BYSOE :: Volume #40

#3907: Pursue goal


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This is the painful pinnacle, it has been pursuing this pinnacle.” “这是痛苦的极致,它一直在追求这种极致。” It has been pursuing...... until...... is stopping pursuing suddenly.” “它一直都在追求着……直到……忽然停止追求。” In red, in broad underground cavern...... 在通红的,广阔的地下洞穴里…… Rin is examining the nerve structure of painful bus. 正在检测着痛苦巴士的神经结构。 When Rin examination, Rin discovered before ,...... said that is the painful bus consciousness the larva that fragment appear here red...... hell. 而当检测的时候,发现之前个……自称是痛苦巴士意识残片的幼虫出现在了这个……红色的‘地狱’里。 It is moving the seemingly obese body now, pushes the incomplete lifeform on opening to go forward slowly. 它现在正在挪动着看似肥胖的身躯,挤开路上的残缺生物缓慢前进着。 Goes forward, it while is also saying some...... the matter. 一边前进,它也一边说着一些……事情。 ...... It told Rin, bus past something. ……它告诉了,巴士过去的一些事情。 It is said that the painful bus has been tracking down the method of manufacture painful energy, but it always does not have the means to make this type lifeform. 据说,痛苦巴士一直都在追寻着制造痛苦能量的方法,但它总是没办法造出这种‘生物’。 The unceasing test, the unceasing attempt...... in the long-time time, the painful bus has never given up, but it also never succeeds. 不断的测试,不断的尝试……长久的时间里,痛苦巴士从未放弃过,但它也从未成功。 Its mood also therefore becomes more and more...... rigid, it is longing for can make the painful energy. 它的情绪也因此变得越来越……执着,它非常渴望着能制造出痛苦能量。 Finally, its this intense hope also became...... the pain. 最后,它这种强烈的渴望也变为了……痛苦。 It discovered that oneself was also in the pain, so long as its this hope were not satisfied, it will think that is painful and uncomfortable. 它发现自己也陷入了痛苦中,只要它这个渴望不被满足,它就会觉得痛苦而难受。 Its this hope as if is very in addition difficult to be satisfied, because it did not have the means manufacture painful energy. 再加上它这个渴望似乎很难被满足,因为它一直都没办法制造痛苦能量。 Therefore its mood also more for intense. 于是它的情绪也就越为强烈。 But at some time, it received some special feelings suddenly. 但在某个时候,它忽然接收到了一些特别的感觉。 As if its thought...... connected remote void some place, had the intense pain its sensation to that place. 似乎它的思维……连接上了遥远虚空中的某个地方,它感知到那个地方有强烈的痛苦。 The bus felt at first when is very shocking, it thinks that place is its pursue until now. 巴士最初感觉到时是很震惊的,它认为那个地方就是它一直以来的追求。 It discovered, painful energy type lifeform originally from the beginning exists, does not need it to make. 它发现,痛苦能量这种‘生物’原来一开始就存在,并不需要它制造。 At least it thinks that it thinks that place is moving painful energy lifeform. 至少它自己是这么认为的,它认为那个地方就活动着痛苦能量这种生物。 Therefore, the painful bus changed its approach, from the beginning tries to make the painful energy, changed to connect there. 于是,痛苦巴士改变了它的做法,从一开始试图制造痛苦能量,改变成了连接上那里。 There first called it the place of pain to be good. 那里就先称之为痛苦之地好了。 At first, the bus to there feeling is very fuzzy, does not know that it is away from far, where also does not know it. 最初,巴士对那里的感觉是非常模糊的,不知道它距离有多远,也不知道它在什么地方。 It can feel reluctantly there is moving one type powerful...... dreamland lifeform. 它只是能勉强地感觉到那里活动着一种强大的……梦境生物。 This dreamland lifeform is it continuously the painful energy that wants to make, it contains the fierce pain. 这种梦境生物就是它一直想要制造的痛苦能量,它包含着剧烈的痛苦。 When any has pain the lifeform of this concept contacts it, will definitely feel the pain beyond comparison. 任何有‘痛苦’这种概念的生物接触到它时,肯定都会感受到无以伦比的痛苦。 The bus decided that found that place...... there to call it ‚the place of pain temporarily ok. 巴士决定找到那个地方……那里就暂时称之为‘痛苦之地’好了。 The bus discovered that a method can make it to the feeling of place of pain clearer. 巴士发现有一种方法能让它对痛苦之地的感觉更为清晰。 That is conducts painful synchronization. 那就是进行‘痛苦同步’。 Felt from place of there pain the pain is a very complex pain, inside contained many void lifeform different...... painful mood. 从痛苦之地那里感觉到的痛苦是一种很复杂的痛苦,里面包含了很多种虚空生物不同的……痛苦情绪。 The painful mood that various uncomfortable things that various difficult difficult positions that the void lifeform encounters, meets seem to have holds in inside package. 虚空生物所遇到的各种艰难的困境,所遇到的各种难受的事情所产生的痛苦情绪似乎都在里面包含着。 But the bus must do simulates this painful mood. 而巴士要做的就是模拟出这种痛苦情绪。 Simulates with own lifeform. 用自己的生物进行模拟。 The painful bus discovered that...... own lifeform experiences some painful words, it will be clearer to the feeling of place of pain. 痛苦巴士发现……自己的生物经历某种痛苦的话,它会对痛苦之地的感觉更清晰。 The premise is it needs meeting on own nerve structure this lifeform. 前提是它需要把这个生物‘接’上自己的神经结构。 Although does not know how the painful bus discovered this, it quick started to do that in brief. 虽然不知道痛苦巴士是怎么发现这点的,总之它很快就开始这么做了。 Now the result looks like this that Rin sees. 结果就像是现在看到的这样。 Massive lifeform...... in this place. 大量的生物……在这个地方。 Each lifeform is having a dream, in dream they are experiencing the different pain. 每个生物都在做着梦,在梦里它们则经历着不同的痛苦。 These painful experiences were spread to the nerve of bus unceasingly, this will make the feeling of bus place to pain clearer. 这些痛苦经历都不断地被传入巴士的神经中,这会让巴士对痛苦之地的感觉更清晰。 Also is the feeling there from here far, that some further information. 也就是感觉的出那里距离这里有多远,还有那的一些详细情况。 The painful bus was very in fact early completes. 痛苦巴士实际上很早就完成了。 In it makes enough many lifeform immerse in the painful dreamland, and after they connect on, it discovered the place of pain position. 在它让足够多的生物沉浸在痛苦的梦境中,并将它们连接上自己后,它就发现了痛苦之地的位置。 Also the bus then launched yearned for that side journey. 随之巴士便展开了向往那边的旅途。 After experiencing some time journey, the painful bus felt that own is away from the goal place to be getting more and more near. 在经历了一段时间的旅途后,痛苦巴士感觉到自己距离目标处越来越近。 But the bus is not has waited to arrive in the goal place in the journey idly, it has been studying these days in a big way...... difficult problem. 而巴士也不是一直在旅途中无所事事等着抵达目标地,它在这段时间一直研究着最大的……难题。 How that is it must the painful energy of control objective place. 那就是它要如何控制目标地的痛苦能量。 Although it has the painful energy that the confidence can control itself to make...... coming out that if makes. 它虽然非常有信心能控制自己造的痛苦能量……如果造的出来的话。 But now that painful energy is wild, if contacts it is not obviously impossible to make it obedient directly. 但现在那个痛苦能量是‘野生’的,如果直接就去接触它显然不可能让它听话。 Therefore, how the bus has been studying...... controls the opposite party. 于是,巴士一直都在研究……如何控制对方。 Because the bus can feel clearly the situation in place of pain, it has been aiming at this to do the careful research. 因为巴士能清晰地感觉到痛苦之地里的情况,它一直都在针对这点做仔细的研究。 Finally when the bus is close to the place of pain, it also studied to complete, it has method of one set of control painful energy. 最后巴士接近痛苦之地时,它也研究完成了,它已经拥有一套控制痛苦能量的方法。 At least it thought that oneself had the method. 至少它自己觉得自己有方法了。 But when is close to the goal, the painful bus discovered the unusual circumstance. 但在接近目标的时候,痛苦巴士发现了异常情况。 When because of its sensation the position of place of confirmation goal pain, in...... it has been feeling suddenly close to the goal...... transmitted massive pain from there. 因为它一直都感知着痛苦之地确认目标的位置,在接近目标时……它忽然感觉到从那里……传来了大量的痛苦。 This strong painful mood spread to the thought of bus directly, making it feel the huge pain. 这种强烈的痛苦情绪直接传入了巴士的思维中,让它感受到了巨大的痛苦。 Then...... did not have then. 然后……就没有然后了。 After this bus stopped continue fly to the place of pain. 在这之后巴士就停止了继续飞往痛苦之地。 But drifts in void. 而是就这么漂泊在虚空中。 No one knows that it had anything, no one knows how it actually thinks...... 没有谁知道它发生了什么,没有谁知道它到底怎么想…… However the bus is maintaining pain. 不过巴士还是在维持着‘痛苦’。 Also is it is creating the painful lifeform in the surface as before, as in underground maintains is sinking into the lifeform in painful dream massively. 也就是它依旧在地表上创造着痛苦生物,依旧在地下维持着大量陷于痛苦梦中的生物。 The larva believes, the bus was possibly given pollution by these painful energies. 幼虫认为,巴士可能是被那些痛苦能量给‘污染’了。 Also after that it becomes abnormal completely. 也就是在那之后,它变得完全不正常 Said accurately was the larva cannot feel the thought of bus. 准确的说是幼虫感觉不到巴士的思维了。 Simultaneously the larva indicated that it in fact when the bus makes it cannot move. 同时幼虫表示,它实际上在巴士制造出它的时候它是不能活动的。 However it can feel the consciousness of bus. 但是它能感觉到巴士的意识。 But after the bus...... becomes exceptionally, it cannot feel the consciousness of bus, but can actually move freely. 而巴士……变得异常之后,它就不能感觉到巴士的意识,但却能自由活动了。 Moreover it just discovered...... this place does not have probably such terrifying. 而且它刚刚才发现……这个地方好像没有那么的‘恐怖’了。 The larva said before it, absolutely does not have the means to be close to here, but can be close now. 幼虫说它之前完全没办法接近这里,但是现在能接近了。 Like this...... it might restore the nerve of bus. 这样的话……它就有可能修复巴士的神经了。 Rin a little wants to know how its build drills...... Rin that comes to here not to ask this. 有点想知道它的体型是如何钻到这里来的……不过并没问这个。 How that first has a look at it to restore this bus nerve. 那就先看看它到底要怎么修复这个巴士神经。 Rin can only feel the great quantity painful mood from inside, moreover can feel that it is connecting some place. 从里面只能感觉到巨量的痛苦情绪,而且也能感觉到它连接着某个地方。 However main pain this bus. 不过主要痛苦的还是这个巴士本身。 First decides a small target, for example 1 second remembers: 先定个小目标,比如一秒记住:
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