和慈悲的怜悯。 The fear made itself shout makes noise, but probably no one heard to be the same, they went far away gradually. Has not known how long, the sharp shake started again. 恐惧令自己呼喊出声,可是好像没有人听见一样,他们渐渐远去。不知道过了多久,剧烈的震荡再一次开始。 He started falling. 他开始了下坠。 More things were stripped, or will abandon, he sank to a deeper place. 更多的东西被剥离了,或者说,将自己抛弃,他沉向了更深的地方。