IHHH :: Volume #6

#558: The steps of heaven


Rusty front door tight closed, Chen Ge on will request personally the sign that do not approach to take down, enters in the middle of children's park that abandons. 生锈的大门紧紧闭合,陈歌将上面请勿靠近的牌子取下,进入废弃的儿童乐园当中。 Fell the rainbow gate of paint, without the water fountain, the Merry-Go-Round that was unable to rotate again. 掉了漆的彩虹门,没有水的喷泉,还有再也无法转动的旋转木马。 Here very long no one has come, Chen Ge walked around, to stop finally in the warehouse entrance. 这里已经很久没有人进来过了,陈歌四处走动,最后停在了仓库门口。 Is covered in the room of mold, is throwing a worn-out Doraemon cartoon coat. 长满霉菌的房间里,扔着一件破旧的机器猫卡通外套。 Hey? You also in?” “喂?你还在吗?” Chen Ge had not hung up phone call/number, but until now, that side the cell phone no one responds. 陈歌一直没挂断电话,可直到现在,手机那边都没有人回应。 He enters the warehouse, takes up the cartoon mannequin clothing of ground, one hand holds the head of Doraemon. 他走进仓库,将地上的卡通人偶服装拿起,单手托着机器猫的头。 Clothes I first help you receive, you rest well, waited for dawn me to awaken you again.” “衣服我先帮你收着,你好好休息一下,等天亮了我再叫醒你。” Chen Ge looked for a big bag to force in the cartoon mannequin clothing in side, when he folded the clothing, discovered that in the pocket of Doraemon belly is putting a picture. 陈歌在旁边找了个大袋子将卡通人偶服装塞进去,在他折叠服装的时候,发现机器猫肚子的口袋里放着一张照片。 Probably in the hospital racket, a young father is saying anything to the doctor, side has a thin boy to hide in the young people behind. 好像是在医院拍的,一个年轻的父亲在跟医生说着什么,旁边有个骨瘦如柴的男孩躲在年轻人身后。 Receives the picture, when Chen Ge looks again to the cell phone, he discovered that phone call/number had been hung up. 收好照片,当陈歌再看向手机的时候,他发现电话已经被挂断。 Forgot to ask his name.” Chen Ge recalled, discovered, no matter online report, is the landlord eldest sister, has not called the name of man. “忘记问他的名字了。”陈歌回想了一下,发现不管是网上的报道,还是房东大姐,都没有喊过男人的名字。 He looks like lives is the same in the cartoon mannequin clothing, people also only know that in park has such Doraemon that likes the child. 他就像是活在卡通人偶服装里面一样,人们也只知道乐园里有这样一个喜欢小孩的机器猫 Takes the cell phone, Chen Ge is looking to the above phone call/number number. 拿着手机,陈歌看向上面的电话号码。 Twice dials, two different lives, two different dead. 两次拨打,两段不同的人生,两位不同的死者。 What meaning is this number? Why will each dead dial this phone call/number? Can Specter that I select how find?” “这个号码到底是什么意思?为什么每位死者生前都会拨打这个电话?我抽中的厉鬼到底要怎么找到?” Chen Ge thinks, no train of thought that he decides to continue to hit again. 陈歌想了想,没什么思绪,他决定再继续打下去。 Single-handedly is raising the big bag that is loaded with the cartoon clothing, he used another hand to dial the phone call/number number. 一手提着装有卡通服装的大袋子,他用另一只手拨通了电话号码。 From the probability, this selected Specter should they add to be fiercer than Yan Danian and Old Zhou.” “从概率上来说,这次抽中的厉鬼应该比闫大年老周他们加起来还要厉害。” After busy sound three four sounds, phone call/number made a connection with, before having, twice experiences finally, Chen Ge this chapter of direct opens the mouth: Hello, has something to help your?” 忙音响了三四声后,电话终于被打通,有了前两次的经验,陈歌这回直接开口:“你好,请问有什么可以帮你的吗?” That side the cell phone is very noisy, Chen Ge hears the train had opened the sound. 手机那边很吵,陈歌听到了火车开过的声音。 When the after sound of train vanishes, that side the cell phone was also peaceful, can hear the children to recite anything indistinctly. 等火车的声音消失后,手机那边又安静了下来,隐约能听到孩子们在背诵什么东西。 Hey?” Chen Ge raises the bag to go out of children's kingdom park, hired a taxi, told the driver to proceed casually. “喂?”陈歌提着袋子走出儿童王国乐园,叫了辆出租车,告诉司机随便往前开。 Whistling the wind sound/rumor spreads from the cell phone, Chen Ge has not urged the opposite party, he waits for patiently, has not known how long, in the cell phone resounded the fierce cough sound suddenly. 呼呼的风声从手机里传出,陈歌没有催促对方,他耐心等待,也不知道过了多久,手机里忽然响起了剧烈的咳嗽声。 „Are you...... all right? Is body uncomfortable?” The Chen Ge’s sound is very warm, when regardless of can give people the strength: What needs me to help you make?” “你……没事吧?身体不舒服吗?”陈歌的声音很温暖,无论什么时候都能给人力量:“需不需要我帮你做什么?” Thanks, does not use.” In phone call/number that side man throat forced in the charking probably, the speech voice is coarse, opens the mouth to follow the fierce cough. “谢谢,不用了。”电话那边的男人嗓子里好像被塞进了烧炭,说话声音非常难听,一开口就伴随着剧烈的咳嗽。 Your situation seems like not very good, be not staying outside, goes home quickly, or you told me your position, I sent you to the hospital.” Before Chen Ge summarized, twice phone call/number, he after phone call/number hangs up rushes, this time he prepares, when phone call/number has not hung up found the opposite party. “你的情况看起来很不好,别在外面呆着了,快回家吧,或者你告诉我你的位置,我送你去医院也可以。”陈歌总结了前两次电话,他都是在电话挂断以后才赶到的,这次他准备在电话还没有挂断的时候就找到对方。 Many thanks your good intention, but took to the hospital even, my sickness hospital could not have cured.” The men coughed quite a while recovered consciousness, he proceeded slowly, the wind sound/rumor was a little big. “多谢你的好意,不过送医院就算了,我的病医院已经治不好了。”男人咳嗽了半天才缓过来,他慢慢往前走,风声有点大。 „Can't hospital cure?” “医院治不好?” Is ah, I lived in the hospital was very long, but this sickness was, I even felt that they were not the sickness, but was my body part.” “是,我在医院里住了很久,但这病就是好不了,我甚至感觉它们不是病,而是我身体的一部分。” The words of man, Chen Ge a little too did not understand: Brother, what sickness did you have?” 男人的话,陈歌有点不太理解:“老哥,你到底得了什么病?” Lung cancer, already later period.” “肺癌,已经晚期了。” The men are telling a very ordinary minor matter probably, 男人好像在诉说一件很平凡的小事, But Chen Ge listens to the heart actually thump to jump: Your also alone outside? Your family member? I deliver you to go back, the outside wind is big.” Today's wind is truly big.” The men often will cough several, his body condition is bad, as if will tumble to be the same momentarily: I hide the truth from the family member to run away secretly.” 陈歌听着心脏却咯噔一跳:“那你怎么还一个人在外面?你家人呢?我送你回去吧,外面风大。”“今天的风确实挺大。”男人不时会咳嗽几声,他身体状态非常差,似乎随时都会跌倒一样:“我是瞒着家人偷偷跑出来的。” A patient of lung cancer late stage hides the truth from the family member to run away secretly, in Chen Ge mind one main characters who thought of first two phone call/number, he realizes immediately improper: You did that were too dangerous, now where can tell me you to be at? I will not interfere with your any decision, purely but how accompanies you to walk?” 一个肺癌晚期的患者瞒着家人偷偷跑出来,陈歌脑海里一下想到了前两个电话的主人公,他立刻意识到不妥:“你这么做太危险了,能不能告诉我你现在在哪?我不会干涉你的任何决定,只是单纯的陪你走一走怎么样?” I walk will be fine slowly, actually since I know after oneself suffered from the lung cancer, has wanted to go to a place to have a look.” “我自己慢慢走就行了,其实从我知道自己患上了肺癌后,就一直很想去一个地方看看。” Goes to a place?” “去一个地方?” That place construction in the high place, wants, must crawling many staircases be good.” “那个地方修建在高处,想要过去,要爬很多楼梯才行。” „Do you want to go to the Jiujiang World Trade Center? Why can go to there?” Chen Ge rarely goes to the urban district, but he knows that World Trade Center is the Jiujiang highest place, stands can overlook entire Jiujiang there. “你想去九江世贸中心?为什么要去那里?”陈歌很少去市区,但他知道世贸中心是九江最高的地方,站在那里能俯视整个九江 Thinks of this, Chen Ge gives the driver to gesticulate immediately, making him open toward the Jiujiang World Trade Center. 想到这,陈歌立刻给司机比划,让他往九江世贸中心开。 The men have not answered the Chen Ge’s issue, he has been coughing, light/only listens to feel that phone call/number is very uncomfortable. 男人没有回答陈歌的问题,他一直在咳嗽,光在电话这边听着就感觉很难受。 Brother, or you stay in same place do not move, I as soon as possible will go over to meet you.” “老哥,要不你就呆在原地别动,我等会过去接你。” Does not use.” After the men cough, as if thought that Chen Ge is really a good person, after he silent a meeting, driving opens the mouth: You look like with my beforehand physician-in-charge very much, tone that no matter spoke, the style of working, you will not be he will pretend to be?” “不用了。”男人咳嗽完后,似乎觉得陈歌真是一个不错的人,他沉默了一会后,主动开口:“你跟我以前的主治医生很像,不管是说话的语气,还是做事的风格,你不会就是他冒充的吧?” Physician-in-charge?” Chen Ge very earnest was pondering, oneself should play what role, facilitates to draw out the words of opposite party. “主治医生?”陈歌很认真的在思考,自己是不是应该扮演什么角色,方便套出对方的话。 He is clear, oneself this number has the issue, each dead dialed this number finally. 他心里清楚,自己这个号码有问题的,每位死者最后都拨打了这个号码。 Thinks carefully, the person of dead contact is very likely the doctor finally, therefore this number may be some doctor. 仔细想想,死者最后接触的人很有可能是医生,所以这个号码有可能是某位医生的。 Toward do not go at heart, I said casually.” The men have no sense of humor, smiled is also very reluctant, can hear him to be very painful. “你别往心里去,我就是随便说说。”男人没什么幽默感,笑的也很勉强,能听得出来他很痛苦。 Brother, can talk about your matter to me? Some things bury in will be very at heart uncomfortable, says is quite good.” Southern suburbs from World Trade Center not far, Chen Ge thought that this should be able to catch up. “老哥,能给我讲讲你的事情吗?有些东西埋在心里会很难受,还是说出来比较好。”南郊距离世贸中心没多远,陈歌觉得这一次自己应该能赶得上。 I am also all right, first half of life is very ordinary person, possibly is the smoking work and rest irregular reason, last year found out the lung cancer.” The voice of man is very gentle, besides the cough, in the mood does not have too big fluctuating. “我也没什么事,前半生就是很普通的人,可能是抽烟作息不规律的原因,去年查出了肺癌。”男人的声音很平缓,除了咳嗽外,情绪上没有太大的起伏。 Made three treatment courses in the tumor hospital, then went home, prepared to enjoy the final time well, was a happy person.” “在肿瘤医院做了三个疗程,然后就回家去了,准备好好享受最后的时间,做个幸福的人。” I am not a coward, I also in diligently resists with it, this is a seesaw battle, I must and most joyful matter defeat it with the best mentality, it wants with painfully and crashes me frightened.” “我不是个懦夫,我也在努力的和它抗争,这是一场拉锯战,我要用最好的心态和最快乐的事情去打败它,它则想要用痛苦和恐惧来压垮我。” This has the war on my body is very frigid, I to it is said that the father does not admit defeat, it also used all sorts of methods to make me lower the head.” “这场发生在我身体上的战争很惨烈,我对它说老子不认输,它也用出了种种手段让我低头。” Breath becomes the difficult, persistent physical pain, low fever wait/etc.” “呼吸变得困难,持续的全身疼痛、低烧等等。” My body weight has been dropping, four limbs sore cannot lift, each cough can affect the whole body, but I endure not to take the pain-killer.” “我的体重一直在下降,四肢疼的抬不起来,每一次咳嗽都会牵动全身,可我就是忍着不吃止疼药。” I really am not a coward.” This is the second time that the man emphasized oneself are not a coward. “我真的不是一个懦夫。”这是男人第二次强调自己不是懦夫。 Chen Ge has not asked the reason, but nods, said three characters: I understand.” 陈歌没问缘由,只是点了点头,说了三个字:“我明白。” The men relax probably: Probably one month later, on my nape of the neck presented one to be able with the lymph node that the finger touched, at that time I have felt oneself have not gasped for breath, could not drink the water.” 男人好像是松了口气:“大概一个月后,我脖颈上出现了一个能用手指摸到的淋巴结,那时候我一直感觉自己喘不过气,连水都喝不下去。” „After going see a doctor, they said that is because coughs up blood to cause the throat for a long time swelling, and lymph node continued to swell, oppressed the esophagus.” “看了医生后,他们说是因为长期咳血导致喉咙肿胀,以及淋巴结持续胀大,压迫了食道。” On me an enemy has not defeated, now are also many a opponent, but, I will not admit defeat.” The man is a very stubborn person, like him to Chen Ge this stranger has emphasized oneself are not a coward. “我上一个敌人没有战胜,现在又多了一个对手,不过,我还是不会认输。”男人是个很固执的人,就像他一直对陈歌这个陌生人强调自己不是懦夫一样。 The wind sound/rumor increases, these children recited the sound of poetry unable to hear a moment ago now, the man is still continue proceed. 风声变大,刚才那些孩子们背诵诗文的声音现在已经听不见了,男人还在继续往前走。 Brother, where do you tell me you now? Do I meet hello/you good?” Chen Ge is really worried about the opposite party, he always felt own present passes, should be able to change anything, even if this hopes minimal. “老哥,你就告诉我你现在在什么地方吧?我去接你好不好?”陈歌是真的担心对方,他总觉得自己现在过去,应该可以改变什么,哪怕这希望微乎其微。 I in a flight of long staircase.” The men wanted to say with a smile, but opened mouth to start to cough violently. “我在一段长长的楼梯上。”男人想要笑着去说,可是一张嘴就开始猛烈咳嗽起来。 In staircase?” Chen Ge is listening to the man that side whistling the wind sound/rumor, does not feel right. “楼梯上?”陈歌听着男人那边呼呼的风声,觉得不对。 Staircase of construction outside building? Has he arrived in World Trade Center? Did he crawl most top level of? 修建在大楼外面的楼梯?难道他已经到世贸中心了?他爬到了最顶层? Before Chen Ge , went to World Trade Center, there does not have the outdoors staircase, he realized that oneself possibly found fault the place. 陈歌以前去过世贸中心,那里并没有户外楼梯,他意识到自己可能找错了地方。 I am stepping on the staircase, crawls toward that place that wants to go to step by step, should soon arrive.” The men spoke, on body the feeling of ache has not vanished, each cough to him was a suffering. “我正踩着楼梯,一步一步往想去的那个地方爬,应该就快要到了。”男人说话的时候,身体上疼痛的感觉也没有消失,每一次咳嗽对他来说都是一次煎熬。 Chen Ge made some impatient driver first stop the car(riage), he takes the cell phone, thought deeply about words of man from the beginning. 陈歌让有些不耐烦的司机先把车停了下来,他拿着手机,从头思索了一遍男人的话。 Place that the staircase, wants to go to high place...... 楼梯,想去的地方在高处…… Chen Ge can listen to the pain in the man words hiding, the opposite party to emphasize oneself and frigid fight of illness, emphasized oneself are not a coward, emphasized oneself have not evaded. 陈歌能听出男人话语中隐藏的痛苦,对方一直在强调自己和病魔的惨烈战斗,强调自己不是一个懦夫,强调自己没有逃避。 Such will alone, why in one day, run away secretly at the back of the family member? 这样一个人,为什么会在某一天,背着家人偷偷跑出来? His pain to this situation time, why can go to some place of high place? 他痛苦到这个地步的时候,为什么偏偏要去高处的某个地方? Chen Ge listens attentively carefully, man body is very weak, the footsteps are gentle, does not seem like in the crawling building. 陈歌仔细倾听,男人身体很弱,脚步平缓,不太像是在爬楼。 Steps of construction on flat land? Has such place?” Chen Ge is thinking, in the mind flashes through a matter suddenly, when phone call/number just made a connection, he once heard the train has opened the sound! “修建在平地上的阶梯?有这样的地方吗?”陈歌正在思索,脑海中突然闪过一件事,在电话刚打通的时候,他曾听到火车开过的声音! Railway rail! 铁轨! Railway rail middle has railroad ties, looks like the steps of shop on flat land to be the same, if thinks, the high place that man must go to is not World Trade Center. 铁轨中间有一块块枕木,就像是铺在平地上的阶梯一样,如果这么想的话,那个男人要去的高处根本就不是什么世贸中心。 He is suiciding! 他是在寻死! Final of this steps, died, to him is also the place that all pain end. 这条阶梯的最后,就是死亡,对他来说也是所有痛苦终结的地方。 Also because just gave up, therefore he has stressed to Chen Ge this stranger, oneself is not a coward. 也正因为放弃了,所以他才会一直对陈歌这个陌生人强调,自己不是一个懦夫。 Thinks through this point, Chen Ge starts to access the net to search immediately. 想通了这一点,陈歌立刻开始上网搜索。 He also heard the children to recite the sound of classical Chinese literature before, Jiujiang has two country schools, including happen to constructs in the distance railroad not far place. 他之前还听到了孩子们朗诵古文的声音,九江有两个国学堂,其中有一个就正好修建在距离铁路不远的地方。 Lifts the cell phone, Chen Ge hints the driver to open toward this place. 抬起手机,陈歌示意司机往这个地方开。 After completing all these, he starts to try the comfort man, wins more time as far as possible. 做好这一切后,他开始试着安慰男人,尽量争取到更多的时间。
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