Twenty two chapters of Heart's Demon live 第二十二章心魔生 Back that Han Li looks at Li Feiyu goes far away gradually, calmly stands in same place, is silent. 【Writing first round network】 韩立看着厉飞雨渐渐远去的背影,静静地站在原地,沉默不语。【文字首发网】 Made a moment ago next noon came after' medicine', he initiative said good-bye to Han Li, said that must go back to recuperate again. 刚才约好了第二天中午前来拿'药'后,他就主动的向韩立辞别了,说是要回去再调养一番。 In such long time, Han Li had not closely examined Li Feiyu takes this secret' medicine' the reason. Han Li knows, even if asked matter that cannot change have. 这么长的时间里,韩立一直都没有追问厉飞雨服用这种秘'药'的原因。韩立知道,就算问了也改变不了已发生的事情。 Since he rather does not want future all, is only willing to receive in exchange for the sight glory „severe Senior Brother” now, explained that he definitely has the difficulties that oneself have to do this. Nobody will be voluntary' suicide', even if slow' nature' has the soaring price' suicide' also nobody can be willing such does. If wants him to say the difficulties, will only make him open one time that cicatrization scabs blood drip drenches quickly again. 既然他宁肯不要自己将来的一切,只愿意换取风光荣耀的“厉师兄”现在,说明他肯定有自己不得不这样做的苦衷。没有人会自愿'自杀',即使是慢'性'的有高昂代价的'自杀'也没有人会心甘情愿的去这么做。如果非要他把苦衷说出来,只会让他把已快愈合的伤疤再血淋淋的揭开一次。 Clearly, Han Li does this is right. Before leaving, Li Feiyu sees he has not closely examined himself to take „pulls out marrow pill” the specific reason, feels grateful for his being with good intention very much, although on the mouth had not said that but Han Li knows that the opposite party has owed itself a not too big nor too small favor. 很明显,韩立这样做是对的。在临走前,厉飞雨见他并没有追问自己服用“抽髓丸”的具体原因,很是为他的善解人意而感激,嘴上虽然没说,但韩立知道对方又欠了自己一个不大不小的人情。 Han Li prepared observes with his agreement, not only not his secret to divulge to an outsider, but also the decision returns to Valley to compound to be able for him to relieve the painful secret' medicine'. 韩立准备遵守和他的约定,不但不会把他的秘密外传,还决定一回到山谷就为他配制能减轻痛苦的秘'药'。 The reason that will make such is very simple, since the opposite party is not subordinate, not to oneself really under killer, then must make the opposite party owe a bigger favor, the request that after letting him is not good to refuse itself, to set. 会这么做的原因很简单,既然对方不是个小人,没有对自己真的下杀手,那么自己就要让对方欠下自己一个更大的人情,让他不好拒绝自己以后提出的要求。 Li Feiyu martial art will be only getting higher and higher in final several years, opposite party martial art is higher,' nature to the helpful possibility' is bigger. even if will not need his help in the next several years, this does not matter. Helps at once one not be considered as that gently the person of unprincipled person, is one lets the body and mind happy matter to oneself. Although Li Feiyu not necessarily certainly is a good person, but at least has experienced today's this matter, he will not have anything to harm to himself. 厉飞雨的武功在最后几年里只会越来越高,对方的武功越高,对自己有帮助的可能'性'就越大。就算在今后几年里不需要他的帮忙,这也无所谓。轻轻地帮一下一个不算是坏人的人,对自己也算是一件让身心愉快的事情。虽然厉飞雨不见得就一定是个好人,但起码经历过今天这件事,他对自己是不会有什么危害了。 Han Li all from all sides has thought that thought does not have what omission place, this leisurely returned to God Hand Valley. 韩立在把所有一切前前后后的想了一遍,觉得并没有什么遗漏的地方,这才慢悠悠的回到了神手谷。 secret that in the leisurely and carefree return valley shortly, Han Li starts prepared Li Feiyu to need' medicine'. This can reduce person ache consciousness' medicine' is not difficult to match, in Valley' medicine' in garden can find all' medicine that needs' material, is only the process of compound is somewhat tedious, must be careful carefully some. 在悠闲的回到谷内后不久,韩立就开始准备厉飞雨的所需要的秘'药'。这个能减轻人疼痛知觉的'药'并不难配,在山谷中的'药'园里就能找到所需的所有'药'材,只是配制的过程有些繁琐,要小心仔细一些。 After afternoon busy, Han Li matches enough Li Feiyu with one year becomes' medicine'. It is not cannot match again, he hopes after Li Feiyu, every year brings back' medicine', making him not forget own favor slowly. 在经过一个下午的忙碌后,韩立配好了足够厉飞雨用一年的成'药'。不是不能再多配一些,他只是希望厉飞雨以后每年都来取回'药',让他不会慢慢遗忘了自己的这份人情。 Arrived the evening, sitting that Han Li departed from the norm suddenly on a chair before oneself front door, looked up the jet black starry sky, the looks at bright moon, was pondering anything. 到了傍晚,韩立突然一反常态的坐在了自己屋门前的一把椅子上,抬头望着漆黑的星空,看着皎洁的月亮,在思考着什么。 Family member who Han Li again fondly remembers family/home. 韩立又再怀念家里的亲人了。 He left oneself parents already more than four years, since he has climbed mountains almost the day to refine chant in painstakingly painstaking cultivation every day, simply has no time in caring the matter, never descends the mountain. Makes people take along to go home the majority of money of own each month leading, but he also only receives to seal/confer a Uncle Zhang to write a letter on another's behalf to write the parents every year to report the safe correspondence, the content of letter/believes is few, besides telling all in his family/home is well, other matters are few and he mentioned. Knows that family's life was better than before, Big Brother got married and began a career, Second Brother has also reached an agreement new daughter-in-law' woman', it is estimated that next year can' exercise' host a joyous occasion, all these changes are because deliver the money of going home to change, but Han Li actually sensitive perceiving from the regards of several letters, the family member treats his tone is more and more polite, even polite has an resembles to treat the feeling of stranger, this feeling makes Han Li be afraid from the beginning at heart very much, does not know how to deal is good. But along with passing of time, why does not know, feeling actually very natural earth-shaking transformation of this fear light, but in family/home family member's image in his heart in the eye also gradual blurring. 他离开自己的父母已经四年多了,从他上山以来几乎每天天都在苦苦修炼口诀,根本就无暇惦记家中之事,也就从未下山回去过。只是让人把自己每月领的大部分银子都捎带回家,而他每年也只收到一封老张叔代笔写得父母报平安的书信,信的内容很少,除了告诉他家中的一切都安好外,其他的事情就很少和他提到。只是知道家里的生活比以前好了许多,大哥已经成家立业,二哥也说好了新媳'妇',估计明年就能'操'办喜事,所有这一切变化都是因为自己送回家的银子才改变的,但韩立却从几封信的问候中敏感的觉察到,家里人对待他的口气是越来越客气,甚至客气的有一种像对待陌生人的感觉,这种感觉一开始让韩立心里很害怕,不知如何应对才好。但随着时间的流逝,不知为什么,这种害怕的感觉却很自然地变平淡了下来,而家中亲人的形象在他心目中也逐渐的模糊了。 He also only then like tonight, in the situation in touching the scenery exciting the emotions once more will fondly remember to build up the family member, recalled before , that warm feeling in home, the feeling that this type now is very difficult to taste, making Han Li think that comfortably is very very precious, he slowly, little is savoring this taste. 他也只有像今天晚上这样,在触景生情的情况下才会再次怀念起家中的亲人,回想起以前在家中的那种温馨感觉,这种现在很难品尝到的感受,让韩立觉得很舒服很珍贵,他会慢慢的、一点点的品味着这种滋味。 Han Li has put on the hand the chest, is away from the clothes to caress' touching' to think of the safe symbol with the finger small leather bag. 韩立把手放到了胸口上,用手指隔着衣服抚'摸'着装着平安符的小皮袋。 In the past at this time he, so long as caressed' touching' several, in the mind can obtain light satisfaction, but does not know tonight what's the matter, after caressing' touching',' show' moved at heart, for a very long time cannot serene get down. 以往这时他只要抚'摸'几下,心灵上就能得到淡淡的满足,但今晚不知怎么回事,抚'摸'之后心里更'骚'动不已,久久不能平静下来。 Han Li at heart the depressed feelings of not being able saying that are unable to control oneself mood now, the body high and low do not suit, qi and blood in within the body starts to tumble to keep, the strange energy that cultivation comes out is also ready to make trouble. 韩立现在心里有一种说不出的郁闷感觉,无法控制自己的情绪,身体上下也不对劲,体内的气血开始翻滚不停,修炼出来的古怪能量也蠢蠢欲动。 „Accidentally discharges bedevilment” this fearful phrase suddenly to appear in his brain, Han Li has stood, the deep breath at once, forcing oneself to calm down. Now Doctor Mo is not, he only then handles the present crisis. “走火入魔”这个可怕的字眼突然出现在他的脑子里,韩立站了起来,深呼吸了一下,强迫自己冷静下来。现在墨大夫不在,他只有自己处理眼前的危机。 Oneself with no reason at all how to accidentally discharge bedevilment, Han Li thought that a little wonders. Although now is not getting to the bottom time, but started to find to touch from the root accidentally discharges the bedevilment cause, completely solved this troublesome most feasibility measure. 自己无缘无故的怎么会走火入魔,韩立还是觉得有点纳闷。虽然现在不是寻根问底的时候,但从根源上入手找到触动走火入魔的起因,才是彻底解决这个麻烦的最可行办法。 Han Li raised the head, the vision searched toward the surroundings, had not found any conspicuous thing. 韩立抬起头,目光往周围寻觅了一番,没有找到什么惹眼的东西。 He used right hand' touching' touching' oneself chin, the elbow to bump into a thing of drum drum suddenly, his subconscious fell the vision on this thing. 他用右手'摸'了'摸'自己的下巴,手肘突然碰到了一个鼓鼓的东西,他下意识的把目光落在了这个东西上。 „Small leather bag” „safe symbol” the name of this thing reflects in his mind immediately. “小皮袋”“平安符”这东西的名字立刻映到了了他的脑海里。 „Can be the big trouble that it causes?” Han Li cannot affirm, but is unable to hesitate now, the condition in within the body was more awful, has the out-of-control possibility anytime. “难道会是它引起的大麻烦？”韩立不敢肯定,但现在无法再犹豫了,体内的状况更糟糕了,随时都有失去控制的可能。 Han Li decisive putting out a hand has entrained from the neck leather bag, makes an effort to throw by far it. 韩立果断的伸手把皮袋从脖子上拽了下来,使劲把它抛得远远的。 „It is not right, was at heart more uncomfortable, qi and blood tumbling is also more intense.” “不对,心里头更难受了,气血翻滚的也更加强烈。” Han Li reluctant suppressed the change in within the body once more, with filling the eye of blood threads stubbornly is staring at that small leather bag, hopes that can find the matter becomes a more awful reason. 韩立勉强的再次压住了体内的异动,用充满了血丝的眼睛死死的盯着那个小皮袋,希望能找到事情变得更糟糕的原因。 【Writing first round network】 【文字首发网】