Ling Chen had a very long dream, in the dream she and Chen Shu first meets in two cafeteria entrances. The golden autumn in September, she wears the white long skirt, wears that oneself most like only to be decadent the butterfly knot, takes a walk, looks like has yellow butterflies to send cluster gap/between to dance lightly general in the top of the head. At that time Chen Shu with class and grade inside schoolmate to the school administration office is getting the textbook, Chen Shu is holding that bunch of book strings to separate, how many books there are to fall, Ling Chen helped pick to hand over also goes back, Chen Shu said thanks the schoolmate, Ling Chen asked how that you do want to thank me? When she sees the Chen Shu astonished flustered expression, could not bear " sound " smile, the sound was clear, such as the heart of hearts as if had the innumerable Little Xi spring water dingdong the class/flow to open the general joyful mood. At that time she thinks, this male student is really lovable. 凌晨做了一个很漫长的梦,梦里面她和陈述在二食堂门口初次相遇。金秋九月,她身穿白色长裙,戴着自己最喜欢的那只黄色蝴蝶结,走动之间,就像是有一只黄色的小蝴蝶在头顶发丛间翩翩起舞一般。那个时候陈述正和班级里面的同学到教务处去领课本,陈述抱着的那捆书绳子断开,有几本书掉落下来,凌晨帮忙捡了起来递还回去,陈述说谢谢同学,凌晨问那你要怎么谢我？她看到陈述惊愕慌张的表情时,忍不住「扑嗤」一声笑了起来,声音清脆悦耳,如她内心深处仿佛有无数条小溪泉水叮叮当当流敞过来一般的愉悦心情。那个时候她想,这个男生真是可爱。 „Ling Chen...... Ling Chen......” “凌晨……凌晨……” This is the Chen Shu sound. 这是陈述的声音。 When the dinner time, Chen Shu to No. 7 bedroom building that downstairs she is at will shout that her name, her dormitory in three buildings, Chen Shu stands the sound on English Corner flower-bed is clearly discernible, then in the bedroom girls follow to call that together " Ling Chen Ling Chen Chen Shu asked you to eat meal " " Ling Chen your Brother Bro Chen to come " " when Chen Shu you to ask our bedroom sisters to eat meal " ...... 每到吃饭时间,陈述就会到她所在的七号寝室楼楼下喊她的名字,她的宿舍在三楼,陈述站在英语角花坛上面的声音清晰可见,然后寝室里面的姑娘们就一起跟着吆喝「凌晨凌晨陈述叫你吃饭了」「凌晨你的陈哥哥来了」「陈述你什么时候请我们寝室姐妹吃饭」…… Chen Shu is calling me, I must go downstairs to accompany him to go to the cafeteria to eat meal. 陈述在叫我,我要下楼陪他去食堂吃饭了。 Ling Chen diligently wants to open the eye, but the eye hides to sink, the person also feels exhausted, looks like for several days without sleeping now absolutely , there would be no means to awake general. 凌晨努力的想要睁开眼睛,可是眼皮子好沉啊,人也觉得疲惫,就像是好几天没有睡觉现在根本就没办法睡醒一般。 „Ling Chen...... Ling Chen......” “凌晨……凌晨……” The Chen Shu sound was more urgent. 陈述的声音更加急迫了。 " He certain and other worry? " 「他一定等的着急了吧？」 Ling Chen is thinking at heart, then, she makes an effort wants to open the eye, even to be hurried to come by oneself soberly, she starts to pinch oneself palm with the nail. 凌晨在心里想着,然后,她更加用力的想要睁开眼睛,甚至为了让自己赶紧清醒过来,她都开始用指甲掐自己的掌心。 Hou! 嚯！ She opened the eye finally, the big piece dazzling white light dashes to come, punctured she hurried to shut the eye again. 她终于睁开了眼睛,大片耀眼的白光直扑而来,刺的她赶紧再次把眼睛闭了起来。 „Ling Chen......” some people call in the ear in a soft voice said. “凌晨……”有人在耳朵边轻声唤道。 It is not the Chen Shu sound, how to turn into mother's voice? 不是陈述的声音,怎么变成了母亲的声音？ She opens the eye again time, saw that mother that old and thin and pale facial features are close. 她再次睁开眼睛的时候,就看到母亲那苍老而憔悴的面容近在咫尺。 „Mother.” Ling Chen opens mouth, puzzled asking: „You how...... here?” “妈。”凌晨张了张嘴,一脸疑惑的问道:“你怎么……在这里？” Her memory also stayed in oneself and Wang Xin negotiates to end, then took the contract the hospital that drove to prepare to book to undergo the surgery, when she stepped on the accelerator, stood suddenly a car(riage) from the side front traffic lane, then her BMW front hit ruthlessly...... 她的记忆还停留在自己和王信谈判结束,然后拿着合同开车准备去预约的医院做手术,当她一脚踩上油门的时候,从侧前方的车道上面突然间站过来一辆车,然后她的宝马车头狠狠的撞了过去…… The blood, she still remembers own full hand blood, the following matter does not know completely. 血,她还记得自己满手鲜血,后面的事情就完全不知道了。 „Early morning early morning.” Tan Yuehua just wants to speak, the eye socket becomes moist, the big tears bead falls following the cheeks, puts out a hand to grab the daughter skinnyly such as the small hand of firewood, said: „Early morning early morning, are you all right? Thought where is uncomfortable?” “晨晨。”谭月华刚想说话,眼眶就变得湿润起来,大颗的眼泪珠子顺着脸颊滑落,伸手抓着女儿枯瘦如柴的小手,说道:“晨晨,你没事吧？有没有觉得哪里不舒服？” " Where is uncomfortable? " 「哪里不舒服？」 Ling Chen gawked, then wants to put out a hand to touch own belly, but own both hands elbow place got the gypsum completely, absolutely does not have the means to move. 凌晨愣了一下,然后便想伸手想要去触摸自己的肚子,可是自己的双手手肘处全部都被打上了石膏,根本就没办法动弹。 „Mother, I...... I......” “妈,我……我……” Ling Chen does not know how should give mother to explain. 凌晨不知道应该如何给母亲解释。 Matter that she is pregnant, mother does not know the circumstances of the matter. She must the idea that the child wipes out, mother not know. 她怀孕的事情,母亲并不知情。她要把孩子打掉的想法,母亲也并不知道。 How she opens mouth, inquired that child? 她又如何张嘴,询问那个孩子怎么样了呢？ „Child did not have.” Tan Yuehua wiped tears saying: Promptness that „massive hemorrhage, sends luckily, otherwise you did not have...... your child, how you do not make one be free from worry. Had the pregnancy, why didn't say one with the parents? Why does not know that pays attention to the body? In any event, the body must have a person to take care of......” “孩子没了。”谭月华抹了一把眼泪说道:“大出血,幸好送来的及时,不然你人也没了……你这孩子,你怎么就这么不让人省心啊。都有了身孕,为什么不和爸爸妈妈说一声？为什么也不知道注意一下身体？无论如何,身体都要有个人照应着……” „At this time...... and child said that what these do make?” Broadcasts a man hoarse voice. “这个时候……和孩子说这些做什么？”传来一个男人沙哑的声音。 That is father's voice, Ling Chen only knows that the father also arrived at Guangzhou, turns around, looks at the white hair such as the old people of snow eyeful blood threads, said: „Father, did you come?” 那是父亲的声音,凌晨这才知道父亲也到了花城,转过身去,看着白发如雪满眼血丝的老人,说道:“爸,你怎么也来了？” „Had/Left such big matter, can I not come?” Ling Guoqiang remains silent to say. Was worried that own words were too heavy, the expression was too serious, making the treasure daughter unable to withstand, hurries to comfort was saying: „You are all right well. The child without , there would be no, you are young, later can also want again.” “出了这么大的事情,我能不来吗？”凌国强闷声说道。担心自己的话语太重了,表情太严肃了,让宝贝女儿承受不住,赶紧安慰着说道:“你人没事就好。孩子没了就没了,你还年轻,以后还能再要。” „Father......” the Ling Chen sound sobbed, is hard to practice moderation. “爸……”凌晨声音哽咽,难以自持。 Always, she thinks tenaciously oneself not wrong, oneself present the choice question that all women can present, but saw that parental parents that worried extremely actually still in cautious gentle comforts own appearance carefully, the innermost feelings are grieved, cannot bear sad Qiang make noise. 一直以来,她都固执的认为自己没有错,自己做了所有女人都会做的选择题,但是看到父母双亲那极度担忧却还在小心翼翼温柔仔细抚慰自己的模样,内心酸楚,忍不住悲呛出声。 „Good child, all right. All right.” Tan Yuehua daughter tight embracing in the bosom, saying that on the mouth non-stop: „Was all right was all right, the parents came, the parents have accompanied side you. Do not be worried, has the parents, no one could bully the early morning early morning.” “好孩子,没事的。没事的。”谭月华将女儿紧紧的搂抱在怀里,嘴上不停的说道:“没事了没事了,爸爸妈妈来了,爸爸妈妈会一直陪伴在你身边。不要担心,有爸妈在,谁也欺负不了晨晨。” „Father, mother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......” “爸,妈,对不起,对不起……” „Do not speak this nonsense. You do not have I'm sorry we, so long as you took care of well yourself to be good. The whole families, said that what these words do make?” Ling Guoqiang noticed that the wife and daughter cry on each other's shoulders, felt nasal cavity bitter uncomfortable is not good, but he is a man, is in the home the only man, therefore he is strong, must suppress the tears. „From infancy to maturity, you are the pride of I and mother. Before was, later was also.” “不要说这种傻话。你没有对不起我们,你只要把自己照顾好就好了。一家人,说这些话做什么？”凌国强看到老婆和女儿抱头痛哭,也觉得鼻腔酸涩难受的不行,但是他是男人,是这个家里唯一的男人,所以他必须要坚强,必须要把眼泪憋回去。“从小到大,你都是我和妈妈的骄傲。以前是,以后也是。” Also makes noise to scold the wife, said: „Child cries, did you follow to cry? Before was not says well?” 又出声呵斥老婆,说道:“孩子哭,你怎么也跟着哭起来了？之前不是说得好好的吗？” Tan Yuehua hurries to put out a hand to erase the tears, said: „Does not cry, I do not cry, early morning the early morning does not cry. Early morning the early morning is all right well, early morning the early morning is all right, mother compares anything to be happy. Early morning the early morning is hungry? I go to do delicious to you.” 谭月华赶紧伸手抹掉眼泪,说道:“不哭了,我不哭了,晨晨也不哭了。晨晨没事就好,晨晨没事,妈心里比什么都高兴。晨晨饿不饿？我去给你做好吃的。” Thinks that here is a hospital, not in own family/home, the condition that has not gone to the kitchen personally, changed a statement saying: „What early morning the early morning wants to eat? I go to buy for you.” 想到这里是医院,不是在自己家里,没有亲自下厨的条件,又改口说道:“晨晨想吃什么？我去给你买回来。” „I am not hungry.” In Ling Chen heart uncomfortable, but does not want to make the two old excessively sad, forcefully pretends the happy appearance, said with a smile: „I am all right. I also think that cannot see the parents again. Without thinking opens the eye, your position sat before me.” “我不饿。”凌晨心中难受之极,但是不想让两老过度伤心,也强行的装作开心的模样,笑着说道:“我没事。我还以为再也见不到爸爸妈妈呢。没想到一睁开眼睛,你们俩位就坐在我面前了。” The smile involves the muscle on face, an intense stabbing pain transmitted, making the entire body of Ling Chen follow to brave the cold sweat. 笑容牵扯到脸上的肌肉,一股强烈的刺痛传来,让凌晨的整个身体都跟着冒起了冷汗。 „Bah bah, child said shamelessly, child said shamelessly.” Tan Yuehua has not noticed daughter's painful expression, told the water continually, said: „Cannot speak the words of these not Jili. You are only several years old, how on meeting parents?” “呸呸呸,童言无忌,童言无忌。”谭月华没有注意到女儿的痛苦表情,连吐口水,说道:“不许说这些不吉利的话。你才几岁,怎么就会见不到爸爸妈妈呢？” „Yes.” Ling Guoqiang also makes noise the urging, said: „Cannot speak these words again. All day saying that dying lives, doesn't make sense?” “是啊。”凌国强也出声叮嘱,说道:“不许再说这些话。整天把死啊活啊的挂在嘴边,像什么话？” „Good. I did not say.” Ling Chen hurries to comply, asked: „Mother, my face how?” “好。我不说。”凌晨赶紧答应下来,问道:“妈,我的脸怎么了？” She felt that on own face was wrapped up the gauze, actually thinks oneself have a collision was abraded, but that ache obviously was not only abraded the body is so simple a moment ago. 她感觉到自己的脸上被包扎了纱布,却只是以为自己撞车的时候被擦伤了,但是刚才那种疼痛明显不仅仅是擦伤皮肉那么简单。 Tan Yuehua looked at Ling Guoqiang one eyes, said with a smile: „All right, was hung. I have asked the doctor, the doctor said that was after a period of time good, will not leave the scar on the face.” 谭月华看了凌国强一眼,笑着说道:“没事,就是被挂了一下。我已经问过医生了,医生说过一段时间就好了,不会在脸上留疤痕的。” „Is really all right?” Asking that Ling Chen does not believe. She too understood that oneself mother, she could not make up mind for a lifetime, will not deceive people, has anything first to discuss with the father. Looked a moment ago to father's that unconsciousness look, obviously is the hope can some support and approval of father. “真的没事？”凌晨不相信的问道。她太了解自己的母亲了,她一辈子拿不定主意,也不会骗人,有什么事情都会先和父亲商量一下。刚才看向父亲的那个无意识的眼神,显然是希望能够得到父亲的某种支持和认可。 „Is really all right.” Ling Guoqiang makes noise to say. „Was delimited, the doctors said that was all right. Does not believe your a while to ask the doctor.” “真的没事。”凌国强出声说道。“就是被划了一下,医生都说没事了。不信你一会儿自己问医生。” „Yes. Did not believe you to ask the doctor, the doctor definitely also said.” Tan Yuehua makes noise to echo again. “是啊。不信你问医生,医生肯定也这么说。”谭月华再次出声附和。 „Is all right well.” Ling Chen makes noise to say. Thought, at this time, where also needs to care about these? “没事就好。”凌晨出声说道。心想,这个时候,哪里还需要在意这些呢？ Tan Yuehua noticed that the daughter no longer investigated " appearance " issue, this relaxes, looks at Ling Chen to ask: „Small early morning, do you and Chen Shu ..... have problems? Two days that you are hospitalized, he has not come, a telephone has not hit. I and your father call him with your cell phone, he had not received.” 谭月华看到女儿不再追究「容貌」问题,这才松了口气,看着凌晨问道:“小晨,你和陈述…..是不是出了什么问题？你住院的这两天,他从来都没有来过,一个电话也没有打过来。我和你爸用你的手机给他打电话,他也没有接过。” Ling Chen was anxious, asked: „Have you telephoned to Chen Shu?” 凌晨急了,问道:“你们给陈述打过电话？” Ling Chen and Chen Shu love many years, Tan Yuehua and Ling Guoqiang know that existence of Chen Shu, delicate astute takes care of the excellent boy to like the daughter to this. This Ling Chen has an accident, they are thinking relates Chen Shu, never expected that Chen Shu does not answer the telephone. 凌晨和陈述恋爱多年,谭月华和凌国强知道陈述的存在,对这个清秀精明又把女儿照顾极好的男孩子非常喜欢。这次凌晨出事,他们就想着联系陈述,没想到陈述根本不接电话。 What they do not know, man break up that Ling Chen already and that they favored. 只是他们不知道的是,凌晨早就和那个他们看好的男人分手了。 „Yes. Hits with your cell phone.” Tan Yuehua was explaining said: „We do not have his number. Is thinking such big matter, must tell him one, never expected that he does not meet.” “是啊。用你的手机打的。”谭月华解释着说道:“我们没他的号码。想着这么大的事情,总要告诉他一声,没想到他不接。” „You......” “那你们……” „Do not be anxious.” Ling Guoqiang makes noise saying: „Hit twice, he without meeting , there would be no to hit again. We do not know among you accident sentiment , is also not easy to hit.” “别焦心。”凌国强出声说道:“打了两次,他没接,就没再打了。我们也不知道你们俩之间出了什么事情,也不好一直打过去。” Heard the father saying that Ling Chen then felt better slightly, thought, the father telephoned to Chen Shu with oneself cell phone, he felt certainly were oneself shameless? Time and time again was rejected time and time again actually mounts? 听到父亲这么说,凌晨这才稍微好受了一些,心想,父亲用自己的手机给陈述打电话,他一定觉得自己恬不知耻吧？一次又一次的被拒绝却又一次又一次的黏上去？ Thinks that the father made two phone calls, he is actually not willing to answer, becomes exceptionally is at heart uncomfortable. 想到父亲打了两次电话,他却根本就不愿意接听,心里又变得异常难受起来。 " Chen Shu, he should be hates oneself? " 「陈述,他心里应该是恨自己的吧？」 „But, this was Chen Shu not quite responsible?” Saying that Tan Yuehua complained: „What contradiction no matter among them has, can't find the way to solve well? The child is always innocent, didn't he consider for your children?” “可是,这个陈述也不太负责任了吧？”谭月华埋怨的说道:“不管俩个人之间有什么矛盾,不能好好想办法解决？孩子总是无辜的,难道他就一点儿也不为你们的孩子考虑？” Ling Chen was pale, actually still clenched teeth saying: „Child is not his.” 凌晨脸色苍白,却仍然咬牙说道:“孩子不是他的。” „What?” Does not know that Tan Yuehua has not understood what is heard the meaning of Ling Chen these words, understood what is heard cannot determine, could not bear makes noise again the inquiry. “什么？”不知道谭月华是没听明白凌晨这句话的意思,还是听明白了不能够确定,忍不住再次出声询问。 „I said that child is not Chen Shu.” The Ling Chen sinking sound said. The words like the blade, each blade stamp approach own heart position. “我说,那个孩子不是陈述的。”凌晨沉声说道。话语如刀,每一刀都戳向自己的心脏位置。 „......” “……”