FD :: Volume #3

#265: I am not clear!

Let Tang Dahai help inquire the hospital that Ling Chen is, Chen Shu will drive to overtake next morning. 让汤大海帮忙打听出凌晨所在的医院,陈述第二天清早就开车赶了过去。 The hospital entrance has the gift shop, is mainly the fresh flower and fruit basket that is used to visit the patient. If before, Chen Shu naturally can choose the fresh flower. No, if before, he will not make Ling Chen have such traffic accident, had/left the accident also to accompany side her. 医院门口有礼品店,主要是用来探望病人的鲜花和果篮。若是以前,陈述自然会选择鲜花。不,若是以前,他不会让凌晨出这样的车祸,出了事故也会一直陪伴在她身边。 Chen Shu bought the fruit basket, then raises the fruit basket to walk to in -patient department. 陈述买了个果篮,然后提着果篮步行到住院部。 Tang Dahai only inquired that the hospital name of Ling Chen hospitalization, actually does not know the specific hospital ward number, therefore Chen Shu first arrives at the consultation place to ask: „Which hospital ward does Miss Ling Chen live in?” 汤大海只打听出凌晨住院的医院名字,却不知道具体的病房号,所以陈述先到咨询处问道:“请问凌晨小姐住哪间病房？” „Ling Chen?” The nurse looked at Chen Shu, thunderclap typing input on keyboard, while asked: „What person are you her?” “凌晨？”护士看了一眼陈述,一边在键盘上霹雳啪啦的打字输入,一边问道:“你是她什么人？” „I am her friend, sees her.” Chen Shu makes noise to say. “我是她朋友,过来看望她。”陈述出声说道。 The nurse had found the Ling Chen information, makes noise saying: „Miss Ling Chen had left the hospital yesterday.” 护士已经找到了凌晨的信息,出声说道:“凌晨小姐昨天已经出院了。” „Being out of hospital?” Chen Shu is surprised, asked: „When yesterday left the hospital? What you said is I must look for that Ling Chen that?” “出院？”陈述一脸惊讶,问道:“昨天什么时候出院？你说的是我要找的那个凌晨吗？” Chen Shu hear of Tang Dahai have said that Ling Chen very injures is probably serious, where can that leave the hospital quickly? 陈述听汤大海说过,凌晨伤得好像挺严重的,哪能那么快就出院啊？ „In-patient department one Ling Chen.” Middle-aged nurse quite discontented shot a look at Chen Shu one, said: „Because she injures quite heavily, at that time in the institute was to oppose her leaves the hospital, was she must leave the hospital forcefully, her parents also came...... this matter also to make to our in-patient department director there, finally the director signed to allow to pass.” “住院部只有一个凌晨。”中年护士颇为不满的瞥了陈述一眼,说道:“因为她伤得比较重,当时院里是反对她出院的,是她自己要强行出院,她的父母也来了……这件事情还闹到我们住院部主任那里,最后还是主任签字放行。” „Why does she want to leave the hospital?” Chen Shu asked. “她为什么要出院啊？”陈述问道。 „I do not know.” The nurse said. „At that time was not I am on duty, the special details I was not quite clear.” “那我就不知道了。”护士说道。“当时不是我值班,具体情况我也不太清楚。” „Thanks.” “谢谢啊。” Chen Shu expressed the gratitude to the nurse, raises the fruit basket to walk toward outside. 陈述对护士表达了谢意,提着果篮朝着外面走去。 Ling Chen collision hospitalization, in the situation that actually in the condition has not been restored to health completely leaves the hospital far away...... her parents also caught up from the native place, that showed that very injured is truly serious. 凌晨撞车住院,却在病情还没有完全康复的情况下出院……她的父母也大老远的从老家赶来了,那就证明伤得确实挺严重的。 Why does she want to worry? Chen Shu in wants to say at heart. Whom does she want to avoid? 她为什么要这么着急？陈述在心里想道。她是要躲避谁吗？ In this time, Chen Shu is seeing that a familiar person raises the fruit basket to walk toward here. 正在这时,陈述看到一个熟悉的人提着果篮朝这边走来。 Obviously, his goal is also like oneself. 显然,他的目的也和自己是一样的。 Wang Xin also saw Chen Shu very much, that man as always delicate slender, remarkable outstanding. Stands under in -patient department building gallery alone, the brilliance of morning sun sways on his body, making him not seem tiny, instead is more splendid. 王信也很远就看到陈述了,那个男人一如既往的清秀修长,卓越不群。独自站在住院部大楼前面的廊台之下,朝阳的光辉挥洒在他的身上,让他不显得渺小,反而更加的熠熠生辉起来。 This is really a fellow who makes one be jealous! Wang Xin in wants to say at heart. 这真是一个让人妒忌的家伙啊！王信在心里想道。 When he discovered own when appears at heart such idea, the expression cannot help but stunned, the footsteps also slowed down unrestrainedly. 当他发现自己的心里浮现这样的想法时,表情不由得为之错愕,就连脚步也情不自禁的放缓了许多。 Why will oneself envy him? Before this is, waste that looks down upon. 自己为什么会羡慕他呢？这可是之前都看不起的废物。 He still remembers when Chen Shu that resignation scene, he does intentionally calmly performs the bridge section that is passionately devoted before oneself. But, in his eyes, that time Chen Shu emaciated and distressed, collapsed at the first blow. 他还记得陈述那次辞职时的场景,他故作镇定的在自己面前表演一往情深的桥段。可是,在他的眼里,那个时候的陈述孱弱、狼狈、不堪一击。 He in wants to say at heart, such person may become own opponent? After such person...... their world, won't have any happening together again? 他在心里想道,这样的人怎么可能会成为自己的对手？这样的人……他们的世界以后都不会再有任何的交集吧？ But, he stands in oneself front, stands in own opposite. 可是,他就站在自己的面前,站在自己的对立面。 Stands in a higher place, he is overlooking himself. 站在比自己更高的地方,他在俯视自己。 This feeling makes Wang Xin extreme is uncomfortable. 这种感觉让王信极度的不舒服。 „How can you here?” Wang Xin stands firm under the stair. He thought that oneself should walk, walks and Chen Shu stands abreast in row. Even but if, stands abreast in row how? In his front, oneself what isn't pays a loser? “你怎么会在这里？”王信在台阶下面站定。他觉得自己应该走上去,走上去和陈述并排站在一起。可是,就算并排站在一起又怎么样？在他的面前,自己又何偿不是个失败者？ „With your same goal.” Chen Shu said. „Ling Chen has left the hospital.” “和你一样的目的。”陈述说道。“凌晨已经出院了。” „Being out of hospital?” The Wang Xin brow slightly wrinkle, sees the fruit basket that in Chen Shu raises not to deliver, stretches instantaneously, asked: „When leaves the hospital?” “出院？”王信眉头微皱,看到陈述手里提着没有送出去的果篮,又瞬间舒展开来,问道:“什么时候出院的？” „Yesterday.” Chen Shu said. “昨天。”陈述说道。 „Yesterday left the hospital.” Wang Xin muttered said, then looked up Chen Shu, said: „Chatted several?” “昨天就出院了。”王信喃喃说道,然后抬头看着陈述,说道:“聊几句？” The Chen Shu some suddenly god, what do I and you have to be good to chat? 陈述有些恍神,我和你之间有什么好聊的？ The hesitation moment, Chen Shu decides to chat with him well. After all, everyone works together, moreover he likes looking at Wang Xin at this time the scared appearance...... 沉吟片刻,陈述决定还是和他好好聊聊。毕竟,大家同事一场,而且他喜欢看王信此时失魂落魄的模样…… Hospitalized department is crowded, is really not the chat place. Looks for a coffee shop to sit specially chats, everyone this friendship has not had this state of mind, if just sat down to talk about the topic, that is not every other awkward isn't good? The coffee that just delivered made one pack to carry off, the service people were not glad. 住院部门口人来人往,着实不是聊天的地方。特意去找一间咖啡店坐着聊,大家没有这份交情也没有这份心境,万一刚刚坐下就把话题聊完了,那不是彼此都尴尬的不行？刚刚送上来的咖啡又让人打包带走,人家服务员也不乐意啊。 Therefore, they proceeded aimless several steps, then simultaneously sprouted the standing firm footsteps in the tree of hospital entrance. 所以,他们俩漫无目的地往前走了几步,然后同时在医院门口的树萌下站定脚步。 Everyone also only then such several steps friendship. 大家也只有这么几步的情份。 Wang Xin proposed that must chat with Chen Shu, but wanted to say seriously anything time, actually does not know how to open mouth. 王信主动提出要和陈述聊聊,但是当真想要说些什么的时候,却又不知道如何张嘴了。 Silent long time, when Chen Shu is just thinking must disguise oneself have walks beforehand, Wang Xin finally opened the mouth, said: „You recently not with the Ling Chen relation?” 沉默良久,在陈述正想着要不要假装自己有事先走的时候,王信终于开口了,说道:“你最近没有和凌晨联系吧？” „Does not have the time.” Chen Shu said: „Said again, I have the girlfriend, why can with others' girlfriend relation?” “没时间。”陈述说道:“再说,我有女朋友,为什么要和别人的女朋友联系？” „I and Ling Chen break up.” “我和凌晨分手了。” „Oh.” Chen Shu said: „That is among you matter. Has no relations with me.” “哦。”陈述说道:“那是你们之间的事情。和我没有任何关系。” Wang Xin somewhat held the eyeglasses agitated, said: „I do not have I'm sorry she. I gave her the house, I gave her money, can make her not need to worry about food or clothing for a lifetime money, this is the innumerable girl's long-awaited things...... they strives for success the life, is impossible to obtain so many things.” 王信有些烦躁的扶了扶眼镜,说道:“我并没有对不起她。我给了她房子,我给了她钱,能够让她一辈子衣食无忧的钱,这是无数女孩子梦寐以求的事情……她们拼搏一生,也不可能得到这么多的东西。” „Therefore?” Chen Shu watches critically, looks at Wang Xin to ask: „Did you tell me these are for what?” “所以呢？”陈述冷眼旁观,看着王信问道:“你告诉我这些是为了什么？” „But, I feel I'm sorry eventually she. I have had the commitment to her, had said that must take care of her for a lifetime. If she does not have this traffic accident, my at heart to her was sick that even hates. Because had made these mistakes, I have paid the serious price, I have used money to make reparations for myself. However, she had an accident, heard that injures is serious...... I to feel like had guilty to her. After all, is I decides to give up her.” “可是,我终究还是觉得对不起她。我对她有过承诺,说过要照顾她一辈子。如果她没有出这场车祸,我的心里对她就只有厌烦甚至仇恨。因为曾经犯过的那些错误,我已经付出了惨重的代价,我已经用金钱为自己赎罪。但是,她出事了,听说伤得还很严重……我的心里又觉得对她有了愧疚。毕竟,是我决定放弃她的。” „I have no alternative, do you know?” Wang Xin looks at Chen Shu, looked like the person of drowning to grab the last straw: „I am bearing the tremendous pressure, I do not have other choices. I am a man, I all that wants me to need, I must make the proper sacrifice ..... no one casual to be successful. Can you understand my feeling?” “我别无选择,你知道吗？”王信看着陈述,就像是溺水之人抓住了最后一根稻草:“我承受着巨大的压力,我没有其它的选择。我是一个男人,我想要得到我需要的一切,我也要做出应有的牺牲…..没有人可以随随便便就能够成功。你能明白我的感受吗？” „I am not clear.” “我不明白。” „......” “……” Does the Wang Xin expression delay, ponder over to ask a Chen Shu such fellow to do at heart to pour out the object is a mistake? 王信表情呆滞,心里琢磨着自己找陈述这样一个家伙来做倾诉对象是不是个错误？
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