„But how the worldis notyouwantsonwhat kind ofthing, manymoodandideas, **, hope, peopleinthisworld, aredepend on the exchangegoodthingto existnotcompletely, the negativedarknessthing, encroaches, deceivesandhate, evenare manyyouto lookis the thing of creating a scene, looks like an vortex, even ifyouheld on a piece of lower hem corner, finallyentirewill be drawn, after the injurycreates, you can only harmothers. Youlooked,heis also holding the hatrednowin the person of survival, no matterthishatredhownatural, he arrived here eventually, the hatredwill createmanyhatredsfinally, hebecomespart of the world , inevitablymorepeopledrawing, the so-calledvortex, aresuchthing.”
“可是世界本身就不是你想怎么样就怎么样的东西,很多的情绪和想法、**、祈求,人们在这个世界上,并不完全是靠着交换善良的东西存在的,负面的黑暗的东西,侵犯、欺骗、仇恨,甚至很多你看着是无理取闹的东西,就像是一个漩涡,哪怕你只是被拉住一片衣角,最后都会被整个拉进去,伤害造成之后,你就只能去伤害别人。你看,他现在也是抱着仇恨在生存的人了,不管这个仇恨是多么的理所当然,他终究还是走到了这里,仇恨最后又会造成更多的仇恨,他成为了世界的一部分,也必然将更多的人给拉进来,所谓漩涡,就是这样的东西。”„So long ascontacts, entirewill be drawn, in this sense, no onecanescape by luck.” The armystartsto enter the square, Adrianstoodfrom the seat, the preparationleaves, „no onecango back, seacushion......”
“只要接触,就会被整个拉进来,在这个意义上,无人能够幸免。”军队开始进入广场,艾德里安从座位上站了起来,准备离开,“没有人能回去,海茵……”Does not know that understandshiswords, seacushionsits there, looks, is looking......
不知道有没有听懂他的话,海茵只是坐在那儿,怔怔地望着、望着……Hepreparedto go back, Eddterrace.
他准备回去了,艾德台地。Thisjourney, said that was long, saidshortwas not short, hada lot, thisworldwill not turn intothatappearance of past, as ifhad the lots, is different.
这一趟旅程,说长不长,说短也不短,发生了很多事情,这个世界不会变成从前的那个样子,似乎有很多东西,都已经不同了。Livingpeople, died, Katherine, Nancy, seacushion, Gabriel, BarkeNarrosummerandVincent......
活着的、死去的人们,芙尔娜、凯瑟琳、克娜、伊芙、南茜、海茵、加百列、巴克那罗夏、文森特……At this timetheysiton a smallhillside, the carriagestopsundernearbybig tree, the young girl of silver hairsitson the carriage, is holding the smallhair bulb, reluctant to partis speakingin a soft voice, is reorganizing something in the carriage, occasionallylooks atone, smiles, orsaidseveralwith the flurrywithout reason. TangYiandFelixlie downonthatlawn, in the superciliousyoungstermouthholds in the mouthgrass stalk, the eyeis looking at the sky, mindlessappearance.
此时他们坐在一片小山坡上,马车停在附近的大树下,银发的少女坐在马车上,抱着小小的毛球,依依呀呀地轻声说着话,芙尔娜在马车边整理着一些东西,偶尔望过来一眼,笑一笑,或者与小雪没头没脑地说上几句。唐忆与菲利克斯躺在那草地上,玩世不恭的少年口中叼着一根草茎,眼望天空,没心没肺的样子。„Reallydoesn't go to the Eddterrace?”
“真的不去艾德台地?”„Cracks a joke, howpossiblyto makecalfespeciallythatfellowbe the emperorfiercelycalmly and steadily, makinghimeatdoes not rest not steadyevery nightto have the nightmarewellismystyle! Relax, youwalked, Iwill helpyoutake care ofKatherineandyoungwell......”
“开玩笑,怎么可能让腓烈特那个家伙安安稳稳地当皇帝,让他吃不好睡不稳每天晚上都做噩梦才是我的风格!放心,你走了,我会帮你好好照顾凯瑟琳和小克娜的……”„, Whatwordshas to take toTeacherBarbara?”
“呵,有什么话要带给芭芭拉老师吗?”Hearsmother'sname, Felixcurls the lip: „Makesherlook for an attractivemanin the Eddterrace, does not needto thinkherhandsomesonI.”
听到母亲的名字,菲利克斯撇了撇嘴:“让她在艾德台地找个漂亮的男人,不用想着她英俊的儿子我。”„......”
“……”„Cracks a joke, actuallyhas nothingmustsaywords that...... has free time, Icanpassto look ather, makingherstayin the Eddterracewelldo not run all over the place.”
“开玩笑,其实没什么要说的……有空的话,我会过去看她,让她好好呆在艾德台地别乱跑。”„After completing the Lucycurriculum, Iwill come outfrom the Eddterrace, when the time comes......”
“完成了露西妮的课程之后,我会从艾德台地里出来,到时候……”„ArterRoukkaherematterturns over tome, yougo to the matchspiritstandard, SisterLucykeepsso manypeoplenot to kill, is notleavesyour.”
“阿特罗卡这边的事情归我,你去赛灵格,露西妮大姐留着那么多人没杀,不就是留给你的吗。”
The TangYisilentmoment, nods: „Un, Iknow.”
唐忆沉默片刻,点了点头:“嗯,我知道。”On the lawnis gradually peaceful, theyare listening to the sound of windandgrass, looks that the white cloudswind throughfrom the space, TangYismiles: „IfVincenthe...... hehas not died, twoyearslater......”heremembersthateveryoneto visit the agreement of the world together, raised the head, thatis livingfor the younger brother of dying, just likeSunto shineeveryone'smanas ifto lookgenerallydiligentlyfrom the sky. Felixsatfromside, takes updoubleblade.
草地上渐渐安静下来,他们听着风和草的声音,看着白云从天上流过去,唐忆笑了笑:“如果文森特他……他没死,两年后……”他想起那个大家一起环游世界的约定,抬起头,那个为了死去的弟弟而活着,犹如太阳一般努力照耀着所有人的男子仿佛正从天空中看下来。菲利克斯从旁边坐了起来,拿起身边的双刀。„Wherehasanything, if......”
“哪有什么如果啊……”Theystandfrom the ground, whipsdust, Felixis raising handonblade: „Shouldwalk.”TangYinods, another side of hillside, a squadcavalryruns overtowardhere, saw that person on herecarriage and lawn, stopsby far.
他们从地上站起来,拍打着身上的灰尘,菲利克斯扬了扬手上的刀:“该走了。”唐忆点了点头,山坡的另一侧,一小队骑兵朝这边跑了过来,眼看着这边的马车和草地上的人,远远地停下。„Who youare!”
“你们是什么人!”No onepays attention tosuchinterrogation, TangYiand the othersboarded the carriage, wavesto say goodbyetoFelix, the flurryheld the hair bulb, the probe headis looking atthat sidecavalry, the carriagewas movingslowly, Felixsmiles, welcomedtorushing the cavalry, turning aroundthatflickered, drew out the blade in hand.
没有人理会这样的质问,唐忆等人上了马车,挥手与菲利克斯道别,小雪抱着毛球,探头望着那边的骑兵,马车缓缓动了,菲利克斯笑了笑,迎向奔来的骑兵,转身的那一瞬,拔出了手中的刀。„...... Iam an unprincipled person!”
“……我是坏人哪!”
The hoofbeatlightsound, the carriageis walkingwith the white clouds of spaceslowly, on the vehiclespread the hummingsoundgently:
蹄声轻响,马车随着天上的白云缓缓地走着,车上传出了轻轻的哼唱声:
„ Wildherdwithout a traceto the prairie, itknows that hashuman to approach;
“野牛群离草原无踪无影,它知道有人类要来临;Landand others cameto reclaimit, takes toitwithboth hands the newlife.
大地等人们来将它开垦,用双手带给它新生命。On the prairiewill suffuse the goldenwheat ear, the bigcitysoon afterbuilds up;
草原上将盖满金色麦穗,大城市不多久就建起;Welcomeyournationalsistersbrothers, arrives at this most beautifulnewworld...... ”
欢迎你各民族姐妹兄弟,来到这最美丽的新天地……”Whydoes not know, heremembers the wildherdto leave the prairie the scene, theyleft, onprairiepeacefulalone, deep greenspacious, does not know that is waiting for anything......
不知道为什么,他想起野牛群离开草原的情景,它们离开了,草原上安安静静孤孤寂寂的,碧绿空旷,不知道在等待着什么东西……
( Foreign landseeking livehooddiary*ends)
(异域求生日记*完)Summary
总结Ido not know that thisshouldbe called the summaryor the subtotal, thisstory-telling sessioninmyideahasthree, firstended, secondthirdputs behindto writeas beforeopens the new bookwith the newname, Ihad not determined, naturally, the leadhas the endto fight a day of technique, thenheinthisworld, no longeris the journey of seeking livehood.
我不知道这该叫做总结还是小结,在我的构思中这个故事会有三部,第一部完了,第二部第三部是依旧放在后面写还是用个新名字开新书,我还没有确定,当然,主角已经拥有了末日战天术,接下来他在这个世界,已经不再是求生的旅程了。Thisbooktimefrom the beginning, merelyaspracticing writing a theme, Iworkedin a ceramics in GuangdongFoshanat that time, leisuretime, readssomebooks, pathremote«OrdinaryWorld»with the reading material that Haruki Murakami'sseveralbooksoftenread, in additionhassuch as a «Les Miserables»kind of literaturefamous work, thereforewantsto write an article that is used inpracticing writing, mainlyimitates the style on village, onhaving this «Foreign landSeeking livehoodDiary», writtenondeciding, formoneyforreader, tonot only practice writing, forme. Because the matteris obvious, thiskind of bookis impossibleto be lucky, is simply clear.
这部书一开始的时候,仅仅是作为练笔的一个题材,当时我在广东佛山的一家陶瓷厂打工,闲暇的时候,看一些书,路遥的《平凡的世界》与村上春树的几本书是常看的读物,另外还有诸如《悲惨世界》一类的文学名著,于是想写一本用于练笔的文章,主要是模仿村上的风格,就有了这本《异域求生日记》,写的时候就打定了主意,既不为钱也不为读者,只为练笔,为我自己。因为事情明摆着,这类书不可能走红,简直一目了然。However the matterstems frommyunexpectedincertaindegrees, the writing that carvesexcessivelycarefullyaroused the interests of somepeople, somepeopletellmeoccasionally,seeingyour«Diary»to really beshockingand so onand so on, Iremember that at that timealmosteachbig or smallliteraryforum- even the forums of somerobberpastingstationsaretop the placardto make the recommendationforme, Ithinkat that time: Iwas then red. Naturallyis not.
然而事情在某些程度上还是出乎我的意料之外,过分精心雕琢的文字还是引起了一些人的兴趣,至今还偶尔有人跟我说,看见你的《日记》真是令人惊艳之类之类的,我记得当时几乎各个大小文学论坛-甚至一些盗贴站的论坛都是置顶帖为我做推荐,我当时想:这下我要红了。当然也不是。Editorrecommendingformany, but the resultis not ideal, manythingswereIunderstoodafterwardgradually after thiscircle, has made the contrast, applaudeddoes not attract a large audience, «Foreign landSeeking livehoodDiary»wasafterward«HiddenKilling» seems this, Ioncewantedto terminatethisbookwith the setting, in that time of especiallyin«HiddenKilling»starting, buthas not done thisfinally, in the final analysis, the setting of thisbookwas very good, the especiallylateplot, makingmenot hateto give up.
编辑给推荐给得很多,但成绩不理想,许多事情是我后来渐渐了解这个圈子后作过的对比,叫好不叫座,无论是《异域求生日记》还是后来的《隐杀》似乎都是这样,我曾经一度想要用设定完结掉这本书,特别是在《隐杀》开始的那段时间里,但终于没有这样做,归根结底,这本书的设定很棒,特别是后期的情节,让我舍不得放弃。
The followingplotisanything...... I must write, does not say. Whenwill send, Iam not clear, withoutretaining the draft of several hundred thousandcharacters, will bewill definitely not move. Whatshouldsayiswhat? Un...... mymemoryisverybad, butIstillremembernowinitiallywrotethisbooktimematter, thatis the summerevening, before dawn3o'clockgo to work, Icome outfrom the rented housing, goes toonefamiliar, only then the smallcomputer rooms of fivecomputerstype, at that timewhatideadid not have, wantsto think that the heartinwholeheartedly very goodstory, very attractivesentencehits.
后面的情节是什么呢……我还要写出来的,就不说了。什么时候会发,我也不清楚,但如果没有几十万字的存稿,是肯定不会动的。该说的是什么呢?嗯……我的记忆力是很差的,但我现在还记得当初写这本书的时候的事情,那是夏天的晚上,凌晨三点钟上班,我从出租房里出来,去一个熟悉的、只有五台电脑的小电脑房打字,那时候什么想法都没有,一心一意地想要把心中觉得很好的故事,很漂亮的语句打出来。By the factoryonly then such smallvillage, the smallpath, the smallcomputer room, suchnight, vainly hoped for that as ifalsobecomesverypurely.
工厂旁边只有那样小小的村庄,小小的道路,小小的电脑房,那样的夜里,梦想似乎也变得很纯粹。
To write a goodbook.
想写一本好书。Thankseveryoneto supportme.()
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